small update
pain, suffering, sleepless night, more pain, mood is shit, training sucks. eeehm.
after refeed week i went back to rfl style cutting and its kind of weird. ive gained 2kg's, im bloated, abs are covered a bit/blurred, i feel heavy. i suspect high e2 from test increase. lot of definition is gone, i look fatter than 10 days ago...
i aromatize like a pig, 300/300 test/mast should be enough to have high e2 but i expected mast to help with sides... maybe its just better to lower e2.
i think i will wait few more days and retest e2. longer saturation time of D ester sucks in this case. sure, i could pop 2x10mg of aromasin for 2 weeks and see if i will feel better/worse, in worst case i will crash my e2 for while but have plenty of dbol/tne ready for it
aaanyway, training is still the same, diet is still the same, clen is back at 80mcg, accutane at 60mg... added var 4 weeks before my wellness weekend. god's candy <3
one thing ive noticed from mast is that libido exploded, even without kcals. im 24/7 at least half hard, i can fuck for 45min, have 5-10min break and go again. and again.
gf is not exactly happy about this situation, not gonna lie. mentally im not "in mood" all the time but physically i have almost painfull, random errections middle of the day.
added few photos from today, psuhday, i look worse than before imo. muscles still flat, im bloated and my face is puffy. also, i have no idea how to do at least basic poses, flex or make a photo.