Quick Recap:
-May 2018 I was pretty much my leanest ever (pics attached192ish lbs)
-December 2019 I was the biggest I ever been (pics attached- end of day 230lbs)
-January 2020 I finally went to doctor to get my generalized anxiety checked out and he prescribed me Zoloft 50mg
-March 2020 he upped it to 100mg which worked amazing for my GAD but really gave me a happy go lucky attitude, kind of removed my ambitions, while completely removing any inhibitions. I know...weird combination of psych stuff going on there but honestly I’m so glad I did it because I feel so much better. Now I did this dosage up to October. The negative was that during this time I didn’t really care if I trained at all and diet was out the window. I was also very inconsistent with my TRT. Doc prescribes me a lot (400 a week..yea I know I’m lucky, I usually only use 200 or blast. If not sell to my buddies at cost ..no profit just friends is all). But during this time I was also inconsistent with my TRT. I just no longer gave a fuck about all that. The result is I look like shit now. Oh and that shit completely removes ur interest in sex btw. Makes u last forever tho...like uncumable lol.
Getting to today since October I have titrated down to 50mg and thankfully still have my GAD under control. Best news is I’ve been back to training with the drive I used to have and eating good. With that said I’m ready to get back ON even tho I know I could continue to make aome progress with just my TRT. Either way I wanna get back to myself!
bit of my cycle history: 14 years of use. Everything under the sun except DNP and Slin. I mean I did like three shots of slin or so at one point but it was to much of a hassle. So basically most compounds, SARMS, MK677, GH.
now I LOVED @Mighty mouse thread he did when he was testing Opti out with all the bloods he did and the logging. I’m going to try to do the something similar (although I have Good Lyfe GH...giving him a go). I’m gonna try to stick with him as long as his shit is solid. If it changes through the thread I will update so you know who’s GH it is as I will be updating with bloods. I will also be running some Tren 75mg ED (started Tren this morning). GH at 5.5 iu a day for now (I currently have GoodLyfe batch C which tested at 11 iu or so).
I have attached the pics of my previous “selves” lol and my current self . If I look good in the pic ur viewing it is the old me. And a screen shot of my Baseline IGF Bloods. I hope to get anywhere in between there again or better. Additionally my baseline IGF are attached (136ng on 11/26) I plan on getting blood work monthly and I’ll let you know who’s GH it is with the corresponding IGF numbers.
Fist GH shot tonight and I will update as I deem necessary. Hope I didn’t miss anything. I plan to continue this as long as it is financially feasible. Oh current weight is like 218-220 in the morning. I’m 5’8’’
-May 2018 I was pretty much my leanest ever (pics attached192ish lbs)
-December 2019 I was the biggest I ever been (pics attached- end of day 230lbs)
-January 2020 I finally went to doctor to get my generalized anxiety checked out and he prescribed me Zoloft 50mg
-March 2020 he upped it to 100mg which worked amazing for my GAD but really gave me a happy go lucky attitude, kind of removed my ambitions, while completely removing any inhibitions. I know...weird combination of psych stuff going on there but honestly I’m so glad I did it because I feel so much better. Now I did this dosage up to October. The negative was that during this time I didn’t really care if I trained at all and diet was out the window. I was also very inconsistent with my TRT. Doc prescribes me a lot (400 a week..yea I know I’m lucky, I usually only use 200 or blast. If not sell to my buddies at cost ..no profit just friends is all). But during this time I was also inconsistent with my TRT. I just no longer gave a fuck about all that. The result is I look like shit now. Oh and that shit completely removes ur interest in sex btw. Makes u last forever tho...like uncumable lol.
Getting to today since October I have titrated down to 50mg and thankfully still have my GAD under control. Best news is I’ve been back to training with the drive I used to have and eating good. With that said I’m ready to get back ON even tho I know I could continue to make aome progress with just my TRT. Either way I wanna get back to myself!
bit of my cycle history: 14 years of use. Everything under the sun except DNP and Slin. I mean I did like three shots of slin or so at one point but it was to much of a hassle. So basically most compounds, SARMS, MK677, GH.
now I LOVED @Mighty mouse thread he did when he was testing Opti out with all the bloods he did and the logging. I’m going to try to do the something similar (although I have Good Lyfe GH...giving him a go). I’m gonna try to stick with him as long as his shit is solid. If it changes through the thread I will update so you know who’s GH it is as I will be updating with bloods. I will also be running some Tren 75mg ED (started Tren this morning). GH at 5.5 iu a day for now (I currently have GoodLyfe batch C which tested at 11 iu or so).
I have attached the pics of my previous “selves” lol and my current self . If I look good in the pic ur viewing it is the old me. And a screen shot of my Baseline IGF Bloods. I hope to get anywhere in between there again or better. Additionally my baseline IGF are attached (136ng on 11/26) I plan on getting blood work monthly and I’ll let you know who’s GH it is with the corresponding IGF numbers.
Fist GH shot tonight and I will update as I deem necessary. Hope I didn’t miss anything. I plan to continue this as long as it is financially feasible. Oh current weight is like 218-220 in the morning. I’m 5’8’’
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