I used to be like this. Almost ruined relationships and chased hot women away because of my insecurities. Then I “matured” I guess...
Now my current girl and I share our sexual pasts with each other freely. I mean completely and utterly freely. I talk to her about plowing ultra hot women prettier than her in one night stands and she tells me of picking up guys in bars to see if she could do it (shy girl breaking out of her shell). I mean we get into graphic details of sexual positions, intensity and orgasms we have had in past relationships as well as with complete strangers in one night stands.
Let me tell you this is a blessing when you overcome YOUR OWN insecurities. Because it’s all on you, not her. When you are completely comfortable with sex... (because it is COMPLETELY NORMAL!!!!)... you can get even closer to your loved one in understanding them, their true desires, their true nature, the true person that they really are and explore fantasies together as a couple. You are closer to your loved one when they feel comfortable sharing anything with you... and you with them.
I was able to share with my current loved one that I banged her and another girl in the day when we first met! She congratulated me and was happy for the fun I had. When she told me about picking up a guy in the bar 2 days before we met, I hi-fived her! Then I fucked the shit out of her as we laughed about each other’s adventures.
We can literally talk about anything, without jealousy. And remember... I used to be just like you guys. I would cringe thinking about my girl getting banged 10 years ago by some beta bitch! How fucking silly and stupid is that shit when I’m the fuckin man here today! We are now closer than anyone I have ever been with.
When you get over that jealousy shit, you can see your partner without judgement. And when you can do that, you can share things and be closer to them than when you judge them for their natural human nature.
Guys like to fuck. Girls like to get fucked. Thinking a girl doesn’t like to be gorilla fucked by several different men is naive and childish. Women are programmed just like us guys... but society has trained us to believe otherwise and creates shame for women and insecurity for men.
We have reached a point where we are monogamous right now but we are possibly open to threesomes in the future. Fun times!
This is what started my journey to being free from judgement:
https://www.pdf-archive.com/2013/10...-s-past/slaying-the-dragon-partner-s-past.pdf
On a side note... my dick is literally sore from having sex 3 times a day... each and every day. Damn I love this girl!