Am i fed up with women?

[nervje]

So long story short.
Had a girl over yesterday, fucked and like the thread in steroid section, i was having a hardon but then continued with a semi hardon after a few positions.
And well ive been a horny guy alot but since a few months i havent been into chasing women a lot, some periods where i did it more, some where i did it less.
Now im at work and get text messages by a few women and i dont even wanna talk back and i dont even think about fucking them to be honest.

Its a weird feeling, thinking about kissing, sex and all that it just..kinda annoys me lol.
Im like whatever ..
Thinking about having to take em out and shit to fuck them is like..i rather dont put in the effort..on the other hand, thinking about them coming over and fuck straight away, i dont care either

Is this a phase im going through?

Cycle is 500mg test, 600mg boldenone

 

[Iron Frenchie]

Sounds like you need a good prostitute. They’ll work around your time and leave in a jiffy. None of that kissing crap or dinner dates. No need to play the text games either. I know backpage was shutdown by LE. But here’s the new site where everyone goes
tnaboard.com/

 

[D-max]

My best guess is you dont like women because you're gay.

 

[nervje]

My best guess is you dont like women because you're gay.

Haha i already though i should bring that up, i am NOT gay.
I repeat, i am NOT GAY lmao.

Eating pussy is just too good and the sound when sticking the dick in a wet pussy just turns me on usually.

Oh, btw.: i am not gay.

 

[Eman]

Lol why did you put your cycle at the bottom...

Chasing women grows exhausting... It's not unusual to need a break. I can't believe this needs said.

 

[T-Bagger]

My best guess is you dont like women because you're gay.

X10

 

[nervje]

Lol why did you put your cycle at the bottom...

Chasing women grows exhausting... It's not unusual to need a break. I can't believe this needs said.

Lmao maybe someone asks about cycle and wants to tell me its because of aas.

I dunno, the more i think of it, theres more to it than just women.
I found myself being very paranoid lately, kinda like an existential crisis.
I have some cash aside so my dog and me can be fed the next 2 months with this cash, plus rent paid.
Still im afraid of..kinda..you know losing my life-kinda thing.
Not hungry, im not even craving sweets and im bulking.
Yesterday i havent been eating for a few hours while the chick was over, and even when she was gone i was sick of food, and thats something i never had.
I remember back in summer i was cutting and had monster appetite but now im feeling heavily depressed.
I dont know the exact reason of why but i also guess its reason why i had my dick go half-soft when fucking yesterday. Even now im home alone with my dog and i cant relax. I dont know whats wrong

 

[T-Bagger]

Lmao maybe someone asks about cycle and wants to tell me its because of aas.

I dunno, the more i think of it, theres more to it than just women.
I found myself being very paranoid lately, kinda like an existential crisis.
I have some cash aside so my dog and me can be fed the next 2 months with this cash, plus rent paid.
Still im afraid of..kinda..you know losing my life-kinda thing.
Not hungry, im not even craving sweets and im bulking.
Yesterday i havent been eating for a few hours while the chick was over, and even when she was gone i was sick of food, and thats something i never had.
I remember back in summer i was cutting and had monster appetite but now im feeling heavily depressed.
I dont know the exact reason of why but i also guess its reason why i had my dick go half-soft when fucking yesterday. Even now im home alone with my dog and i cant relax. I dont know whats wrong

You sound like you’re depressed

 

[nervje]

You sound like you’re depressed

Yes but i dont know why.

Ive had a shitty past but its alright now, lifewise, moneywise i guess.
I live on my own, im not depending on anyone.
I dont understand nor do i know what can i do to feel better. Theres days where i have ups but mostly downs.

 

[T-Bagger]

Yes but i dont know why.

Ive had a shitty past but its alright now, lifewise, moneywise i guess.
I live on my own, im not depending on anyone.
I dont understand nor do i know what can i do to feel better. Theres days where i have ups but mostly downs.

There’s never a reason needed to be depressed bro - it can be purely chemical. Have you considered some counseling or even speaking to a doctor about it?

 

[nervje]

There’s never a reason needed to be depressed bro - it can be purely chemical. Have you considered some counseling or even speaking to a doctor about it?

No not really, but tbh i opened up to my date yesterday fairly quickly.
Basically ive met her privately for the first time and told her alot of stuff that went wrong in my life, i dont really hide that stuff anymore, i used to eat it up and dont tell anyone. But to her i just went straight through anything and thought it would help, but it obviously didnt.
I dunno its crazy, i can feel it creeping up on me and it feels ugly.
Like a ball of sadness i just either want to throw up or cry out.
You know, the feeling you have when you took an important exam at school, just constantly now.

 

[maxmuscle01]

Hormone roller coaster brother. Cycles affect everbody in different ways. You’ll have to figure out what works for you. Maybe a Test only cycle for you with some sAME and good low sugar diet. Hope things get better for you.

 

[ironwill1951]

you need to see a DR, depression needs to be taken seriously, do some research you wont believe how many people commit suicide from untreated depression.

 

[ironwill1951]

this is not good ..


I dunno its crazy, i can feel it creeping up on me and it feels ugly.
Like a ball of sadness i just either want to throw up or cry out.
You know, the feeling you have when you took an important exam at school, just constantly now.[/QUOTE]

 

[nervje]

Hormone roller coaster brother. Cycles affect everbody in different ways. You’ll have to figure out what works for you. Maybe a Test only cycle for you with some sAME and good low sugar diet. Hope things get better for you.

I dont think its aas related really, ive been blast and cruising for 5 years with a small break 1.5 years ago, so hormonal changes i am used to if you could say so, lets hope its "just another phase".
Ive had this kind of feeling before but always when shit went down, which now, for the first time, has not happened

 

[nervje]

you need to see a DR, depression needs to be taken seriously, do some research you wont believe how many people commit suicide from untreated depression.

I know some people personally who take anti depressants and thats something id never take to "treat" this. Other than those meds, i wouldnt know how a doctor would be able to help me, and well its commonly known anti depressants temporarily fix a little but they usually make shit worse once you go off

 

[T-Bagger]

I dont think its aas related really, ive been blast and cruising for 5 years with a small break 1.5 years ago, so hormonal changes i am used to if you could say so, lets hope its "just another phase".
Ive had this kind of feeling before but always when shit went down, which now, for the first time, has not happened

At the very least, try some St. John’s Wort.

 

[maxmuscle01]

I know some people personally who take anti depressants and thats something id never take to "treat" this. Other than those meds, i wouldnt know how a doctor would be able to help me, and well its commonly known anti depressants temporarily fix a little but they usually make shit worse once you go off

I would talk with a psychiatrist,MD. You have confidentiality and just don’t mention gear. See what she has to say. Sometimes people bottle up a lot of shit and carry it around - and talking to a professional (that doesn’t know anything about you) can be eye opening and super beneficial. They are not your enemy and can be life saving! They went to school for 10-12 years and you’ll be surprised what they can do for you. I think you should make an appt Today, make that your goal for the day. Good luck

 

[rpbb]

I think it's the gear, stop taking it and do a pct

 

[ironwill1951]

I usually don't criticize guys on here.
but from this response your either not very bright or very immature, perhaps both.

I know some people personally who take anti depressants and thats something id never take to "treat" this.