Canadians talk domestic

[Fattest_animal]

So here's a genuine question... When is it that you realize you might need to get some professionnal help for your "Mental Health"? I did a recap of all the shit that's been happening to me and life has been t-bagging me since the end of August 2017 up to now.

I'm either not feeling anything, angry as fuck or depressed. Only times I feel good/greatish is when I'm at the gym or with my close friends. Problem is that they're all busy so I'm left with the gym.

Only thing making me a little happy at the moment is my trip to Hawaii... Been my dream to go there since I was a little kid haha.

 

[Apexvallen]

You tend to overshare on these forums which leads me to believe that you arent verbalising your thoughts elsewhere or have no one that you have a relationship with wehere they would listen to you about deep issues. First stop would be an assessment by a registered psychologist.

 

[Fattest_animal]

You are mostly correct in believing that. It all depends on which thoughts we are talking about. If it's the stuff in my head, I don't say much because I don't know who to ask about them. Which is why I ask here to see if people have gone through something similar and I can learn from their experiences and adopt what they've done if it suits me.

 

[Apexvallen]

Youre a cool guy FA and part of the brotherhood here, but if shit gets real, you'll need proper help. I'm seeking it myself at the moment and even in a short while I'm already really seeing the benefits. Hopefully it doesn't get dark enough that you need professional help.

One of my issues is BDD and I posted about it here if anyones interested:
If you are suffering from Body Dysmorphic Disorder...

 

[Fattest_animal]

Youre a cool guy FA and part of the brotherhood here, but if shit gets real, you'll need proper help. I'm seeking it myself at the moment and even in a short while I'm already really seeing the benefits. Hopefully it doesn't get dark enough that you need professional help.

One of my issues is BDD and I posted about it here if anyones interested:
If you are suffering from Body Dysmorphic Disorder...

Yep, stayed off meso for the past few days to get my shit together. Started my PCT, thought about my issues and so on... I have realized that you were right and I was opening up a little too much, sorry for that. My head was really fucked for the past 3-4 weeks.

On a side note, I finally hit 219 and am now pinning 3ml of Synthetine on workout days. Also started week 9 of Gamma bomb (leg phase) to help with the shreds.

Only supplements I'm using now are Synthetine, Magnesium, Protein and Glutamine (PCT as well, but that doesn't really count). My tiny goal right now is to hit 210-215 before I leave for Hawai. Longer term goal is that I hit 195-200 in August at the latest and be shredded as fuck.

 

[CDNDA]

So here's a genuine question... When is it that you realize you might need to get some professionnal help for your "Mental Health"? I did a recap of all the shit that's been happening to me and life has been t-bagging me since the end of August 2017 up to now.

I'm either not feeling anything, angry as fuck or depressed. Only times I feel good/greatish is when I'm at the gym or with my close friends. Problem is that they're all busy so I'm left with the gym.

Only thing making me a little happy at the moment is my trip to Hawaii... Been my dream to go there since I was a little kid haha.

If you feel you need to talk to someone then make an appointment. I know services in every city and town has some sort or form of free, walk in counselling. Confidential.

Outside of that maybe you need more hobbies. Things to do outside of bodybuilding. Something you can do to re energize yourself.

Good luck.

 

[Darby]

Anyone ever grab insulin from a pharmacy without a prescription? I did some reading online and it seems in Canada a prescription is not required to purchase insulin from a pharmacy.

 

[Cownan]

yeah man. 10$ humalog from shoppers. No questions asked

 

[Darby]

Fucking awesome!

 

[Vita]

Anyone ever grab insulin from a pharmacy without a prescription? I did some reading online and it seems in Canada a prescription is not required to purchase insulin from a pharmacy.

I think it depends where you live. In BC you do not need a prescription however back when I inquired I was informed that as long as you are in the system as having a script in the past you are good to go.

Saying that I know folks in BC that don't have a script and have walked in rattled off what they need and the pharmacist has no issue with helping them out.

Not exactly black and white but if you first don't succeed at one pharmacy try try again.

 

[Darby]

I think it depends where you live. In BC you do not need a prescription however back when I inquired I was informed that as long as you are in the system as having a script in the past you are good to go.

Saying that I know folks in BC that don't have a script and have walked in rattled off what they need and the pharmacist has no issue with helping them out.

Not exactly black and white but if you first don't succeed at one pharmacy try try again.

Great to know, thanks man!

 

[3ml]

Great to know, thanks man!

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[Darby]

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[3ml]

Even better, definitely gonna use this. Thanks!

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[clear0cn]

Questions for you guys. I was running a trt dose from a int source for a few months, all was good. I added dbol for two weeks than Started 250mg test cyp from a well know domestic source which I won't name. I just been feeling like crap for the past week I'm tired all the time and my sex drive is gone. I know it might be high e2 but I don't feel emotional and stuff. I'm getting bloods this morning but I won't be getting results for another week or two. I'm just not sure what to do in the meantime? I've run out of my int source and I'm a bit paranoid that I might have got bunk from the domestic one (my first time with them).

 

[3ml]

Questions for you guys. I was running a trt dose from a int source for a few months, all was good. I added dbol for two weeks than Started 250mg test cyp from a well know domestic source which I won't name. I just been feeling like crap for the past week I'm tired all the time and my sex drive is gone. I know it might be high e2 but I don't feel emotional and stuff. I'm getting bloods this morning but I won't be getting results for another week or two. I'm just not sure what to do in the meantime? I've run out of my int source and I'm a bit paranoid that I might have got bunk from the domestic one (my first time with them).

Go get bloods done
You won’t know what’s going on by feel

 

[WCL]

Questions for you guys. I was running a trt dose from a int source for a few months, all was good. I added dbol for two weeks than Started 250mg test cyp from a well know domestic source which I won't name. I just been feeling like crap for the past week I'm tired all the time and my sex drive is gone. I know it might be high e2 but I don't feel emotional and stuff. I'm getting bloods this morning but I won't be getting results for another week or two. I'm just not sure what to do in the meantime? I've run out of my int source and I'm a bit paranoid that I might have got bunk from the domestic one (my first time with them).

How much D Bol are you running? Who is the D Bol from? Are you running an AI with the D Bol?

I would suspect the D Bol may be messing with you here

 

[Apexvallen]

'it was all good'? That means you have no idea if it is or not. You're probably running bunk test and now the dbol has dragged your test levels down. And I'm talkin downtown!

 

[Cownan]

Questions for you guys. I was running a trt dose from a int source for a few months, all was good. I added dbol for two weeks than Started 250mg test cyp from a well know domestic source which I won't name. I just been feeling like crap for the past week I'm tired all the time and my sex drive is gone. I know it might be high e2 but I don't feel emotional and stuff. I'm getting bloods this morning but I won't be getting results for another week or two. I'm just not sure what to do in the meantime? I've run out of my int source and I'm a bit paranoid that I might have got bunk from the domestic one (my first time with them).

If it was from CDNDA youre fucked

Obviously drop the dbol right away and wait for bloods man. Go back onto your usual TRT dose until then. Maybe contact the rep and see whats up with that batch

 

[clear0cn]

Go get bloods done
You won’t know what’s going on by feel

That's what I did this morning but I won't get the results yet so I don't know if I should just keep going with that batch , drop everything and order back from my old source (last order got stucked in customs)