Dope and it’s never ending Grip on my life

According to her the doctor told her she had to keep using (until she got a suboxone script) or the child could die. I personally don't believe it but that was her rationalization. I know when you get pregnant at the methadone clinic though there's a whole protocol so who knows maybe she's telling the truth.
 
According to her the doctor told her she had to keep using (until she got a suboxone script) or the child could die. I personally don't believe it but that was her rationalization. I know when you get pregnant at the methadone clinic though there's a whole protocol so who knows maybe she's telling the truth.
It'll be great watching that baby go through withdrawal after it's born. Like I said, both of you are stupid. And being a father myself, neither of you would want to be left in a room alone with me. So don't come here and fucking whine.
 
It'll be great watching that baby go through withdrawal after it's born. Like I said, both of you are stupid. And being a father myself, neither of you would want to be left in a room alone with me. So don't come here and fucking whine.

I’ll be honest it’s f’d up, and as a former heavy user of opioids including heavy pharmaceutical fentanyl use, I would of avoided using with a pregnant woman but the bitch is gonna use regardless of whether he used with her or not. A lot of pregnant women use subs or methadone while pregnant but the difference is they aren’t trying to get high. I’ve heard withdrawals could be dangerous for the baby but I read a study that said the risk was about the same as maintenance therapy. The subs are certainly better than nasty ass impure street opioids tho. As someone who used subs to get off opioids I’m certainly in no position to shame anyone for using subs even while pregnant.
 
I come from a part of the us that is considered one of the worst hit by the heroin place name kensngton ,pa and I get very mad seeing someone use while pregnant and I say how could you hurt a baby now that I've been clean for 3 yrs but I've also done things in my active addiction that now I can't even imagine doing now so don't think you are capable of making proper decisions for you or the well-being of others while in active addiction it still doesn't make it right but I have been there myself
 
What funny is if you give a child drugs it's abuse and ur locked up as you should be,but if you pregnant and doing drugs is it not the same thing
 
it's def abuse. I mean if you're pregnant and drinking in public someone's gonna stop you, right? I'm not one of those people that think it's not life... I'm cool with abortion but at least call a spade a spade. It's not like I was enabling her, she comes from money and I needed a place to stay. She's beyond gone anyways. She takes like an hour to shoot up and can't hit anywhere but the back of her leg. She won't let anyone see her getting high so she just locks herself in the bathroom for an hour and comes out all bloody. Sad scene.

Been clean for more than a few days now, just getting back into the gym. Ran 9 miles the other night.
 
it's def abuse. I mean if you're pregnant and drinking in public someone's gonna stop you, right? I'm not one of those people that think it's not life... I'm cool with abortion but at least call a spade a spade. It's not like I was enabling her, she comes from money and I needed a place to stay. She's beyond gone anyways. She takes like an hour to shoot up and can't hit anywhere but the back of her leg. She won't let anyone see her getting high so she just locks herself in the bathroom for an hour and comes out all bloody. Sad scene.

Been clean for more than a few days now, just getting back into the gym. Ran 9 miles the other night.
I thought you had been clean longer bro. Good on you for staying in the fight and not giving up.
 
I didn’t say anything about unique. I simply said that thru all the meetings, classes that I ever attended, nothing worked. Why? Because I didn’t want it bad enough. The mind is a very powerful thing. I’m a true believer if you want it, then You and you alone will achieve. There are no 2 ppl the same. I know COUNTLESS friends that have been to Court ordered Drug Rehabs, Classes, meetings. And MOST of them go back to the Dope. Why? Because the Drug Rehab was a fucking JOKE. It’s a Business, Drugs being dealt inside some of these so called Rehabs. I’ve been a part of it, I’ve seen a lot of it. It’s all in what the individual wants, and not some fucking class where everyone stands up and says hi, min billy Bob, and I’m a Drug addict. No one gives a Fuck

clearly classes worked for brutus and he needed support to quit. u sound like a more "if u want to quit u will" person..... some people aint that strong to quit on their own use his self righteous pride in his post to be the one who could quit without NA.
 
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I come from a part of the us that is considered one of the worst hit by the heroin place name kensngton ,pa and I get very mad seeing someone use while pregnant and I say how could you hurt a baby now that I've been clean for 3 yrs but I've also done things in my active addiction that now I can't even imagine doing now so don't think you are capable of making proper decisions for you or the well-being of others while in active addiction it still doesn't make it right but I have been there myself
I’m a Philly native and Kensington is like fentanyl took a shit on the zombie apocalypse. This ain’t no country trailer park more like a urban war zone of fentanyl zombies!! Go Birds!! :p
 
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