personal log, road to first competition 2024 autumn

blood test came back today for total test and E2
Both slightly above ref range, i'm starting to take 12.5mg aromasin E3D.
will repeat in 2-3 weeks
(test level is ~1100 ng/dl, I see that's the more common unit of measurement here)Image.webp
 
Any particular reason that you want to lower e2 when it is only 49?

Test is slightly elevated, so is estradiol. It should not be a big deal.
 
Any particular reason that you want to lower e2 when it is only 49?

Test is slightly elevated, so is estradiol. It should not be a big deal.
Its above the ref range, i can see the water retention (though not severe)+ i tend to gain fat much easier when my e2 is high and without telling him my prefereces I asked the coach if I should deal with it, he asked if i have ai on hand which I do so he told me to start taking it
 
Hey guys
Happy 2025!
Some life updates: last year went really south in the end. Found out that my wife was cheating on me, it was one of the biggest slaps in the face in my life, after almost 8 years together. She skipped work many times for the past 7 months (yes it has been going on for that long) so her credit card had a huge debt by the end of it as she made the grocieres etc but never told me she had no money. So emotional and financial ruin. It was a long struggle but we’re still together, i admit i made mistakes too but not on that magnitude by far. We have a 3 year old son, basicly he saved the marriage, if it wasnt for him i’d be in canada by now with my ex who probably still loves me lol
Made some life changes, i quit weed on the 30th of december to start the new year clean. Embarassing or not i started selling out my broke ass on onlyfans. What a fairytale.
Quitting wasnt as harsh as i prepared medically, taking sleeping pills before bud and a mild antianxietic during the day, will taper off them after 4 weeks. It feels good to be sober now tbh
After cruising 11 weeks on trt (250 test/wk, 3iu hgh) i had my first blast shot on monday, ramping uo to 500 test/ week for 3-4 weeks now. By the end of month im addig anadrol and a lil biz of tren hex (starting with 76mg/wk, doubling it in 2 weeks) and raising hgh to 4-5ius
Life is a fucking rollercoaster but all the hardships teach me a lesson to get better i guess.
Hope you are all well
 
Hey guys
Happy 2025!
Some life updates: last year went really south in the end. Found out that my wife was cheating on me, it was one of the biggest slaps in the face in my life, after almost 8 years together. She skipped work many times for the past 7 months (yes it has been going on for that long) so her credit card had a huge debt by the end of it as she made the grocieres etc but never told me she had no money. So emotional and financial ruin. It was a long struggle but we’re still together, i admit i made mistakes too but not on that magnitude by far. We have a 3 year old son, basicly he saved the marriage, if it wasnt for him i’d be in canada by now with my ex who probably still loves me lol
Made some life changes, i quit weed on the 30th of december to start the new year clean. Embarassing or not i started selling out my broke ass on onlyfans. What a fairytale.
Quitting wasnt as harsh as i prepared medically, taking sleeping pills before bud and a mild antianxietic during the day, will taper off them after 4 weeks. It feels good to be sober now tbh
After cruising 11 weeks on trt (250 test/wk, 3iu hgh) i had my first blast shot on monday, ramping uo to 500 test/ week for 3-4 weeks now. By the end of month im addig anadrol and a lil biz of tren hex (starting with 76mg/wk, doubling it in 2 weeks) and raising hgh to 4-5ius
Life is a fucking rollercoaster but all the hardships teach me a lesson to get better i guess.
Hope you are all well
Brother, I wish the best 2025 for you, stay strong and easier times will be ahead for you.
 
quick update: started ramping up doses, tried anadrol for the first time.
2 weeks in and my weight went up 7 kgs. I dont like the bloated look but i like how it feels. the way my XL shirts are becoming tight, the absurd pumps at the gym, the subjective feeling of being huge. I have it with 750 test/ week now, 100mg anadrol a day, will run it for 3 more weeks then transition to a 1G+ test with 1G+ boldenone cycle. haven't run boldenone in ages but if i recall i tolerated and liked it at bigger doses (750+)
would post progress pics but i hate how i look now :D
current weight: 105-6 kgs
 
no transition to 2g cycle for now, i'm wrapping this blast up as of this week. going for a 6 weeks cruise
it's been almost 2 weeks since i stopped anadrol and my weight is around 108-9 kg, will do a mini cut to trim the fat back a bit in the upcoming 2-3 weeks until my test levels are still elevated. going back on a blast in the end of april / begining of may
 
Still unsure. I want to but at the begining of the year the coach i started working with said it might be better not to compete this year and keep on gaining mass. I think we (he) will make the decision in the begining of summer
Hey man if it's going to help in the long run I know alot of guys do the same these days.. You have a great package now but imagine that extra 6lbs stage weight next year, he will know what's best..
 
Still unsure. I want to but at the begining of the year the coach i started working with said it might be better not to compete this year and keep on gaining mass. I think we (he) will make the decision in the begining of summer
Listen to your coach and concentrate on legs. It looks like you may have already added some size to them since we last saw you.
 
there's an ex IFBB coach in the gym, he was one of the top bbuilders in the early 2010s here in hungary (Daniel Toth) who came up to me today (we only greet each other like with other gym members, never talked to him) and started asking me how much i gained cause he saw me when i started the prep and it's really noticeable. I don't think I ever had such honor in my "career" :D made my day for sure + gave a better boost for today's session than any preworkout could
 
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