Lowered the Deca from 175mg per week to 87.5mg for 2 weeks. Still couldn't shake the mental sides. Definitely maintained the high libido, strength increase, requiring less sleep and joint relief. I would definitely lose my marriage though if I continued on. Literally tossed out the window into the woods.
Knowing my addictive personality, if I threw in the garbage, a day later I'd be rummaging through the garbage to get it.
When my source gets NPP in I'm going to give it a shot. I hope with NPP I can get the benefits and not the mental sides. Deca just increased insecure thoughts, over analyzing my wife's body language and words, some paranoia, retroactive jealousy, and quicker to argue. Basically made me into a muscular bitch.
Started developing arm and chest acne too. Perhaps though because of cruising on 375mg of Test and adding 87mg of Deca on top is too many androgenic effects?
What's interesting is when i started injecting Test solo daily, at 375mg weekly, my acne disappeared. When ever another compound was thrown in on top, whether it be Masteron or Deca, the acne would start. Maybe if I try NPP I'll need to lower the Test to keep the androgenicity down to avoid the acne.
