Just perused your limited post history here at meso. You came in talking shit and insulting members while uttering gems like "I don't believe in HGH...I don't want to get acromegaly(I fixed your spelling)".No, hes just mad Panda didn't give him a piece of the pie
You've been here 2 months and all you've managed to do is shine a light on your ignorance and the fact that you weren't given enough nurturing in your formative years. I didn't lock you in your room with the TV as your only companion? Break the cycle. Go read some of my posts. See what happens when you give freely of yourself to help others.
Maybe you've got a chance to turn things around for yourself? This feeling sorry for yourself and being angry and polluting the places you find yourself hanging out is just a waste of time. I'm not offering to be a mentor...I've got a lot on my plate...but change the attitude and you may be surprised how things can take a turn.