Jeton
New Member
please comment on the HCG protocol i'm using if u have a moment. i chose this forum over Men's Health as my history is a bit more gonzo than is usual for that forum, but move it if u feel the need...
first some history:
about 6 weeks into starting my first course of medication for HIV, i had a baseline total T test that showed a result around 450-500. this was late February 2004...i was dropping weight n wanted help keeping it on, but was afraid of injections and orals, so i was rx'd 1 packet/day of Androgel. in July 04 i switched to Testim n upped it to 2 tubes a day, as my own t production had apparently shut down (shrunken nuts, no T bloodwork tho). in Oct 04 my doc cut me off, saying i regained the weight i'd lost n she didn't wanna endanger her license. neither she, the clinic or I had any knowledge of "PCT"....
then, nothing....in the 2nd half of 2005 my nuts returned to their normal size, but i felt like shit n started to get fat. weighed 160lbs at start of meds in jan 04...132lbs 6 weeks later when starting T...160lbs when i went off Testim in Oct 2004, pretty lean n a bit ripped.
by March, 2006 i was 195lbs at 32%bf, n my Total T tested out at *27*. i started 1 packet a day of Androgel n light exercise...pushed toward heavy cardio by summer 06 n got down to 165lbs at 15% bf, but still felt sucky n got retested...my Total T in Oct 06 was only 55. At this point i requested to switch to injections, n was put on 200mg T cyp/week. in April 2007 i added 200mg/wk of deca to the injections. i did NOT know about cycling, i stayed on deca along with t cyp until a few months into joining Meso in June-ish 09, n dropped the deca from continual use...(i regained the ability to orgasm in less than 30 min). by mid 09 i had also completed 3 months of Femara to kill off some focal gyno n added 1/4 Arimidex 3x/wk. by the end of 2009 my doctor upped me to 400mg/wk of t cyp, and it helped me add more weight. i have since added 2 tubes a day of testim about 2 months ago, which is definitely an improvement in terms of energy n sense of well-being. i am still on Adex .25mg 3x/wk
it's a lot of T to be on, but my own circumstances r special enuff to warrant it: i lose weight very easily, generally dropping 10-20 pounds anytime i have a serious case of diarrhea, with several instances of dropping over 30 pounds, and anytime i'm off HIV meds it only takes me 6 months to drop to AIDS-level immune strength n half a million viral load.
anyway, on to the HCG question: i want my nuts back. i want the option of having children if i so eventually desire, but more importantly, i'm sick of carrying around peanuts in my sack...it's very distressing, even depressing. even 1 packet a day of Androgel shrunk my nuts in Spring 2004 and Spring 2006.
My doc agreed to Rx me 20,000 IUs of HCG, n suggested a protocol of 5,000 IUs per week in weekly injections. However, based on Bill Roberts HCG article on Meso, and Dr Crisler's lo-dose HCG protocol, yesterday i started a protocol of 1,000 IUs daily. I have enuff to continue this for 30 days since i waited until my refill to start, n then would drop down to 500IUs a day or less. i inject T twice weekly, n had hoped to get down eventually to 500 IUs 4x/wk, 1 and 2 days b4 each T injection...i might just keep the injections daily tho, given the Testim.
i do not want to desensitize my nuts to HCG, but i've also been shut down pretty much since March 2004. in terms of recovering testicle size n function, what do you guys think of the protocol i'm following? should i tweak it?
first some history:
about 6 weeks into starting my first course of medication for HIV, i had a baseline total T test that showed a result around 450-500. this was late February 2004...i was dropping weight n wanted help keeping it on, but was afraid of injections and orals, so i was rx'd 1 packet/day of Androgel. in July 04 i switched to Testim n upped it to 2 tubes a day, as my own t production had apparently shut down (shrunken nuts, no T bloodwork tho). in Oct 04 my doc cut me off, saying i regained the weight i'd lost n she didn't wanna endanger her license. neither she, the clinic or I had any knowledge of "PCT"....
then, nothing....in the 2nd half of 2005 my nuts returned to their normal size, but i felt like shit n started to get fat. weighed 160lbs at start of meds in jan 04...132lbs 6 weeks later when starting T...160lbs when i went off Testim in Oct 2004, pretty lean n a bit ripped.
by March, 2006 i was 195lbs at 32%bf, n my Total T tested out at *27*. i started 1 packet a day of Androgel n light exercise...pushed toward heavy cardio by summer 06 n got down to 165lbs at 15% bf, but still felt sucky n got retested...my Total T in Oct 06 was only 55. At this point i requested to switch to injections, n was put on 200mg T cyp/week. in April 2007 i added 200mg/wk of deca to the injections. i did NOT know about cycling, i stayed on deca along with t cyp until a few months into joining Meso in June-ish 09, n dropped the deca from continual use...(i regained the ability to orgasm in less than 30 min). by mid 09 i had also completed 3 months of Femara to kill off some focal gyno n added 1/4 Arimidex 3x/wk. by the end of 2009 my doctor upped me to 400mg/wk of t cyp, and it helped me add more weight. i have since added 2 tubes a day of testim about 2 months ago, which is definitely an improvement in terms of energy n sense of well-being. i am still on Adex .25mg 3x/wk
it's a lot of T to be on, but my own circumstances r special enuff to warrant it: i lose weight very easily, generally dropping 10-20 pounds anytime i have a serious case of diarrhea, with several instances of dropping over 30 pounds, and anytime i'm off HIV meds it only takes me 6 months to drop to AIDS-level immune strength n half a million viral load.
anyway, on to the HCG question: i want my nuts back. i want the option of having children if i so eventually desire, but more importantly, i'm sick of carrying around peanuts in my sack...it's very distressing, even depressing. even 1 packet a day of Androgel shrunk my nuts in Spring 2004 and Spring 2006.
My doc agreed to Rx me 20,000 IUs of HCG, n suggested a protocol of 5,000 IUs per week in weekly injections. However, based on Bill Roberts HCG article on Meso, and Dr Crisler's lo-dose HCG protocol, yesterday i started a protocol of 1,000 IUs daily. I have enuff to continue this for 30 days since i waited until my refill to start, n then would drop down to 500IUs a day or less. i inject T twice weekly, n had hoped to get down eventually to 500 IUs 4x/wk, 1 and 2 days b4 each T injection...i might just keep the injections daily tho, given the Testim.
i do not want to desensitize my nuts to HCG, but i've also been shut down pretty much since March 2004. in terms of recovering testicle size n function, what do you guys think of the protocol i'm following? should i tweak it?