Do you go through life wearing your heart on your sleeve and believing that honesty is always the best policy or are you a social chameleon that will say and do anything and act in different ways to get what you want and to fit in with certain specific groups of people?
Me personally, I spent all my life from a child up until I was about 40 valuing my integrity as a man and being true to myself and honest with everyone around me no matter what.
3 decades living in the real world dealing with `people` has definitely changed me though and I hate humanity for doing that to me. I still always try to be upfront and straight with everyone I come across but I know deep down that most people are just playing mind games in life and putting on an act because they either want something from me or they just want to portray a persona that others will like and be attracted to coz that's gonna benefit their own life in some way.....so at this point in my life I have to be honest and say that I disgust myself sometimes for the things I say and do coz the majority of the time I'm being fake as fuck with everyone I come across in the real world coz I know that's how they're acting with me.
What about you?
Me personally, I spent all my life from a child up until I was about 40 valuing my integrity as a man and being true to myself and honest with everyone around me no matter what.
3 decades living in the real world dealing with `people` has definitely changed me though and I hate humanity for doing that to me. I still always try to be upfront and straight with everyone I come across but I know deep down that most people are just playing mind games in life and putting on an act because they either want something from me or they just want to portray a persona that others will like and be attracted to coz that's gonna benefit their own life in some way.....so at this point in my life I have to be honest and say that I disgust myself sometimes for the things I say and do coz the majority of the time I'm being fake as fuck with everyone I come across in the real world coz I know that's how they're acting with me.
What about you?


