I’ve had some serious personal problems to deal with over the past few years...I just recently decided to get back into the game cuz I just recently proposed and I wanna look as good as possible for the wedding in May next year.
You may be playing, but this is not a game...
Muhahahahaa....
Lighten it up, get out of your head.
The cliche hormone verbal assault is comparable to pee wee Herman's "I know you are but what am I?"
I appreciate your post, it enlightens any new users to not go seeking on IG (an app for sharing photos) for Human Growth Hormones. In fact, according to my research HGH should just be avoided at all costs unless you got the money to obtain pharm grade and not UG pharm grade. To have a fragile substance shipped overseas in hot ass containers is not proper handling. You can be sure you're overpaying. I have to admit I have been curious about it myself over the years. I'm at constant war with my ego though. Have to check myself occasionally because in all actuality, HGH should be left for elderly people seeking it's replenishing benefits and the pro's that actually compete and go on stage.
Your aim is to "look good" by May right? 8 months from now. I bet you could make it possible naturally. However, if you're in the same boat as many of us and have already hijacked your systems natural ability to produce sufficient amounts of test. Then I'd still say you can be damn sure with proper diet, training, sleep and even a light cycle, you could squash that goal in less than 8 months and then it would just be about maintenance. But I am assuming you've been training on and off throughout life. Judging by your sensitivity to the users on here you seem to have conflict between heart and mind. Instead of thinking and feeling you are just feeling, and too much. Perhaps your hormones are a bit haywire? You know, you don't have to be on cycle to have out of balance hormonal issues that affect mental & physical health. Just saying, if your instinct is to always first feel, then you should follow through with some thinking. Remind yourself that A) this is all temporary and nothing lasts forever. B) opinions are only relevant to those perceiving them. C) the only.person