Confession Box

My whole life ive been attracted to their kinds.
Theres just something about them, milfs and dirty whores.
You can put the nicest girl next to me, you know, works hard, doesnt party etc and i wouldnt give a shit.

Get me a woman to tell me she just fucked a dude at work in the restroom and it makes me hard as fuck, and i have the urge to bang her.
Something about dirty-whored minds that makes me horny as fuck.

And of course milfs, because at their age (talking about at least 30 years and upwards to about 45 max) they have enough experience and.."surely done enough slutty bullshit" to make me go hard.
45 max? hah when i was 17 i think the woman i banged was 53. so only just over 3 times older than me. i loved every minute of it. went down on her for so long i tore that little lining that connects the tongue to the bottom of the mouth. my tongue was so fucking sore after 3 hours. i literally skipped home at 3 in the morning in the middle of the road. ahhh the good ole days. But unlike you i like converting the innocent, if possible.
 
Idk if I’d be able to go thru with banging a girl if I was consciously aware of her having freshly taken a creampie, I’m sure I’ve had sloppy seconds or dirty thirds before without knowing it but ignorance is bliss lol. I do kinda have a sweet spot for the sweet girls tbh, but I like the dirty girls that are down with anything as well. Serious relationship the sweet girl would prob be best but just sex the dirty girl would be best I’d think.

Re milfs yea I love ❤️ them, but I like them older too, like 50+ and even some 60+ which is why I threw out the term gilf lol
What are you thinking, Jane Fonda hahah?
 
The Woman I work for, also the Owner of the Company has involved herself in very extensive text conversations over the past couple weeks. She done a meet and greet sort of, and it’s been chaos since then. Conversations have progressed daily. Latest being her infatuation with the 59 Shade of Grey type shit. I’m wondering if this is all just talk? She insists that we do nothing until there is a random date involving Beer, and Football, and what happens from there happens. She will not openly admit that she wants to fuck, she will admit that she is interested, and would like to see what happens. For some odd reason I sense BS in all of it. She sends pics, no nudes yet, still refuses to do so. The pics she sends are facials with some cleavage at most, but the look on her face, and in her eyes is screaming she wants to get down. It is down right ducking brutal, it seems like some sort of head game she is playing, I can’t really figure the shit out. She knows I’m working, and meeting up isn’t possible as of right now. Thoughts? Pursue it, or leave it be? This Chic is SO FUCKING HOT. No Bullshit. Why a Beer and Game date, and not just Fuck? Oh, she gets off on being man handled. Fucking first for me, but I’m god damn sure down.
if shes gonna tease you, out tease her back, she asks you out your ''busy'' when you finally do go, you look at every girl except her. grab her attention.....by not giving her your attention. drives THEM CRAZY. shes already teasing you, so if you ignore her, it'll annoy her to the point she'll go a little further to get your attention and eventually far enough to where you know you can strike, and for the lack of a better term, go in at full force.
 
But FYI i just heard some great advice, from Cher of all people, which is simply this, ''If in five years it doesnt matter, then it doesnt matter'' so ask yourself will it matter in five years? weirdly enough i really really do think its simple but good advice. most things you do wont matter in 5 years so, by all means indulge, but if its going to be a problem in five years mentally than yeah, dont do it. but for the mos tpart i believe at least you should bang your boss and theother guy should bang some grandmas. Quality of life is a hell of alot better than quantity of life.
 
45 max? hah when i was 17 i think the woman i banged was 53. so only just over 3 times older than me. i loved every minute of it. went down on her for so long i tore that little lining that connects the tongue to the bottom of the mouth. my tongue was so fucking sore after 3 hours. i literally skipped home at 3 in the morning in the middle of the road. ahhh the good ole days. But unlike you i like converting the innocent, if possible.

Haha I remember at 18 banging this 46 year old woman. I also remember I spent the night at her place, woke up in the morning and met her 18 year old daughter. I thought of the possibilities and asked for the 3some lol.. that was the last time I got with the 46 year old. Never seen either one again lol.... I had to try
 
Haha I remember at 18 banging this 46 year old woman. I also remember I spent the night at her place, woke up in the morning and met her 18 year old daughter. I thought of the possibilities and asked for the 3some lol.. that was the last time I got with the 46 year old. Never seen either one again lol.... I had to try

It was your responsibility. You did well.
 
Been thinking of old age and death lately. I'm 29 and I don't wanna get old and have the end be near. I hope that when I get older I'll get use to the idea of dying and won't mind it so much.
I just hope I enjoy my 30's more then I did my 20's...not that I didn't enjoy them.
 
Been thinking of old age and death lately. I'm 29 and I don't wanna get old and have the end be near. I hope that when I get older I'll get use to the idea of dying and won't mind it so much.
I just hope I enjoy my 30's more then I did my 20's...not that I didn't enjoy them.

You do get used to the idea of dieing.
When you have lived a good life you feel like you made the best of the one life you get
 
Been thinking of old age and death lately. I'm 29 and I don't wanna get old and have the end be near. I hope that when I get older I'll get use to the idea of dying and won't mind it so much.
I just hope I enjoy my 30's more then I did my 20's...not that I didn't enjoy them.
Anything you would have done differently in your 20s? You've probably heard the old saying, "If I knew then what I know now..."
 
You do get used to the idea of dieing.
When you have lived a good life you feel like you made the best of the one life you get
I have done more then most have my age. My GF to this still days, "Is there anything you haven't or can't do?"
Anything you would have done differently in your 20s? You've probably heard the old saying, "If I knew then what I know now..."
I guess I just wish I was financially set back in my 20's like I am now but I didn't have knowledge or experience to do what I'm doing now I guess.
My parents let me get away with doing so much shit when I was a teenager. OMG. Lol
Friends always told me I had the best parents ever.
 
It wasn’t until I held my wife's dead body... which covered me in blood from head to toe... police had to drag me off of her... had to explain to our son that "Mom died"... that I stopped fearing death and started to appreciate every moment I have in this life.

To hold a life just created makes you think of the future...
To hold a life just lost makes you think of the past...

Both make you realize how some things you used to believe were important, actually held no value at all; and some things that you paid no attention to before, now hold more value than you could have ever imagined.

Money... doesn't matter to me.
Objects... don't matter to me.

Building strong meaningful relationships, being a person of strong character that others can depend on, guiding those who are less mature/knowledgeable and creating light when you are surrounded by darkness are the things that truly matter.

I welcome the day that I will die. I look forward to that day because I know that I will be content with my life I have lived and look forward to seeing those I have lost once again.
 
It wasn’t until I held my wife's dead body... which covered me in blood from head to toe... police had to drag me off of her... had to explain to our son that "Mom died"... that I stopped fearing death and started to appreciate every moment I have in this life.

To hold a life just created makes you think of the future...
To hold a life just lost makes you think of the past...

Both make you realize how some things you used to believe were important, actually held no value at all; and some things that you paid no attention to before, now hold more value than you could have ever imagined.

Money... doesn't matter to me.
Objects... don't matter to me.

Building strong meaningful relationships, being a person of strong character that others can depend on, guiding those who are less mature/knowledgeable and creating light when you are surrounded by darkness are the things that truly matter.

I welcome the day that I will die. I look forward to that day because I know that I will be content with my life I have lived and look forward to seeing those I have lost once again.

Reading your post brought tears to my eyes man.
 
My talking days are done. I’ve begged long enough. I can count on 1 hand how many times I’ve had morning sex in the 20 fucking years we have been together. Breakfast? Lmfao, don’t happen anymore. My daily bitchin about shit had stopped several months ago to be exact. I’m over it. Don’t care if this Chic is the 1 either, I’m damn sure going to give her the Morning Wood you can bet your ass on it. There is only so many times someone is going to Bitch and Complain before a person ventures out to find what they are wanting. I don’t know what else to say. I’ll take the Huge mistake on the Chin, and get right back up and beg for another 1. Old news is old news if it isn’t willing to meet in the middle, so I’m done trying.

Any updates? You smashed her yet?
 
It wasn’t until I held my wife's dead body... which covered me in blood from head to toe... police had to drag me off of her... had to explain to our son that "Mom died"... that I stopped fearing death and started to appreciate every moment I have in this life.

To hold a life just created makes you think of the future...
To hold a life just lost makes you think of the past...

Both make you realize how some things you used to believe were important, actually held no value at all; and some things that you paid no attention to before, now hold more value than you could have ever imagined.

Money... doesn't matter to me.
Objects... don't matter to me.

Building strong meaningful relationships, being a person of strong character that others can depend on, guiding those who are less mature/knowledgeable and creating light when you are surrounded by darkness are the things that truly matter.

I welcome the day that I will die. I look forward to that day because I know that I will be content with my life I have lived and look forward to seeing those I have lost once again.

That's some deep shit man ur stronger than me if I didn't have kids I don't think I could go on without my wife I know I would have to for them but I would be a shell of a person an you are strong as hell for using that to become a better man
 
It wasn’t until I held my wife's dead body... which covered me in blood from head to toe... police had to drag me off of her... had to explain to our son that "Mom died"... that I stopped fearing death and started to appreciate every moment I have in this life.

To hold a life just created makes you think of the future...
To hold a life just lost makes you think of the past...

Both make you realize how some things you used to believe were important, actually held no value at all; and some things that you paid no attention to before, now hold more value than you could have ever imagined.

Money... doesn't matter to me.
Objects... don't matter to me.

Building strong meaningful relationships, being a person of strong character that others can depend on, guiding those who are less mature/knowledgeable and creating light when you are surrounded by darkness are the things that truly matter.

I welcome the day that I will die. I look forward to that day because I know that I will be content with my life I have lived and look forward to seeing those I have lost once again.
Dam man, I couldn't even imagine and I had no idea you went through that. My deepest condolences and much respect to you for taking the positive from it.
 
I have done more then most have my age. My GF to this still days, "Is there anything you haven't or can't do?"
I guess I just wish I was financially set back in my 20's like I am now but I didn't have knowledge or experience to do what I'm doing now I guess.
My parents let me get away with doing so much shit when I was a teenager. OMG. Lol
Friends always told me I had the best parents ever.
Technically the main point in life is to reproduce.

I was wild before I had kids and didn't fear the thought of it. But then I had kids, now my main goal in life is to raise them until they are self sufficient men with a future. I must make it until then. They are my purpose in life. I'm not saying I want to die when that day comes. But if I do, I will know I had a successful life.
 
I have an unreal temptress at my gym now it’s a small gym usually just me and my girlfriend there at one time but now a girl I matched on tinder last year works out at the same time. My girlfriend is incredibly hot and way stronger and I try my absolute best to not look at the other girl while we work out but she’s been coming in less and less clothing and always striking up conversation with me. This girl has an ass that makes you bite your index knuckle it’s the most perky peach like beautiful thing and that sucks because my girls ass is genetically amazing plus she squats double body weight but that other little peach keeps stealing my gaze!

Worst part is my girlfriend leaves for 4 years for higher education and it’s making it even harder knowing she leaves cause there’s no way I’d be able to resist that if my girl isn’t here!
 
Reading your post brought tears to my eyes man.

I wanted to reply to this again

The thoughts of loosing my wife haunt me. Not through old age, but something sudden or violent. You have m deepest appreciation. I cannot imagine that pain. And you have every drop of empathy I can muster .

My own death doesn't scare me... I don't wanna die...not now...there's things to do still...but the death of a loved one rips my fucking soul apart. It's totally selfish...but fuck! My dad died about 12 years ago and it totally changed my life. I really found what it was to value a person and relationships. And I'm terrified to lose someone close.

I'm truly sorry you had to go through that. It clearly made you a better person.
 
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