Ketamine?

[Deleted member 123722]

No, why are you talking about ego again? I was talking about stages of meditation.There are many. The state of the observer is only the first stage and no, you can't just reach it in a split second. That takes time and practice. Maybe you're mistaking it for something else or your view of it is somehow skewd. And no, you can't understand it logically, not really. At least not in it's entirety. It's experiential knowledge.

Correct, not in its entirely, because you'd have to experience it fully to know it, but you can still grasp most of it logically. For example, I can certainly imagine how painful it could be to be burnt at the stake, but I wouldn't know it in entirely unless I was burnt at the stake lol.

 

[Jin23]

Correct, not in its entirely, because you'd have to experience it fully to know it, but you can still grasp most of it logically. For example, I can certainly imagine how painful it could be to be burnt at the stake, but I wouldn't know it in entirely unless I was burnt at the stake lol.

No, not what I meant. I wouldn't try and lean on something so obvious, if I did it would mean that either I'm low iq or thought you are ...
Either way, you are not following the discussion with precision. You seem impulsive. Are you on cycle?

 

[TrenTrenTren]

God is having a dream as "you." Notice in our dreams, we basically have zero control and we just watch them unfold. Sometimes, we have people claim they have those lucid dreams where they can control themselves in it, but again, I argue that is they simply being aware of the desire to make a choice, and then executing it; it would have happened anyway if they weren't aware of that choice. This would be akin to a radar system picking up an enemy craft and beeping, doing precisely what it was programmed to do, so the anti-aircraft system can respond accordingly, as it was programmed to do.

For example, you didn't choose to sit exactly how you are now...you chose to sit down in general, but did you choose precisely how your legs are bent, your feet are placed, your toes are pointed, your heels and so on? But what if I said, "OK get up and sit down again, this time pay attention to how you place everything." Suddenly, you'll think you chose how to sit down, but you still didn't, you're only aware of how you're going to sit down again.

One crazy thing I've developed over time is lucid dreaming, where I can actually control the dream. Its certainly not every dream, but I've done it several times now.

Now, when you add Tren into the mix, just think about the insane dreams that occur from that. And I've controlled some of those. Its crazier than any acid trip I've had.

 

[TrenTrenTren]

One reoccurring dream I have had is when I'm on some distant planet, and it seems like large bugs are crowding around me and wanting to eat me. I start beating them on the top of their exoskeletons causing them to dent. They start chewing on my legs and I die, then the dream ends.

After a few times of having this dream, I realized that on this planet the gravity is different, so literally start hopping away, but almost flying with every hop. Then I explore this strange planet for what seems like long time.

Yes, I was on Tren.

 

[Deleted member 123722]

No, not what I meant. I wouldn't try and lean on something so obvious, if I did it would mean that either I'm low iq or thought you are ...
Either way, you are not following the discussion with precision. You seem impulsive. Are you on cycle?

Well now that I go back to what you wrote, I'm not even sure what you mean, so I guess read something else.

 

[Deleted member 123722]

One reoccurring dream I have had is when I'm on some distant planet, and it seems like large bugs are crowding around me and wanting to eat me. I start beating them on the top of their exoskeletons causing them to dent. They start chewing on my legs and I die, then the dream ends.

After a few times of having this dream, I realized that on this planet the gravity is different, so literally start hopping away, but almost flying with every hop. Then I explore this strange planet for what seems like long time.

Yes, I was on Tren.

How do you know that was a dream lol? jk...

 

[TrenTrenTren]

How do you know that was a dream lol? jk...

Haha good point

 

[GuerillaPete]

No, that's high androgens. Estrogen makes you more open minded, makes you more able to feel the other person. Androgens do the opposite and that right there is some typical aas stiff headedness.

With high estrogen i want to kill the other person.
Estrogen makes me snappy for sure but low estrogen also.
Maybe I'm just a snappy person .
As for hallucinogens its a phase . You feel there is something more to life you take this stuff and you see there really is.
Not much more to it as most the teaching and lessons you learn while connected to the “whole”
You can't bring back as you will forget most of it.
Its like connecting to the internet its cool there is all the information available but your hard drive is to small to download all the info there.So you can only take small pieces with you .

 

[JesterBOB]

Thanks man! I appreciate the kind words!

In fact, we are grateful to you. Since you write a lot of necessary, important and true. And we are formed through your posts