Tbaz192
Member
Well yall. Title says it all.
Sorry for the long read. It’s 2am I’ve been awake for 23 hours.
Just need to rant lol
And fellow Tren users may relate
Now this may be a normal thing for some. And or a dream for others. A 3sum with my girl and another hot girl… Dream for us. And well… read this shit.
The Test/Tren fueled libido/sex drive, lead to a possibly impulsive horny as fuck Tren decision to have a 3sum with my girl and another girl. Tren libido makes you do interesting things I swear.
So We talked about it off cycle 4 months ago. Now a month + into blast. The libido kicked in to high gear. Matched with a hot alt girl on bumble. Got her snap. Started chatting. Ended up trading pics blah blah blah. Lead to her coming over days later, they drank & I smoked a J.
Typically I’m real worked up after smoking. Like it takes a wall down and I can’t control it as much. Blast libidooooooo
Well this time nope. It made me put a guard up and start analyzing this girl and her stories/conversation. A little too much. So I backed off once I noticed I was guarding too much. It was an Instant don’t fucking trust her. Somethings off.
They started doing the deed on top of me in a chair. Grabbing on me etc. Ill spare details lol.
Ended up turning into this girl absolutely spinning EVERYTHING I did into my girl doing it to her. Like I made them orgasm a lot. But nope this girl (the 3rd) out loud said it was my girl who did it to her… yet it was me.
Kept doing that… and wouldn’t let me touch her certain ways…weirded me out and was clearly singling me out HARD. Clearly here for my girl.
My girl & the other girl were hammered. They crossed boundaries. One being “don’t single anyone out”
So I just got the fuck up mid sesh and left. I was doing my own thing pissed off for over 2 hours. They had no idea. 2 fucking hours.
As they kept going for 2 hours.
It Made me have a Tren mental break of anxiety & paranoia. ( never happens to me ) but this got me good. Started analyzing my physique, my look, wtf is wrong with me?, wow I’m fat I need to step it up in the gym. Wanted to punch shit. Etc…
Got myself so mad at myself and what just happened
I had to go step in pissed off, and say “yall are done. Come on ”
Now this chick is in the other room. Asleep? Not sure. Has me on edge and guarded. Definitely not sleeping tonight.
All I keep saying is WTF JUST HAPPENED.
Did I do an 8ball or something wtf?
Losin it lmao
Sorry for the long read. It’s 2am I’ve been awake for 23 hours.
Just need to rant lol
And fellow Tren users may relate
Now this may be a normal thing for some. And or a dream for others. A 3sum with my girl and another hot girl… Dream for us. And well… read this shit.
The Test/Tren fueled libido/sex drive, lead to a possibly impulsive horny as fuck Tren decision to have a 3sum with my girl and another girl. Tren libido makes you do interesting things I swear.
So We talked about it off cycle 4 months ago. Now a month + into blast. The libido kicked in to high gear. Matched with a hot alt girl on bumble. Got her snap. Started chatting. Ended up trading pics blah blah blah. Lead to her coming over days later, they drank & I smoked a J.
Typically I’m real worked up after smoking. Like it takes a wall down and I can’t control it as much. Blast libidooooooo
Well this time nope. It made me put a guard up and start analyzing this girl and her stories/conversation. A little too much. So I backed off once I noticed I was guarding too much. It was an Instant don’t fucking trust her. Somethings off.
They started doing the deed on top of me in a chair. Grabbing on me etc. Ill spare details lol.
Ended up turning into this girl absolutely spinning EVERYTHING I did into my girl doing it to her. Like I made them orgasm a lot. But nope this girl (the 3rd) out loud said it was my girl who did it to her… yet it was me.
Kept doing that… and wouldn’t let me touch her certain ways…weirded me out and was clearly singling me out HARD. Clearly here for my girl.
My girl & the other girl were hammered. They crossed boundaries. One being “don’t single anyone out”
So I just got the fuck up mid sesh and left. I was doing my own thing pissed off for over 2 hours. They had no idea. 2 fucking hours.
As they kept going for 2 hours.
It Made me have a Tren mental break of anxiety & paranoia. ( never happens to me ) but this got me good. Started analyzing my physique, my look, wtf is wrong with me?, wow I’m fat I need to step it up in the gym. Wanted to punch shit. Etc…
Got myself so mad at myself and what just happened
I had to go step in pissed off, and say “yall are done. Come on ”
Now this chick is in the other room. Asleep? Not sure. Has me on edge and guarded. Definitely not sleeping tonight.
All I keep saying is WTF JUST HAPPENED.
Did I do an 8ball or something wtf?
Losin it lmao