Happy. I LOVE making him angry. Plus he called me a child molester and I can't deal with it like I want to.
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can dr jim be trusted now?
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MANWHORE
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My girl eats icecream and insane amounts of sugar in her coffee..
I want to take the bowl and smash her in the face with it right now..
Does this sound like the Deca or Test?
I want to take the bowl and smash her in the face with it right now..
Does this sound like the Deca or Test?
If that's her bottom in your avatar I'd let her have all the ice cream she wants!My girl eats icecream and insane amounts of sugar in her coffee..
I want to take the bowl and smash her in the face with it right now..
Does this sound like the Deca or Test?
Sounds like tren to meMy girl eats icecream and insane amounts of sugar in her coffee..
I want to take the bowl and smash her in the face with it right now..
Does this sound like the Deca or Test?
You're talking about a toddler you sick freak - an innocent child who certainly doesn't deserve to be called vulgar names by filth like you.
The only good thing about your posts is that they show everyone what a piece of fucking shit you are.
It might not be getting anywhere but if you "usually like what ItalianMuscle has to say," you might want to give your head a shake. Then again, some people look at a pile of shit and see art so... to each their own, I guess.
MANWHORE
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Maybe because there is NO Tren, in my blood..
couldn't sleep, so just turned on comp.
i just feel grumpy tonight
Anadrol?My girl eats icecream and insane amounts of sugar in her coffee..
I want to take the bowl and smash her in the face with it right now..
Does this sound like the Deca or Test?
Ahhhhhh- tren withdrawals?
Rub one out, you'll feel better!
You know I wanted to apologize for not yet answering your fair question. I did dodge it intentionally a couple of times, but only because your strong presentation prompted the opportunity for me to tune and tweak my machine for what I saw as a new opportunity to advance in consciousness..
I also want to point out to those following this thread how this fellow's message was really not delivered with hostility. When you review the language, he really simply makes reference that he presents that I spend a lot of time on puter and that he perceives that i purvey good writing skill relative to here, or that I present to THINK that I do. Then he asks the question what motivated me to join. And finally WHY I involve here.
So the POINT is that the HIGH level of his conscious delivery can be perceived as intimidating, and only due to the construct as delivered. So when we open our eyes, it's just a "Smarty-pants" delivery of a real fair inquiry.
SO back @ BB69, sorry for all the drama back acha, but you kinda REQUESTED IT, did ya not. I aims to please...!
No I don't stay on my computer that much. I joined here back in my mid thirties simply because a friend told me it might be a good place to learn about Steroids/TRT which I was pondering as age prevailed over my bones looming. I learned a lot with some good help here, but I also had a good time so I kept coming back. I do not have any relation with ANYONE here other than what you see in print here and a PM or two over the years. I have never met anyone here in person. I saw Millard once in an interview they linked in here where he was discussing steroids in some public radio/video I don't recall. So truly, I am just any other guy here, and doing my best to give some back, as I further attempt to learn cause we always continue to grow and not matter whether the teacher or student - we are all both. And YES, I do accept the TERM "Bastard" as a TERM OF ENDEARMENT as I would probably deliver harmlessly the same. I got that. I was just on a tear that day, and again, someone here (YOU) prompted a chance to learn and grow. So all that rant was not meant to be hostile toward YOU. It was a "fictional depiction of abstract" and directed at EVIL, which challenges ALL OF US/ALL THE TIME.. No offense Brotha..! None was taken.. The "driving force", I don't really know for sure beyond the above description, but if you are asking if there is any Financial incentive to me the answer is a definite NO. It actually probably costs me money to be here. But I have been in a not so good place with my professional career lately, so I also come here to procrastinate a bit truly. I never mean to foul...
I will point out how it also provided me the opportunity to "stamp out evil" when I got the opportunity to clarify my position with the next poster (Brutus79). It made me very happy to be able to put a GOOD SPIN on my interaction with him. And I only hope that all others can use as example to do the same/"pay it forward" so to speak. Which is why I now return here to be sure you received my tale as trivial, and with its primary intent to EXCLUDE you from being "The Devil", as a presentation of the most far out side of negativity that could be potentially negatively construed from you inquiry. THE POINT, to show how IGNORANCE (even mine) can lend negativity, and SOLELY because of lack of CONSCIOUS ACKNOWLEDGEMENT of the English Utilized. I do hope you received it well, as I later realize it was kinda profound, so to be safe and disclaim...
BUT ISN'T IT FUNNY HOW FEAR ALWAYS SURFACES WHENEVER WE (the human animal) run across something which we don't understand!!
I made a joke once pertaining to the question of other life in the Universe aside from Earth, and if ET exists and is active around our world. You can then visualize a couple of hillbillies in the woods with guns who stumble upon ET just minding his own business and their first instinct YOU KNOW is to KILL IT and ask questions later.. LOL When all along SAFETY ALWAYS DIRECTS FOR CAUTION, but for the reason of ANIMAL we always do the ONE OF the Far Extremes - SHOOT or Haul Ass..!!! LOL Go figure. So I once PROPOSED that if there is ANYTHING on the Dark Side of the Moon which we are unaware/ It's probably a SIGN which clearly states "Don't Feed The Animals..!" And most likely written in a "Hidden Ink" which we are unaware of the proper "Decoder Ring...! LOL
ALL GOOD HERE... Hope the same with you. And good tidings to ALL always..!
I also want to point out to those following this thread how this fellow's message was really not delivered with hostility. When you review the language, he really simply makes reference that he presents that I spend a lot of time on puter and that he perceives that i purvey good writing skill relative to here, or that I present to THINK that I do. Then he asks the question what motivated me to join. And finally WHY I involve here.
So the POINT is that the HIGH level of his conscious delivery can be perceived as intimidating, and only due to the construct as delivered. So when we open our eyes, it's just a "Smarty-pants" delivery of a real fair inquiry.
SO back @ BB69, sorry for all the drama back acha, but you kinda REQUESTED IT, did ya not. I aims to please...!
No I don't stay on my computer that much. I joined here back in my mid thirties simply because a friend told me it might be a good place to learn about Steroids/TRT which I was pondering as age prevailed over my bones looming. I learned a lot with some good help here, but I also had a good time so I kept coming back. I do not have any relation with ANYONE here other than what you see in print here and a PM or two over the years. I have never met anyone here in person. I saw Millard once in an interview they linked in here where he was discussing steroids in some public radio/video I don't recall. So truly, I am just any other guy here, and doing my best to give some back, as I further attempt to learn cause we always continue to grow and not matter whether the teacher or student - we are all both. And YES, I do accept the TERM "Bastard" as a TERM OF ENDEARMENT as I would probably deliver harmlessly the same. I got that. I was just on a tear that day, and again, someone here (YOU) prompted a chance to learn and grow. So all that rant was not meant to be hostile toward YOU. It was a "fictional depiction of abstract" and directed at EVIL, which challenges ALL OF US/ALL THE TIME.. No offense Brotha..! None was taken.. The "driving force", I don't really know for sure beyond the above description, but if you are asking if there is any Financial incentive to me the answer is a definite NO. It actually probably costs me money to be here. But I have been in a not so good place with my professional career lately, so I also come here to procrastinate a bit truly. I never mean to foul...I will point out how it also provided me the opportunity to "stamp out evil" when I got the opportunity to clarify my position with the next poster (Brutus79). It made me very happy to be able to put a GOOD SPIN on my interaction with him. And I only hope that all others can use as example to do the same/"pay it forward" so to speak. Which is why I now return here to be sure you received my tale as trivial, and with its primary intent to EXCLUDE you from being "The Devil", as a presentation of the most far out side of negativity that could be potentially negatively construed from you inquiry. THE POINT, to show how IGNORANCE (even mine) can lend negativity, and SOLELY because of lack of CONSCIOUS ACKNOWLEDGEMENT of the English Utilized. I do hope you received it well, as I later realize it was kinda profound, so to be safe and disclaim...
BUT ISN'T IT FUNNY HOW FEAR ALWAYS SURFACES WHENEVER WE (the human animal) run across something which we don't understand!!
I made a joke once pertaining to the question of other life in the Universe aside from Earth, and if ET exists and is active around our world. You can then visualize a couple of hillbillies in the woods with guns who stumble upon ET just minding his own business and their first instinct YOU KNOW is to KILL IT and ask questions later.. LOL When all along SAFETY ALWAYS DIRECTS FOR CAUTION, but for the reason of ANIMAL we always do the ONE OF the Far Extremes - SHOOT or Haul Ass..!!! LOL Go figure. So I once PROPOSED that if there is ANYTHING on the Dark Side of the Moon which we are unaware/ It's probably a SIGN which clearly states "Don't Feed The Animals..!" And most likely written in a "Hidden Ink" which we are unaware of the proper "Decoder Ring...! LOLALL GOOD HERE... Hope the same with you.
And good tidings to ALL always..!ItalianMuscle27
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Bitch, I hope your daughter gets ass raped and then gang fucked, while you are being tied up watching helplessly. Then when they finish, a little defecation just to top it off. Hows that sound, mother fucker?
Juice n Goose
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Man..You are seriously one sick motherfucker! Wishing that on ANYONES little girl. How the fuck do you live with yourself?
You are an unmitigated sociopath. I know,we can wait while you look that term up!
God damn I'll be glad when one of us gets ahold of you..you,however,will NOT!! Of that I assure you!
Fucking sick Bitch!!!
Goose
IM...why would you even consider going down that road? I got an email regarding your post and I was hoping it wasn't going to be anything like what I just read.
I don't feel well.
My daughter that I love more than I've loved anyone or anything in this world left Thailand ama from a Buddhist run rehab/spiritual healing center last week. Her mother hoped that being away from her friends and L.A. would make a difference.
I don't remember how i felt at the age of 20? I know how it feels to be the father of a 20yr old young lady that is so loving and beautiful that it hurts deep in my stomach and chest not knowing where it is that she may be drinking herself to death.
I don't understand and I know she is just as baffled as to why she can't stop moving closer to the end with each passing week and with each black out taking its toll?
She called me a few mornings ago. She had flown in the day before and asked if she could stop over. She brought coffee and pastry from Starbucks. It was around 6am and she was drunk. It was a drunk she described as frustrating and I could see she was bothered by not being able to get where she had set out to be. That place was oblivion. She couldn't stop the hurting.
My girlfriend is close to my grown kids and they talk by phone and text on a daily basis. When my daughter left that morning she was moved by Caitlin's needing to be hugged and held by her dad but not being able to stay still. I'm almost convinced that the something she needs isn't anything that I or anyone else can give or help her get. I hate waiting for the phone to ring.
IM...Brutus. I don't know what exactly is driving this...but we've had enough. I've had my fucking fill of this shit. It ends now. I'm disturbed and I don't know anything more than that we're at a place that meso and all of us shouldn't be. It's fucking sad and lonely and I'm fucking angry.
Brutus, I know. I do. I need you to please fall back for now. I'm really sad for you and for what you're feeling. I think you may be stepping back to wrap your head around things.
I need you to please stay with me and us. Please don't leave us. U know what i mean by falling back...stay with us. You need a breather. OK?
I don't feel well.
My daughter that I love more than I've loved anyone or anything in this world left Thailand ama from a Buddhist run rehab/spiritual healing center last week. Her mother hoped that being away from her friends and L.A. would make a difference.
I don't remember how i felt at the age of 20? I know how it feels to be the father of a 20yr old young lady that is so loving and beautiful that it hurts deep in my stomach and chest not knowing where it is that she may be drinking herself to death.
I don't understand and I know she is just as baffled as to why she can't stop moving closer to the end with each passing week and with each black out taking its toll?
She called me a few mornings ago. She had flown in the day before and asked if she could stop over. She brought coffee and pastry from Starbucks. It was around 6am and she was drunk. It was a drunk she described as frustrating and I could see she was bothered by not being able to get where she had set out to be. That place was oblivion. She couldn't stop the hurting.
My girlfriend is close to my grown kids and they talk by phone and text on a daily basis. When my daughter left that morning she was moved by Caitlin's needing to be hugged and held by her dad but not being able to stay still. I'm almost convinced that the something she needs isn't anything that I or anyone else can give or help her get. I hate waiting for the phone to ring.
IM...Brutus. I don't know what exactly is driving this...but we've had enough. I've had my fucking fill of this shit. It ends now. I'm disturbed and I don't know anything more than that we're at a place that meso and all of us shouldn't be. It's fucking sad and lonely and I'm fucking angry.
Brutus, I know. I do. I need you to please fall back for now. I'm really sad for you and for what you're feeling. I think you may be stepping back to wrap your head around things.
I need you to please stay with me and us. Please don't leave us. U know what i mean by falling back...stay with us. You need a breather. OK?
This may qualify as one of the most ironic statements ever made here.
I won't even comment on the rest of the nonsense that followed.
Man - This is some far out out body slamming going on in this thread that I finally stopped to see... LOL.
@ Manwhore - I'm all over this one with ya brotha. You keep pingin my radar latelylike we are in sink with these crazy bItCHEZ....... Every time I turn around these days you are complaining about the same shit I am feeling.. So I wanted to share this one with ya.. CAUSE I RECENTLY FOUND THE CURE....! ... .... ...
TO DO THAT / I FIGURED OUT THE CAUSE...!
And while I would like to say its as easy as 1-2-3 / I am not so sure... But its a place I think a lot of these guys all ready got to, and you and I missed the boat due to our "Caring and Sensitive Sides...."
...
WITH All due respect I THINK you did what I did / with these crazy bioocchhez / and hit the WARP BUTTON on yourself and just to make it an interesting fight, but for YOUR SAKE NOT HER'S..!
1) What I am saying is that at some point you got SO BORED with your success in dominance over these women, that you were so damn cocky you sicked YOUR OWN PSYCHE DOGS on YOU. The same ones that kept HER/THEM on the down side all those years...
2) ONE MORE TIME. To make it interesting and out of boredom - You CONVINCED YOURSELF there "was a worthy competitor" on the other side of the net/ you are a strong player / So strong that when you TORQUED your own PERCEPTION, you were then lost with no safety line in place..!
3) AGAIN - You got so cocky you used the ultimate power on ITSELF.. So how could it now win?!!?
4) LAST TIME - Man all you were trying to ever do was breath a little life back in the game for YOU. You were so superior, you had to get high, drive yourself in a strange neighborhood blind-folded, cut your hands off, and then navigate back to REALITY..
5) FINALLY - You Hypnotized YOURSELF to FORGET that as a fun game/sick joke ON YOURSELF - you Put her in charge just to see if nothing more that GENETICS could steer you back to reality... The old "strip a guy of all his success and he will find his way back from scratch again deal..."
THERE - Reality CHECK.. Look at it.. LOOK AT IT... You KNOW what it really is... Get a grip...! SLAP SLAP - Snap out of it Champ...!!!
IF ALL THAT DON'T SET YA STRAIGHT. I was sitting here in bed tonight thinking how pissed I was that SHE was not ceww'n and beggin for the cock, and then it dawn'd on me. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT SHE THINKS.... I was really just sitting here doing nothing / cause THATS WHAT I WANTED TO DO...! To make it interesting just sitting around and all, that was my plan to turn her from pathetic competitor, to "worthy contender" and get pissed with her. All along, I'm just gonna have to get over being king here and find new challenges...
@ Manwhore - I'm all over this one with ya brotha. You keep pingin my radar latelylike we are in sink with these crazy bItCHEZ....... Every time I turn around these days you are complaining about the same shit I am feeling.. So I wanted to share this one with ya.. CAUSE I RECENTLY FOUND THE CURE....! ... .... ...
TO DO THAT / I FIGURED OUT THE CAUSE...!
And while I would like to say its as easy as 1-2-3 / I am not so sure... But its a place I think a lot of these guys all ready got to, and you and I missed the boat due to our "Caring and Sensitive Sides...."
...WITH All due respect I THINK you did what I did / with these crazy bioocchhez / and hit the WARP BUTTON on yourself and just to make it an interesting fight, but for YOUR SAKE NOT HER'S..!
1) What I am saying is that at some point you got SO BORED with your success in dominance over these women, that you were so damn cocky you sicked YOUR OWN PSYCHE DOGS on YOU. The same ones that kept HER/THEM on the down side all those years...
2) ONE MORE TIME. To make it interesting and out of boredom - You CONVINCED YOURSELF there "was a worthy competitor" on the other side of the net/ you are a strong player / So strong that when you TORQUED your own PERCEPTION, you were then lost with no safety line in place..!
3) AGAIN - You got so cocky you used the ultimate power on ITSELF.. So how could it now win?!!?
4) LAST TIME - Man all you were trying to ever do was breath a little life back in the game for YOU. You were so superior, you had to get high, drive yourself in a strange neighborhood blind-folded, cut your hands off, and then navigate back to REALITY..
5) FINALLY - You Hypnotized YOURSELF to FORGET that as a fun game/sick joke ON YOURSELF - you Put her in charge just to see if nothing more that GENETICS could steer you back to reality... The old "strip a guy of all his success and he will find his way back from scratch again deal..."
THERE - Reality CHECK.. Look at it.. LOOK AT IT... You KNOW what it really is... Get a grip...! SLAP SLAP - Snap out of it Champ...!!!
IF ALL THAT DON'T SET YA STRAIGHT. I was sitting here in bed tonight thinking how pissed I was that SHE was not ceww'n and beggin for the cock, and then it dawn'd on me. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT SHE THINKS.... I was really just sitting here doing nothing / cause THATS WHAT I WANTED TO DO...! To make it interesting just sitting around and all, that was my plan to turn her from pathetic competitor, to "worthy contender" and get pissed with her. All along, I'm just gonna have to get over being king here and find new challenges...
My girl eats icecream and insane amounts of sugar in her coffee..
I want to take the bowl and smash her in the face with it right now..
Does this sound like the Deca or Test?
I agree with biggerben Brutus.
My heart goes out to you biggerben, My daughter is 28. I raised her alone and she is my life. All I do is worry for her. She depends so much on me (not materialistic) and I don't have that much more time to be here for her. Their so precious.
ironwill1951
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IM I read what you said and i am shocked you are a very very sick human being if one would even want to call you human, i am a very strong believer in freedom of speech but i think you should be banned from this board for the things you said, and after that a bunch of meso guys should take you to the wood shed and teach you a lesson you would not forget......
Jimmyhoffa59
New Member
I love all the bashing here, some classic comments by Brutus, gotta use them on my wife when she don't make my fuckin food. Haha
Juice n Goose
New Member
Geez...now you went and did it! You pissed off IronWill...and thats not easy to do!
You ought to put 911 on speed dial!
'...Do not ask for whom the bell tolls,the bell tolls for thee"
Goose
You know I agree with you 100%, but the only "get out of jail card" and the one that kinda counts is that you can see there is a clear rapport between these two UNDER the lines and already established. So its an ISOLATED INCIDENT as I perceive it, and that is WHY my conscience let it slide. YES, fundamentally it is HORRIFIC, but to read the whole thread there just seems to be an underlying background of some sort.. This is the problem with only KNOWING half a story I suspect.. But yeah its a bit on the negative strong side..
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