Also as far as the IQ point/Testosterone ratio theory, Im not sure holds very much water, except for the point I brought up about anger momentarily suspending rational thought, which could be brought on more often due heightened levels of testosterone. I assure you my IQ, though not very high, is that of someone which is slightly above average.
Learn how to paragraph your life-story. Also, keep in mind that all emotions are internal. With that I mean that you are the only one that can control if you are mad, sad, happy, or fearful is You!
Some people are scared of high heights while others are not. You can conquer your own fears, anger and other gay emotions like that through introspection. First thing is realization, after that you can start correcting it. Dealing with anger can be done in many ways, you need to find what works best for you. Smashing people up will get you cast out from society and pinned with other delightful humans whom chose to act like that.
If I get extremely mad I like to go the shooting range or running. In real life I chose to confront people at least 24 hours after finding out about something, this is to avoid emotional outbursts and being able to process things rationally. Find what works for you and let go of the anger in a healthy way. Maybe you like to play Call of Duty or go duck hunting. Also worthy of note, strangers that do not know you shouldn't be able to make you upset. It is only important what you think and know about yourself. Not what a random person on an internet forum says about you.
Many times violence is the most common way to vent anger for people whom have had a rough childhood, broken family, and/or drug abuse. The reason for this is because those people do not establish a love and empathetic connection to people. They can be reconditioned and taught different, childhood is extremely important and although a person is in their 40's they can still be in the same frame of mind as when they were young.
I see the angry child in you. Learn how to cope and deal with things better. A long post for a long post.
Psychoanalysis complete, now it's time for my thorazine.
Testosterone, intelligence and behavior disorders in young boys
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0191886999001105
Abstract
Levels of testosterone were compared with behavioral measures among 45 boys aged 5–11 yr, 25 from a psychiatric group with disruptive behavior disorders and 20 from a normal control group. The boys provided saliva samples for testosterone assay and were evaluated on cognitive ability, academic achievement and behavioral symptoms. Testosterone levels were higher in the psychiatric than the normal group, but only among older boys, aged 9–11. In the overall sample, testosterone was associated with withdrawal and aggression (especially among older boys) and low social involvement in activities (especially among younger boys). After controlling for intelligence, testosterone accounted for 16% of the variance in aggression and 36% of the variance in social withdrawal. Testosterone was not directly related to cognitive ability, but boys with less cognitive ability appeared more adversely affected by high testosterone levels. Findings suggest testosterone may be a useful biological marker for children at risk for disruptive behavior disorders. Whether girls would show similar relations, and whether testosterone levels in young children predict later development and behavior, remains to be determined.
Intellectual functioning and aggression.
Huesmann, L. Rowell; Eron, Leonard D.; Yarmel, Patty W.
Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, Vol 52(1), Jan 1987, 232-240.
http://dx.doi.org/10.1037/0022-3514.52.1.232
In a 22-year study, data were collected on aggressiveness and intellectual functioning in more than 600 subjects, their parents, and their children. Both aggression and intellectual functioning are reasonably stable in a subject's lifetime and perpetuate themselves across generations and within marriage pairs. Aggression in childhood was shown to interfere with the development of intellectual functioning and to be predictive of poorer intellectual achievement as an adult. Early IQ was related to early subject aggression but did not predict changes in aggression after age 8. Differences between early IQ and intellectual achievement in middle adulthood were predictable from early aggressive behavior. A dual-process model was offered to explain the relation between intellectual functioning and aggressive behavior. We hypothesized that low intelligence makes the learning of aggressive responses more likely at an early age, and this aggressive behavior makes continued intellectual development more difficult. (42 ref) (PsycINFO Database Record (c) 2012 APA, all rights reserved)
The Curvelinear Correlations Between the Total Testosterone Levels and Fluid Intelligence in Men and Women
http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.3109/00207459808986438
Abstract
The relationship between serum total testosterone (T) level and the fluid intelligence (Cattell's Culture Fair Intelligence Test) was studied in men and women. There was no significant difference between IQs of men and women. There was an inverse curvelinear relationship between IQ and T in women. The same was found also in men, but the declining part of the regression line at high T levels was not as pronounced as in women. It is concluded that T may be related to IQ, even in subjects exhibiting no sex difference in IQ tests; too low or too high T levels may be disadvantageous for the fluid intelligence, especially in women.