personal log, road to first competition 2024 autumn

[ovrdooze]

blood test came back today for total test and E2
Both slightly above ref range, i'm starting to take 12.5mg aromasin E3D.
will repeat in 2-3 weeks
(test level is ~1100 ng/dl, I see that's the more common unit of measurement here)

 

[malfeasance]

Any particular reason that you want to lower e2 when it is only 49?

Test is slightly elevated, so is estradiol. It should not be a big deal.

 

[ovrdooze]

Any particular reason that you want to lower e2 when it is only 49?

Test is slightly elevated, so is estradiol. It should not be a big deal.

Its above the ref range, i can see the water retention (though not severe)+ i tend to gain fat much easier when my e2 is high and without telling him my prefereces I asked the coach if I should deal with it, he asked if i have ai on hand which I do so he told me to start taking it

 

[malfeasance]

Ok, well, I am a big fan of doing what your coach says to do.

 

[ovrdooze]

Hey guys
Happy 2025!
Some life updates: last year went really south in the end. Found out that my wife was cheating on me, it was one of the biggest slaps in the face in my life, after almost 8 years together. She skipped work many times for the past 7 months (yes it has been going on for that long) so her credit card had a huge debt by the end of it as she made the grocieres etc but never told me she had no money. So emotional and financial ruin. It was a long struggle but we’re still together, i admit i made mistakes too but not on that magnitude by far. We have a 3 year old son, basicly he saved the marriage, if it wasnt for him i’d be in canada by now with my ex who probably still loves me lol
Made some life changes, i quit weed on the 30th of december to start the new year clean. Embarassing or not i started selling out my broke ass on onlyfans. What a fairytale.
Quitting wasnt as harsh as i prepared medically, taking sleeping pills before bud and a mild antianxietic during the day, will taper off them after 4 weeks. It feels good to be sober now tbh
After cruising 11 weeks on trt (250 test/wk, 3iu hgh) i had my first blast shot on monday, ramping uo to 500 test/ week for 3-4 weeks now. By the end of month im addig anadrol and a lil biz of tren hex (starting with 76mg/wk, doubling it in 2 weeks) and raising hgh to 4-5ius
Life is a fucking rollercoaster but all the hardships teach me a lesson to get better i guess.
Hope you are all well

 

[malfeasance]

Geez, that is rough. wow.

 

[RekTest]

Hey guys
Happy 2025!
Some life updates: last year went really south in the end. Found out that my wife was cheating on me, it was one of the biggest slaps in the face in my life, after almost 8 years together. She skipped work many times for the past 7 months (yes it has been going on for that long) so her credit card had a huge debt by the end of it as she made the grocieres etc but never told me she had no money. So emotional and financial ruin. It was a long struggle but we’re still together, i admit i made mistakes too but not on that magnitude by far. We have a 3 year old son, basicly he saved the marriage, if it wasnt for him i’d be in canada by now with my ex who probably still loves me lol
Made some life changes, i quit weed on the 30th of december to start the new year clean. Embarassing or not i started selling out my broke ass on onlyfans. What a fairytale.
Quitting wasnt as harsh as i prepared medically, taking sleeping pills before bud and a mild antianxietic during the day, will taper off them after 4 weeks. It feels good to be sober now tbh
After cruising 11 weeks on trt (250 test/wk, 3iu hgh) i had my first blast shot on monday, ramping uo to 500 test/ week for 3-4 weeks now. By the end of month im addig anadrol and a lil biz of tren hex (starting with 76mg/wk, doubling it in 2 weeks) and raising hgh to 4-5ius
Life is a fucking rollercoaster but all the hardships teach me a lesson to get better i guess.
Hope you are all well

Brother, I wish the best 2025 for you, stay strong and easier times will be ahead for you.