Am i fed up with women?

[tengtren]

Maybe your test is underdosed/bunk

Get bloods done see what your TT and e2 is

 

[T-Bagger]

I usually don't criticize guys on here.
but from this response your either not very bright or very immature, perhaps both.

You can’t fault the guy for not wanting to mess with his brain. Though if there is truly a chemical imbalance, he’s going to need them. My personal opinion is that doctors are too quick to prescribe.

 

[ironwill1951]

very small chance that bunk test would cause severe depression.

Maybe your test is underdosed/bunk

Get bloods done see what your TT and e2 is

 

[tengtren]

Yes but i dont know why.

Ive had a shitty past but its alright now, lifewise, moneywise i guess.
I live on my own, im not depending on anyone.
I dont understand nor do i know what can i do to feel better. Theres days where i have ups but mostly downs.

i assume your younger, these ups and downs are just life man, I'm coming out of a down right now and the more you have the easier it get because you know you won't feel like this forever

very small chance that bunk test would cause severe depression.

I've had bunk test on a 750 test 600 deca cycle and was basicly only on Deca that fucked me up pretty bad. I got blood work and my TT was around 100

 

[nervje]

very small chance that bunk test would cause severe depression.

I dont take your response offensively and i know where youre coming from, anti depressants are there for a reason.

I dont want to depend on that to be happy though, there must br ways around it.

And the test i run isnt bunk, i tested the same batch i use a few months ago and it was legit

 

[ironwill1951]

I had a very close friend that suffered from depression and wouldn't get help for it. he didn't show up at the gym one day so my lifting partner and I swung by his house , we found him hanging in his garage. take depression seriously and let a DR decide how to treat it.



QUOTE="T-Bagger, post: 2326241, member: 86740"]You can’t fault the guy for not wanting to mess with his brain. Though if there is truly a chemical imbalance, he’s going to need them. My personal opinion is that doctors are too quick to prescribe.[/QUOTE]

 

[tengtren]

Hormones and neurotransmitters are literally the backbone of emotions, steroids might be the problem man. How long have you been on? Why do you take them? Are they worth it?

 

[ironwill1951]

I have been taking Wellbutrin for over 30 yrs absolutely no sides and I don't sit around like a zombie feeling sorry for myself. I know I could not have lived like that.

I dont take your response offensively and i know where youre coming from, anti depressants are there for a reason.

I dont want to depend on that to be happy though, there must br ways around it.

And the test i run isnt bunk, i tested the same batch i use a few months ago and it was legit

 

[maxmuscle01]

I had a very close friend that suffered from depression and wouldn't get help for it. he didn't show up at the gym one day so my lifting partner and I swung by his house , we found him hanging in his garage. take depression seriously and let a DR decide how to treat it.



QUOTE="T-Bagger, post: 2326241, member: 86740"]You can’t fault the guy for not wanting to mess with his brain. Though if there is truly a chemical imbalance, he’s going to need them. My personal opinion is that doctors are too quick to prescribe.

[/QUOTE]

That’s real now! I totally agree with your statement. You follow dr recommendations until you fix the imbalance(no matter what). Avoiding professionals is why a lot of people end up dead, in jail, or worse alive and want to be dead

 

[T-Bagger]

I had a very close friend that suffered from depression and wouldn't get help for it. he didn't show up at the gym one day so my lifting partner and I swung by his house , we found him hanging in his garage. take depression seriously and let a DR decide how to treat it.

Sorry about your loss bro. Depression is no joke.

 

[ironwill1951]

I agree with @tengtren get off the gear if that doesn't make a difference get some help from a professional not a forum.

Hormones and neurotransmitters are literally the backbone of emotions, steroids might be the problem man. How long have you been on? Why do you take them? Are they worth it?

 

[nervje]

Thanks for the advices, ill keep posting on here if status changes and stuff

 

[T-Bagger]

Thanks for the advices, ill keep posting on here if status changes and stuff

That usually means you won’t do anything to change. Not being a dick, but I’ve used that line many times before. Don’t play around bro.

 

[tengtren]

Thanks for the advices, ill keep posting on here if status changes and stuff

internet forum or not you can always come here for support, good luck

 

[TRTvegan]

Curious , how old are you bro?

What everyone is saying is pretty sound advice .
Go talk with someone ,
Go to the dr,
Get bloods done

So many things can be at play here but the only way is to seek outside medical advice.

Your bloods won't lie and not will a good doctor or therapist ( make sure they are good )

 

[nervje]

Curious , how old are you bro?

What everyone is saying is pretty sound advice .
Go talk with someone ,
Go to the dr,
Get bloods done

So many things can be at play here but the only way is to seek outside medical advice.

Your bloods won't lie and not will a good doctor or therapist ( make sure they are good )

Im currently 25.
Tbh, maybe its (and yes im serious) because its new years eve tonight.
Ive had a really, really rough year, if not the worst of my life.
And ive been working towards being able to enjoy next year without worries.
Im working 6-7 days a week for almost the whole year now, from starting a new education winter last year until summer this year, to getting a new job in this field (softwaredeveloping).
Between those 2 ive had my kitchen burn down while ive been at work, which left me "homeless" until august this year.
Ive had to live with relatives until i was able to afford a new flat mid summer. It was very tense the whole time, not having much privatsphere, only working and learning.
I got my dog 3 months ago who put alot of stress relief into my life and is my everything.
Im paranoid as fuck, everyday leaving my flat to go to work, i cant leave without checking the whole flat a few times to ensure another fire wont happen.
Ive been cutting people out of my life, ive been alone and learned to love myself, at least a tad bit.

I just wanted 2018 to pass for the last few weeks and i just want to look into a stressfree and peaceful new year together with my dog.
Set new prs in the gym, save some cash for the first time in my life, give my dog the happiest life he can get, which makes me happy too.
Maybe find a good girl although thats the least of my worries.

This was the year were i was able to admit, ive been a fucking loser until now, focusing on the wrong aapects of life, im happy i never done drugs except speed one time which was a shit experience, ive learned that progress in the gym isnt everything and being big isnt what makes you special.

I just want to leave all the negative bs behind and move on.
Ive got to work tonight (as a bouncer) but im able to bring my dog there and put him in a room so hes safe from all the new years bullshit celebration and i know, i will take a break there and have my 10 minutes with him in that room to celebrate the new year, and damn i already know im going to cry because of joy, i made it through such a shitty year.

Maybe im nervous because of all the relief im going to feel.

 

[Logan44551]

Have you taken EQ before? I've read it makes some people feel weird. Also agree with iron will. I'd stop cycle and see a doctor.

 

[rpbb]

Im currently 25.
Tbh, maybe its (and yes im serious) because its new years eve tonight.
Ive had a really, really rough year, if not the worst of my life.
And ive been working towards being able to enjoy next year without worries.
Im working 6-7 days a week for almost the whole year now, from starting a new education winter last year until summer this year, to getting a new job in this field (softwaredeveloping).
Between those 2 ive had my kitchen burn down while ive been at work, which left me "homeless" until august this year.
Ive had to live with relatives until i was able to afford a new flat mid summer. It was very tense the whole time, not having much privatsphere, only working and learning.
I got my dog 3 months ago who put alot of stress relief into my life and is my everything.
Im paranoid as fuck, everyday leaving my flat to go to work, i cant leave without checking the whole flat a few times to ensure another fire wont happen.
Ive been cutting people out of my life, ive been alone and learned to love myself, at least a tad bit.

I just wanted 2018 to pass for the last few weeks and i just want to look into a stressfree and peaceful new year together with my dog.
Set new prs in the gym, save some cash for the first time in my life, give my dog the happiest life he can get, which makes me happy too.
Maybe find a good girl although thats the least of my worries.

This was the year were i was able to admit, ive been a fucking loser until now, focusing on the wrong aapects of life, im happy i never done drugs except speed one time which was a shit experience, ive learned that progress in the gym isnt everything and being big isnt what makes you special.

I just want to leave all the negative bs behind and move on.
Ive got to work tonight (as a bouncer) but im able to bring my dog there and put him in a room so hes safe from all the new years bullshit celebration and i know, i will take a break there and have my 10 minutes with him in that room to celebrate the new year, and damn i already know im going to cry because of joy, i made it through such a shitty year.

Maybe im nervous because of all the relief im going to feel.

My advice is to stop juicing

 

[nervje]

That usually means you won’t do anything to change. Not being a dick, but I’ve used that line many times before. Don’t play around bro.

No it rather means i would observe first (does this feeling keep on being here for more days, does it fade away etc) before doing any serious changes (eg get off gear, get medical help etc).
I dont just ignore it and also dont ignore the tips i got on here

 

[rpbb]

No it rather means i would observe first (does this feeling keep on being here for more days, does it fade away etc) before doing any serious changes (eg get off gear, get medical help etc).
I dont just ignore it and also dont ignore the tips i got on here

You've ignored every piece of advice you've gotten here.