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[RekTest]

Still confused about the low test vs NPP/Ment ?? Why?

To control estrogen. Test just to keep body functions doing their stuff, and you let the big dogs (ment/NPP) do the heavy work.

With all that ment are you going to take something for estrogen?

I take adex on test c pin days.
Will adjust accordingly to ment.

 

[RekTest]

Hey, this outline seems like it may be a great improvement for your potential daily nutrition & meal planning. At least with trying out the more regular eating times and increased volume. Glad you are taking care in this way.

What tools or methods do you use for checking & tracking your bg?

I have a little notebook I track certain stuff in.
I plan to grab just a BG monitor from walmart, my sister has been type 1 diabetes since early childhood so I have some knowledge on checking BG, the insulin and what signs to watch for, etc
Hers is all digital now, no more finger pricks, but thats what Ill be using the old tried and true.

 

[PiscesMoon]

I have a little notebook I track certain stuff in.
I plan to grab just a BG monitor from walmart, my sister has been type 1 diabetes since early childhood so I have some knowledge on checking BG, the insulin and what signs to watch for, etc
Hers is all digital now, no more finger pricks, but thats what Ill be using the old tried and true.

Right on. Yeah you know how it goes then. Having family around, or caretaking, for T1DB makes for a very helpful and relatable example on the whole testing process... Between equipment and steps and everything needed.

(Guess that means you are familiar with the Insulin incorporation as well, saw that in your list.)

It's wild how much nutrition may acutely affect the whole direction and momentum of one's body/mind balance with respect to """blood sugar levels""".

Being able to accurately track and associate how the body/mind feels, as needed, along with every next meal or addition to the diet, seems like it will be extremely rewarding.

Curious to know what you get from Walmart! I think strips have to be the only downside or hurdle for deciding on a BGM.... But sometimes starter kits that come with free strips, also sell the strips alone at Walmart or other easy options like Rite Aid, Walgreens etc. Hope you find a good deal!

 

[Trenbolonetax]

To control estrogen. Test just to keep body functions doing their stuff, and you let the big dogs (ment/NPP) do the heavy work.

Yo Rek I understand lower test so to reduce aromatization. But MENT converts even stronger than test is what I think a few folks were getting at.

Add in that high E2 usually increases side effects from elevated prolactin and there’s my number one potential issue due to the MENT + NPP pairing.

If I were you I would have caber and letrozole on hand. I would consider subbing out NPP for primo or EQ due to their e2 lowering properties for a ton of users.

Just some considerations before you embark on your journey.

Whatever you decide, I’ll be curious to see your mutation. Just listen to your body and mind and try not to ignore any warning signs.

Good luck!

 

[RekTest]

Well,
NPP is really wrecking my shit right now, really having to concentrate to control myself, mentally, to not flip on things. not too sure I continue the NPP, not the same easy run like last time I ran it.

 

[RekTest]

I am not happy. I need to step away and chill… I really wanted this thread deleted, but I will leave it up for anyone who may gather inspiration from it while on their weight loss journey
I want to remind anyone on that journey, If I can do it you can too brother, do not give up.
You will see greatness


This is where I started


To today, I have fucking veins in my lats, I am not bragging (I look like shit compared to 99% of the folks here)
I am showing you, it is possible brother, do not give up.
Keep it up, believe in yourself, the journey is hard never stop believing. I believe in you.
Dont doubt yourself, you have the strength to do it.



If anyone reading this needs encouragement, shoot me a dm or tag me in wherever and I will cheer you on to the fullest of my heart, you will make it brother.
I will be around meso, because I cant step away, but I will be not visiting this thread for a while. Too much here.

V2 RekTest is on hold. I need to go re-find myself.
The current RekTest isn’t me.

 

[JG91]

What aren’t you happy with? This has to be one of the top 10 transformations on Meso.

Did you start gear at that top body fat? How was estrogen control at that point?

When you’re up for it I hope you make a new thread. I want to see a full mad man bulking blitz. I want to see that full 600 ml jar flowing through your veins.

 

[ineffectual]

I am not happy. I need to step away and chill… I really wanted this thread deleted, but I will leave it up for anyone who may gather inspiration from it while on their weight loss journey
I want to remind anyone on that journey, If I can do it you can too brother, do not give up.
You will see greatness


This is where I started
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To today, I have fucking veins in my lats, I am not bragging (I look like shit compared to 99% of the folks here)
I am showing you, it is possible brother, do not give up.
Keep it up, believe in yourself, the journey is hard never stop believing. I believe in you.
Dont doubt yourself, you have the strength to do it.
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If anyone reading this needs encouragement, shoot me a dm or tag me in wherever and I will cheer you on to the fullest of my heart, you will make it brother.
I will be around meso, because I cant step away, but I will be not visiting this thread for a while. Too much here.

V2 RekTest is on hold. I need to go re-find myself.
The current RekTest isn’t me.

I think you look great. Keep up the good work.

 

[PiscesMoon]

Thanks for sharing about how you are feeling @RekTest ... Wishing peace & safety your way, as you return to balance on your own time.

ps I agree with @ineffectual !

pss Just noticed your longer hair from the before photos, love it.

 

[Trenbolonetax]

I am not happy. I need to step away and chill… I really wanted this thread deleted, but I will leave it up for anyone who may gather inspiration from it while on their weight loss journey
I want to remind anyone on that journey, If I can do it you can too brother, do not give up.
You will see greatness


This is where I started
View attachment 307532View attachment 307538

To today, I have fucking veins in my lats, I am not bragging (I look like shit compared to 99% of the folks here)
I am showing you, it is possible brother, do not give up.
Keep it up, believe in yourself, the journey is hard never stop believing. I believe in you.
Dont doubt yourself, you have the strength to do it.
View attachment 307535
View attachment 307539

If anyone reading this needs encouragement, shoot me a dm or tag me in wherever and I will cheer you on to the fullest of my heart, you will make it brother.
I will be around meso, because I cant step away, but I will be not visiting this thread for a while. Too much here.

V2 RekTest is on hold. I need to go re-find myself.
The current RekTest isn’t me.

You look amazing bro. You look better than 99% of people here; most don't even post pictures. That should tell you something.

Is it possible the NPP is fmessing with your head? I'm a very stable dude but high doses of 19nors mess with my head and make me act out of character.

I feel like you've hopped from mega dose tren, to now megadose NPP. Maybe it's time to consider a feel good cycle of just test + DHT?

Idk what's all at play bro since I don't intimately know you and your life but if you're trying to bulk and also minimize mental side effects, you can have phenomenal progress with test + DHT or test + DHT + EQ, or something like that.

Good luck and keep us all posted. I think everyone here wishes you the best so it's just a bit concerning when we see somewhat cryptic posts like this.