Thanks for sharing this.
I get the impression from your log that you and I both share an intellectual curiosity about compounds, and the desire learn about them and then to try them to find out firsthand what they do.
I've had this since I was a neurobiology undergrad at Cal in the late 90's, when you could still purchase novel psychedelic phenylethylamines and tryptamines on the internet. I eventually lost interest in these when I began to realize that the very best ones were the ones that were already well known. IE, lsd, psilocybin, and MDMA. None of the RC drugs ever measured up, and I feel like the same thing is true with PEDs. IE, AAS>peptides >sarms etc.
But that curiosity is still there and that can be distracting. Maybe we'll find some new shit that's just amazing and safe but I have my doubts.
I especially appreciate your sharing your experience because I look up to your physical achievements but then I have to ask myself, would I trade my emotional well being to have your level of muscularity? I think that would actually be a poor trade. And I have no illusions about your physique being attainable naturally, clearly that is not even remotely possible.
