Has anyone fell off, and felt like “I don’t give a fuck anymore”?

Now hold up there cowboy.... you told everyone here that the Ben Affleck Steroid after school special is why you would and never have touched steroids! Now I hear you’re a user? I honestly hope your wife never feels the wrath of your steroid abuse, sir!
Not to mention the PornHub strike! Something fishy going on here BBBG. o_O
 
Now hold up there cowboy.... you told everyone here that the Ben Affleck Steroid after school special is why you would and never have touched steroids! Now I hear you’re a user? I honestly hope your wife never feels the wrath of your steroid abuse, sir!

Crap. You caught me. I can’t continue this life of lies. That’s me in the picture.

I’m a self-hating fat fucker that eats whatever the hell I crave. I’ve never lifted a weight. And I sure as fuck would never take the steroids. They are really really real bad drugs. I don’t want the rage or the addiction.
 
Crap. You caught me. I can’t continue this life of lies. That’s me in the picture.

I’m a self-hating fat fucker that eats whatever the hell I crave. I’ve never lifted a weight. And I sure as fuck would never take the steroids. They are really really real bad drugs. I don’t want the rage or the addiction.
Finally he admits it. We all knew that.
 
I got you. That was what made you say fuck the fat life! It’s crazy how it just hits you like that. I was the same way but the pic was of me. My friend took it and sent it to me. He wasn’t being mean or anything but I was wasting away. One meal a day. Drinking all day long. Like an 18 pack and a fifth at the least per day. Working all day and chasing wetbacks/drug runners at night. Sleeping with one eye open. Lol. That’s when I got back in the game from a long “break”. Probably 2014 I’m guessing. It’s crazy how you see yourself as something when looking in the mirror but in reality you are looking but not seeing!!!

I hear this
Just before my wedding a year and a bit ago, took a look at myself and said "What the actual fuck happened to me"
It's so slow and you dont even notice.

I went from Physique comp ready as a younger guy.
To a fat piece of shit with C cups.

Had my FUCK THIS moment right there.
I still look at this picture when I'm losing motivation.
2019 January 28ish.
Binh Dai Vietnam.

I'm surpised my in laws let their Daughter marry that fat piece of shit

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I would try setting some new goals. If your a bb maybe think about competing or doing something with kids maybe coaching. If you a PB compete or samsies. I feel more motivated being on peds now cause I would get like that natty from time to time but now that I'm like putting time into understanding my health better and spending the money. I mean what really is the point of it all if your not contributing to a community in some form of fashion? I want to compete but I've also found its something I can give to my kids. A point of connection with them
 
I would try setting some new goals. If your a bb maybe think about competing or doing something with kids maybe coaching.
I just lift for fun and to be a semi yoked dad but I have been helping out a couple kids every year. It is so much fun and rewarding also. I get a great feeling from having to literally beat this lifestyle (no gear) into their heads only to see it “click” in their faces after a month or so of lifting and training properly. This year my prized “athlete” is my youngest stepdaughter. Just entered the seventh grade and she absolutely smoked ALL GIRLS IN SCHOOL in the weight room! Junior high AND high school girls. And she is also kicking ass in cross country. Strong and fast. Proud poppa here brothers.
 
I just lift for fun and to be a semi yoked dad but I have been helping out a couple kids every year. It is so much fun and rewarding also. I get a great feeling from having to literally beat this lifestyle (no gear) into their heads only to see it “click” in their faces after a month or so of lifting and training properly. This year my prized “athlete” is my youngest stepdaughter. Just entered the seventh grade and she absolutely smoked ALL GIRLS IN SCHOOL in the weight room! Junior high AND high school girls. And she is also kicking ass in cross country. Strong and fast. Proud poppa here brothers.

Damn right
None of this lifestyle matters if you cant share it and enjoy life with your family brother.

Everything else is just background noise
 
man are you ok? I tried to tag you into my new recipe post but couldnt... didnt see you here these last months

Homie got banned (Tapatalk puts that [emoji724] next to the name). I’m not sure why but he was arguing a lot with Sworder who was going by “Francois” at the time.

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I been training for so long and recently these past two weeks I caught the “I don’t give a fuck anymore”. I felt like what’s the point, day in and day out in the gym, work, eat and repeat, I felt drained. Maybe overtraining, who knows. I started smoking cigarettes, and weed again. I know that this lifestyle will wreck havoc on me in the future, and need to get back on track, but sometimes I feel like all this for what when we don’t know when we will parish.. my job, politics, Covd-19, chores, women, and everything, I just felt like fuck it.. ugh. Maybe life is a learning process.. I know I can’t leave the gym, it’s been with me for as long as I can remember, but sometimes I just get that “fuck it” attitude.

Who can relate? How did you bounce back? How did you go about avoiding going back to a detrimental lifestyle..

Thank you [emoji120]

do you ever deload or take a week off? I do 4 on, 1 off. Bust ass 4 weeks you need a week off. After that week, you crave the gym. get a massage, get a room with a hot tub for a day.
 
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