Khem's Freak journey.

[fit2beking]

I will choose my own goals, you are not to decide what is realistic or what I should aim for as the end goal. Nobody told you what job or net worth to shoot for. Nobody told you to be a swimmer, nobody told you to be a bodybuilder. Do you see the point? I choose my goals, you may advise but never try and tell me to change my dream in life.

Have I failed? Obviously, which is what I've said in my first post, and also why we're here talking about this.. I am turning it around. I am now very ill with this systematic infection and probably going to dive into a cut. I don't need you telling me I shouldn't aim for monstrous size. No one has the right to cut down a dream. I have laid out logic and a plan, you have simply come in trying to squash my goals because its "fantasy."

The purpose of a log is to critique progress and give tips, never to berate or cut some one down. If anybody is foolish, its you. I have approached this entire process with absurdly logical perspective and covered all thought process, as outlined in all my posts. I know what I want to achieve and I know the pros and cons of achieving it. All there is now is to bust ass and make it happen, stumble and learn upon the way.

Riddle me this Batman...If you know it all then why are you here?:wtf:

 

[Khem]

Riddle me this Batman...If you know it all then why are you here?:wtf:

I said I know the pros and cons... That I need to learn along the way.. You clearly prove my point about logic escaping many of you..

 

[loveyourbody]

We are honestly giving you the best advice. Your level of mature is showing because you are pissed that you are not hearing what you want. You will regret this down the road

 

[fit2beking]

I said I know the pros and cons... That I need to learn along the way.. You clearly prove my point about logic escaping many of you..

It seems logic is escaping you. Is it logical to continue down the road when as you say you know the pros and cons. I do not see many pros and they definitely do not outweigh the cons. So the only one that logic is escaping is you. But do as you wish young man! But I feel a big collective "I told you so!" coming your way one day in the future.

 

[Khem]

I watch how much I take, I supplement with ubiquinol, turmeric, and multivitamins on a daily basis, and I'm about to start taking quarterly blood work ups..

Yes, my testosterone may shut down permanently, but if I watch all other markers there is no failure in this. I either reach my goal or get fucking huge anyway.. If I'm healthy then I don't grasp what possible failure you're talking about. I aim high so that I make it far. Never aim low. I own a business and I'm growing that, so finances are not the reason I want to bodybuild. This is for me, its what I like. If I make money from it someday that's cool, but not the goal or focus.

My entire point is, if health is focused and watched closer than nearly any gym rat with much lower goals, than what can be wrong with my goals? I know what I'm potentially giving up by ruining my HPTA possibly. So long as other health markers are in place I'm fine with that.

 

[luckyduck]

Dude your body is rejecting the steroids you are injecting and swollowing. Why? Because the steroid gets into your body and says WTF do you want me to do. There is nothing to grow here. FOUNDATION FOUNDATION FOUNDATION!!!!!! You have to have a base for the steroids to work on!!!!!!! Errrrrrrrrrrr :banghead:

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[Khem]

Dude your body is rejecting the steroids you are injecting and swollowing. Why? Because the steroid gets into your body and says WTF do you want me to do. There is nothing to grow here. FOUNDATION FOUNDATION FOUNDATION!!!!!! You have to have a base for the steroids to work on!!!!!!! Errrrrrrrrrrr :banghead:

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Measurement wise I'm quite larger than most people who are using. I just look like shit with this fat. Granted I don't flex and look for perfect angles..

Secondly, my systematic infection source was found, and like I said completely unrelated to steroids. Thanks for your analysis.

 

[loveyourbody]

Khem- I'm sorry to you are very delusional. You have some muscle but not more than most using you are I say about average joe. Stop lying to your self. First off you should be 12% body fat or bellow to use gear IMO you are way over that. You can easily lose 20-30lb of fat. Then you will see what I am talking about.

 

[Khem]

Khem- I'm sorry to you are very delusional. You have some muscle but not more than most using you are I say about average joe. Stop lying to your self. First off you should be 12% body fat or bellow to use gear IMO you are way over that. You can easily lose 20-30lb of fat. Then you will see what I am talking about.

30lbs of fat puts me at 190 lean and mean. I am 5'9... lol I'm really regretting putting up relaxed pictures. Maybe I should've taken flexed shots for reference.. Some people.. hahaha

 

[biggerben69]

Measurement wise I'm quite larger than most people who are using. I just look like shit with this fat. Granted I don't flex and look for perfect angles..

Secondly, my systematic infection source was found, and like I said completely unrelated to steroids. Thanks for your analysis.

Son, I'm not most people. You're not "quite larger" than I am. I've got a son that is the same age as you. He's 23. He's a couple of weeks into his second cycle. He was 22yrs old when he took the plunge. The boy was gonna do it with or without my assistance and guidance.
Before I whacked him with that stick for the first time he was an athlete. He was a basketball player with decent touch. He waa real lean. He was solid but thin. Fired up metanolism that had it hard to put on pounds. He can run like the wind though. He's 6'3" he's got an inch on me buy was 165lbs,
Jumped on and put on 30lbs and turned into a man in front of the worlds eyes. He's a real popular and good looking kid already. His pool of pussy to pick from just ran off and emptied into the ocean. And I was the puppetmaster,
When my girl got pregnant all those yrs ago when I was a teenager and she was still in high school I told myself things may get a bit tough and I'm gonna have to grow up a little bit faster than I wanted to but when my boy is 21 I'm gonna be ripe and ready for fun and to take some of what I missed back when and tear shit up. Good times.

 

[Khem]

How do I look for a guy mostly on liquid diet for the past 8 days lol

Not bad for a guy who was likened to a middle aged desk jockey..

 

[biggerben69]

with this fat. Granted I don't flex and look for perfect angles..

Secondly, my systematic infection source was found, and like I said completely unrelated to steroids. Thanks for your analysis.

I'm not the brightest guy on this page in this thread, never mind the brightest you'll meet, but if you describe your infection as "systematic" once more instead of "systemic", I'm going to punch an innocent bystander square in the face and it will be your fault.

 

[luckyduck]

I'm not the brightest guy on this page in this thread, never mind the brightest you'll meet, but if you describe your infection as "systematic" once more instead of "systemic", I'm going to punch an innocent bystander square in the face and it will be your fault.

LMFAO!!!

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[Spyder]

staph infection.

 

[luckyduck]

I will give a one muscle flex from me. This was before my cycle I currently am on. Age 38.....

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[loveyourbody]

Khem- that is exactly what I am talking about. I am currently 2 weeks in too my cycle and am up too 187lb at about 13% body far at 5'5. I only when in body fat % because of the dbol. I hope to end my cycle at around 200-210lb at 10-14% body fat. Weight wise you don't have much to brag about. Your chest needs lots of work I recommend more incline bench press and more flies. Your shoulders are looking pretty small too. Seems like your a I work out biceps type guy. Your back is look decent but a few more pull up/lat pull downs would help out greatly. I wish I could upload a picture but due to my job I can't risk it. Now that right there is a rude straight up honest answer like I said scarabs joe beside you back and bicep. There is still a lot of work that your back needs. The truth hurts I know. I wanted to run a cycle at 21 luckily I worked out with a big ass guy. His name was john. He trained me and taught me all about strength while perfect for at least 90% and diet. Made me wait till I was 25 and man do I fucken thank him.

 

[akroo]

You look at Ronnie Coleman. Arnold. Jay Cutler. What do all of these guys have in common. Bodybuilding genitics. They had a muscle foundation. Before building a brick house you need a foundation. Not everyone has this. And to think you will become one of them is very unrealistic. Work on your foundation and when you get older then think about a cycle. Just work on being the best you can be relisticly. If you don't you will get down on yourself and be depressed and miserable. Your still young, you have many years of training.

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Clearly the current Mr. O Philsulin heath build an amazing foundation before jumping on gear.

 

[Stretch]

Not bad for a guy who was likened to a middle aged desk jockey..

Flexing.

Overhead lighting.

Does wonders for before and after pics.

Just in case you were wondering why you looked better IMMEDIATELY, when you changed the location of your shots, after taking some heat midway through this thread.

That being said, you have definitely improved some.

 

[pittbox]

I'm not the brightest guy on this page in this thread, never mind the brightest you'll meet, but if you describe your infection as "systematic" once more instead of "systemic", I'm going to punch an innocent bystander square in the face and it will be your fault.

Ppfftttttttt.....hahahahhaa