Dont know what to do to find a legit source

[cerialkiller92]

@Husky88 listen to these people seriously. They aren't being dicks because you are new here it's just solid advice. I am similar in age to you and I wish I had known about forums like this one before I had cycled for the first time. I would have waited for years because once you pull the trigger it's never the same. Well I shouldn't say never but it takes a while to adjust back to being natural and it's a hard road. " the whole looking in the mirror thing". That scares me for you because how are you going to feel if you don't do it right and you blow up full of water or you want to cut your nips off in 8 weeks and your dick won't work. Or let's say it does go off without a hitch, now what? You bleed your body of test to hopefully restart natural production, correct? Those 45's you were curling turn into 25's again not becusse you lost all the strength but you get mentally fucked. That's the reality and some people learn the hard way brother

 

[Mimmik]

I’m not sure what bro splits are. My bench is 120, I just squat with two 25lb dumbbells. I don’t dead lift. I should probably throw that in my routine. My goals for steroids is to get bigger. To motavate me and to show me what my body is capable of. To not look in the mirror and feel like just another skinny guy. I’m not talking about becoming a body builder by any means but I want that boost because I just feel like I’m not making gains as easily as other people. I don’t have access to a gym. The nearest one is an hour away ( I live in the country) I know based on a lot of the replies that a lot of people probably think I’m dumb for even thinking about steroids. It’s just something that I feel ready for. But yes like I mentioned I do have a dr apt next week and I will post the conclusion.

Jesus dude! I can’t take it anymore! Your diet is shit and your lifts are pathetic. You aren’t dedicated or educated. Taking steroids will not change any of these facts and you’ll be hurting yourself, potentially for life! Why?!? So you can lift baby weights in your basement? There are so many things wrong with this post I can’t stand it! Do what you want because it’s your life, but steroids aren’t magic.

My advice, play with your kids and be a good husband, this shit isn’t for you. Maybe it will be one day, but not now, not even close.

 

[Apexvallen]

You need to lift substantially heavier.

 

[cerialkiller92]

I just squat with two 25lb dumbbells.

Here lies one of many problems and I'm done after this... I am almost speechless you said golds gym this is a fisher price gym. Nothing beats hard work and proper nutrition. Once you have reached the pinnacle of that then you consider adding other supplements

 

[Cramps88]

Here lies one of many problems and I'm done after this... I am almost speechless you said golds gym this is a fisher price gym. Nothing beats hard work and proper nutrition. Once you have reached the pinnacle of that then you consider adding other supplements

Love that meme in your avi. I sent that to my wife once and got cussed out because she was already complaining about that I spent too much time in the gym.

 

[cerialkiller92]

Love that meme in your avi. I sent that to my wife once and got cussed out because she was already complaining about that I spent too much time in the gym.

Thanks man I saw it one day and it was too perfect. It deserved better than Instagram lol

 

[Phantompower]

Hell...you're 25?
This may seem harsh, but so is fucking up your hormone levels because you're looking for a quick fix. Because you are, looking for a quick fix.

At 25 you should literally shred with no troubles. 4-5 days a week of solid gym work and not eating like a moron and you should rip down. Honestly you sound like a whinebag. Crying because you cannot find a source and find your confidence. Save yourself. You shouldn't be on any form of gear. You need to learn how to train, eat and recover. Get your base set and grow. You are doing yourself a disservice using AAS

I thought I could add to the brothers tell you to slow down I've been training for 34 years and I wish I would have stayed juice free not knocking those that use I'm still using at 51 your young don't screw up your hormones I have big time I'm kinda fucked now man take my word for it