kosp
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Once you accept that it becomes wisdom
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Anabolic Steroids
Pyschological addiction to AAS
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Once you accept that it becomes wisdom
kosp
Member
The sooner you cut off everything, the more chance you will have to achieve full restoration, there was a guy here who recovered after 5 years of blast and cruise and get his test up to 700s (Under 30 years old and It took 5 years taking PCT drugs)
Care1
Member
Gear affects dopamine and serotonin. There have been many studies on this. So absolutely one can become chemically addicted.
Don't believe me. Search it for yourself instead.
A real urologist or endocrinologist will prescribe 200mgs every 2 weeks for HRT. I have known many guys and myself who have been prescribed as such. I am a hair over 6' and 248ish Im now 50ish but when I was prescribed this amount I was 42. I also know plenty of guys that got HRT at anti aging clinics and that's a different story. lol I think they make their money by being far more flexible with amounts and substances.
Now, from a whole other perspective: you don't have to follow your mind or desires- you can just watch them. If you're the thinker who's the hearer or experiencer of your mind/thoughts?
If you can realize this deeply on your own- it is the beginning of true awareness. You can liberate yourself from your own mind.
Once free as your originally created essence you will connect to much more than just your own mind and that is very fulfilling but at the same time you feel very light. Almost high even.
So why am I speaking(which requires thought)all this guru mumbo jumbo? Bc those that are truly free from addiction after being addicts eventually come to realize this truth: addiction is a spiritual issue.
That's how what I say applies.
. I don't want to say too much.
Whatever I said is my experience. I can't say it's right or wrong or truth or lies or any other dualism. Take what you can use and diregard the rest.
Don't mentalist it look into it for yourself and find a way to practice it to find your own experience.
Don't believe me. Search it for yourself instead.
A real urologist or endocrinologist will prescribe 200mgs every 2 weeks for HRT. I have known many guys and myself who have been prescribed as such. I am a hair over 6' and 248ish Im now 50ish but when I was prescribed this amount I was 42. I also know plenty of guys that got HRT at anti aging clinics and that's a different story. lol I think they make their money by being far more flexible with amounts and substances.
Now, from a whole other perspective: you don't have to follow your mind or desires- you can just watch them. If you're the thinker who's the hearer or experiencer of your mind/thoughts?
If you can realize this deeply on your own- it is the beginning of true awareness. You can liberate yourself from your own mind.
Once free as your originally created essence you will connect to much more than just your own mind and that is very fulfilling but at the same time you feel very light. Almost high even.
So why am I speaking(which requires thought)all this guru mumbo jumbo? Bc those that are truly free from addiction after being addicts eventually come to realize this truth: addiction is a spiritual issue.
That's how what I say applies.
. I don't want to say too much.
Whatever I said is my experience. I can't say it's right or wrong or truth or lies or any other dualism. Take what you can use and diregard the rest.
Don't mentalist it look into it for yourself and find a way to practice it to find your own experience.
Physique Demon
Member
Can your primary doctor report your AAS use to your employer? What's the deal with that...
My insurance is also through my employer If that helps.
Theworm
Well-known Member
Congrats on thinking they way you do, at 25 I thought I’d live forever!
Here’s my 2 cents, at age 41, I look back at what I did at 25 and wish I would have done things differently...
Now I’m on trt and wish I was natural
pfdept59
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In the US HIPA laws apply,so no a doctor can’t tell your employer anything
Theworm
Well-known Member
With that said I think you are being reasonable with one blast a year, I’d probably not cruise but pct at your age and you may wanna avoid deca (one of the worst for Hpta recovery)
Inquiring Mind
Well-known Member
Never! Against the HIPPA law...Your doc can NOT release any of your info to anyone that you do not list as a someone permitted by you in writing. Only a court ordered subpoena and even then, there would have to a substantial justification.
Theworm
Well-known Member
To get life insurance the life insurance company required all my doctor notes. If I declined my life insurance would have been declined
kosp
Member
Please, tell us your biggest mistakes about it.
Theworm
Well-known Member
Never did an AI at the beginning and few years back spent 5k for surgery.
Never did hcg so my sperm count was zero, had to do 3 rounds of IVF (which I think is a blessing cause I have 5 wonderful kids)
Blasted deca in past so my TT 4 months off was 158.
Had a vericocectomy at age 32 and never checked my TT after (which I think the vericocele caused my low T). After my wife got pregnant I hopped on and blasted deca again.
Look back, gains quickly fade, sides stay... should have cycled prop with oxandrolone for 6-8 weeks twice a year at younger age.
But all in all, 41 now, still have my hair, health, job, wife and kids so very happy. Wish I wasn’t on trt and was natural. On trt I feel like I have a green light to blast and I stopped and thought last night, damn, I’m currently taking Crestor, test 500, deca500, 50 mg oxandrolone, .5 arimidex EOD and 300 iu hcg every 3 days and 2 iu hgh nightly and I’m like WTF am I doing? Lol
Sorry typing with 5 kids around so may be a bit scattered...
Btw, after this blast sticking with trt and hgh for a long time...
master.on
New Member
It's not that AAS are addicting by themselves
It's that you have unrealistic life expectations.
Physique Demon
Member
Good man. Sounds like you've had quite the journey.
kosp
Member
Inquiring Mind
Well-known Member
No way...I have never heard or experienced anything of that sort. Both my wife and I have life policies, her’s most recently..they did urin and bloods right at the house.
Theworm
Well-known Member
About 2 12 weeks a year
If I did 16 weeks just one
Theworm
Well-known Member
It’s true.
Doubled my life insurance from 2 mil to 4 mil, they got my pcp notes 100% fact
They was an issue with a fax so I had to personally go there and have them fax again. Why would I make that up?
Chronostatic
New Member
Get a load of Alan Watts over here. This is exactly the introduction to Zen that most addicts (and modern humans in general) need in order to exist without suffering. You are not your thoughts, you are not your body, you are not an "ego", you are a protrusion of the universe, a portal which the everything is using to look out at its own inside.
Addiction is clinging to suffering, whether is be substances or behaviors, desires, or the foolish manner of analyzing existence through a made up system of symbols called words.
ludi_janez
Member
i just got off trt at 26 old now, been on 2 years, last year without hcg, didnt do any pct, first month i was tired but now feel great. i would never do pct, makes me feel terrible.
havent lost much gains..
feel great mentaly&physicaly
pct is just something that everyone parrots on the boards but nobody tried without so no one knows
havent lost much gains..
feel great mentaly&physicaly
pct is just something that everyone parrots on the boards but nobody tried without so no one knows
