Hello
i have used 3 cycles in the past and i never fully recovered..
1st cycle was 500 mg cyp for 12 weeks nolvadex as pct
2 cycle was 750 mg test enathate for 12 weeks aromasin pct
3d cycle was 500 mg test E for 12 weeks with 40 mg dianabol the first 4 weeks...no pct
after this i think it became to much ...i was already 124 kg and i was working out so much i could not focus on my studies so i went completely off but continued training hard....i actually kept alot of strenght and size, but i added alot of fataround the waist. i became sleepy at daytime, had to take small naps after work and felt exhausted all the time...no energy, no motivation and everything was shit...so in the end i stopped working out and focused other things...i lost all my gains and now 3 years later im 85 kg slim , no muscles back where i always wasbefore i even worked out.....
it has now gotten worse....im depressed on and off all the time. i can suddenly cry at work for no reason. i cant have stable relationship cause i cant perform in bed and i have become a whimpy little bitch instead of that alpha male guy i was ...i also have alot of brainfog, and its really hard to concentrate at work or remembering things
i have tried to work out, but its impossible...if i just do some curls or squats , im sore for like 3 weeks and cant walk properly...my restoration period is like 4x times then normal. im also exhausted all the time and have no drive whatsoever..
i took som bloodwork and my test was at 250 ng dl or 8.8 nmol..
my doctor said i had a little low test but was either way fine. because my levels was just right over the hypogonadism chart. he gave me testosterone gel which i liked alot, my brainfog dissapeared within minutes and my strenght and energy went up. but this effect tapered off...i think its because when u take gels u will have both test from gel and natural production, but then natural production shuts down, and you have only testosterone from the gel...
i have been thinking about going on trt for a loong time. but i have not done anything to do shit about it cause im afraid i will loose my hair....i have had some thinning , but still have full hair . dont know if its is other causes or dht..
what is the best trt protocol that worked for you ? and will you loose hair on a low dose like 200 mg test E a week ?
and do you need hcg or anti E?
im really depressed guys, i have lived like this for several years....i dont want to live anymore. i want to give up on life
i have used 3 cycles in the past and i never fully recovered..
1st cycle was 500 mg cyp for 12 weeks nolvadex as pct
2 cycle was 750 mg test enathate for 12 weeks aromasin pct
3d cycle was 500 mg test E for 12 weeks with 40 mg dianabol the first 4 weeks...no pct
after this i think it became to much ...i was already 124 kg and i was working out so much i could not focus on my studies so i went completely off but continued training hard....i actually kept alot of strenght and size, but i added alot of fataround the waist. i became sleepy at daytime, had to take small naps after work and felt exhausted all the time...no energy, no motivation and everything was shit...so in the end i stopped working out and focused other things...i lost all my gains and now 3 years later im 85 kg slim , no muscles back where i always wasbefore i even worked out.....
it has now gotten worse....im depressed on and off all the time. i can suddenly cry at work for no reason. i cant have stable relationship cause i cant perform in bed and i have become a whimpy little bitch instead of that alpha male guy i was ...i also have alot of brainfog, and its really hard to concentrate at work or remembering things
i have tried to work out, but its impossible...if i just do some curls or squats , im sore for like 3 weeks and cant walk properly...my restoration period is like 4x times then normal. im also exhausted all the time and have no drive whatsoever..
i took som bloodwork and my test was at 250 ng dl or 8.8 nmol..
my doctor said i had a little low test but was either way fine. because my levels was just right over the hypogonadism chart. he gave me testosterone gel which i liked alot, my brainfog dissapeared within minutes and my strenght and energy went up. but this effect tapered off...i think its because when u take gels u will have both test from gel and natural production, but then natural production shuts down, and you have only testosterone from the gel...
i have been thinking about going on trt for a loong time. but i have not done anything to do shit about it cause im afraid i will loose my hair....i have had some thinning , but still have full hair . dont know if its is other causes or dht..
what is the best trt protocol that worked for you ? and will you loose hair on a low dose like 200 mg test E a week ?
and do you need hcg or anti E?
im really depressed guys, i have lived like this for several years....i dont want to live anymore. i want to give up on life
