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[lucasj782]

I don’t even know what to do anymore
If i take any sort of glp i go hypo constantly if i don’t i can’t stop eating and i dont mean oh im hungry i mean i can eat 4000 calories of bland fucking rice and beef and vegetables and im STARVING.
Hair is receding and thinning and when i take dut I feel anxious and horrible 24/7
When i let my estrogen run high i feel great but look like a water buffalo and any ai usage and i feel like shit
Seems like nothing will work just constantly starving irritable and balding genuinely never been so close to just offing myself i just don’t have it in me

 

[ChemBB]

Looking through your post history, it seems like you're 23 with some mental health issues.

You need to target getting your anxiety and hypochondria under control.

I've struggled with Generalized/Social Anxiety as well, since I was a teen.

You won't get anywhere until you can center & calm yourself a bit. You will reactively make changes to drugs/diet/routine based on in-the-moment emotion -- the ONE thing that matters for changing your body is consistency.

Focus on sleep, a CLEAN diet (real food, not processed garbage), and consistent daily movement (even just walking 10,000 steps).