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Some Motivation Please!!!

gr8whitetrukker

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So I wake up, its thursday 03:00. I look at my alarm and shut the mother fucker off! Here I go again, missed another day of training!

I haven't gone all week. No motivation , work has been ass raping me! Training natty has pushed me to my lunatic fringe. I got low t, ok, fucken sucks. Im hoping that when my eagle lands I can jab away like a possessed demon and gear will keep me steady motivation wise. Truth is most days if I wasn't scared to death of being homeless I wouldn't even get up for work!

What do you guys do to keep the internal flame burning hot!?
 
GET UP OFF YOUR ASS AND PUMP THAT WEIGHT BROTHER!!!!
COME ON YOU LAZY SHIT LETS FUCKING DO THIS SHIT!!!!!
YOU LITTLE PUNY EXCUSE FOR A MAN!!!!! ARE YOU A MAN OR A LITTLE BITCH!!!!!
LIFT THAT FUCKING WEIGHT!!!!! DONT QUIT COME ON!!!!
PUSH THAT SHIT THROUGH THE ROOF AND PUSH YOUR FEET THROUGH THE GROUND YOU PUSSY!!!!!

Come on man I believe in you brother. I know you can do it. Dig deep down inside and you will find the strength you desire to motivate yourself. We are all here to help you.

Ok I tried the yelling approach and the nice calm approach to help motivate you. Let me know if it worked for you [emoji6]
Honestly brother I get my motivation from all of you guys. And having a hot Wife keeps me motivated to because I want to look good for her. I also want to stay in shape to be able to try and keep up with my kids. I wish I had half of the energy they have. Another thing that motivates me is my kids wanting me to show them my muscles and always hanging off of my biceps. You just have to find what works for you my man. Watch some bodybuilding videos on YouTube. Hope I helped some. Just incase you don't realize I was just kidding about all the yelling and calling you names.
 
I get it!

But seriously tho training with low t fucken sucks!!! Progress comes...disappears...comes...disappears.

Work has me bent over 12-14 hrs ed. I try to drag my ass out of bed @0300. Head to the gym and start my work day at 0600. Im good for it most of the time but lately it sucks. Im pretty sure my symptoms are all low t related. I've been dealing with this garbage a long time. I hope some test can straighten me out
 
Basically all you have to do is walk through the gym doors. I'm serious..who shows up to the gym, then says 'nah im goin home'? Never happens. Walk through the door and you will get a work out in, even if time is limited.

You haven't missed a lot though, all things considered. You haven't been in a few days but that's practically nothing in the grand scheme of things and most likely won't have a noticeable impact on your size/strength, so there is no point letting it stress you out. If you are getting enough sleep each night, then just go in tomorrow and lift, simple as that.

My motivation comes from wanting to keep moving forward in my training, strength, size. My workouts run a long time, usually over 2hr, but I enjoy every second I spend in the gym, pure fucking joy. All those workouts, all those sets, reps etc) are what allow me to move forward, and I don't want to miss any of them, I want to take advantage of all of them and more.
 
When I used to train gains were easy to see and I was always in a good mood. Now when I train I get the usual tell signs of impending growth then it all fizzles out to nothing fucking sucks. I cant wait to start a damn cycle
 
Why does it fizzle out? Is it a diet or sleep issue? Obviously you are not going backwards (hopefully) in your development, and depending on how strong / big you are, you may be at a point where making gains as a natural / off cycle will be verrrry slow.
 
People train for different reasons. Some want the girls, some want the guns, some for athletics, some for competition. No one can burn the wick at both ends all the time, you will have off days but you gotta drag yourself in there and do work.

I train for myself. It's a fucking one man war when I walk in there. I IDGAF who's there, what they are doing, who's watching me. I put my hood up and blast death metal. Each set I have a goal in my head and I won't fuckin quit till I hit it or blow past it. I snort, cuss, and spit, some days I squat with a trashcan close. I've pulled a big DL before and taken two steps and had to grab the wall to keep from hittin' the deck. The ONLY thing I care about is being better than I was yesterday. The rugged good looks and health benefits are just a bonus :D
 
Indeed verrrrrrrrry slow!

6'1 251 always natty

Diet is pretty fucken awesome

I train every other day due to soreness.

I clocked in at 289 total t by my doc. Im looking to kiss my natty days goodbye
 
gr8whitetrukker said:
I get it!

But seriously tho training with low t fucken sucks!!! Progress comes...disappears...comes...disappears.

Work has me bent over 12-14 hrs ed. I try to drag my ass out of bed @0300. Head to the gym and start my work day at 0600. Im good for it most of the time but lately it sucks. Im pretty sure my symptoms are all low t related. I've been dealing with this garbage a long time. I hope some test can straighten me out
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gr8whitetrukker said:
So I wake up, its thursday 03:00. I look at my alarm and shut the mother fucker off! Here I go again, missed another day of training!

I haven't gone all week. No motivation , work has been ass raping me! Training natty has pushed me to my lunatic fringe. I got low t, ok, fucken sucks. Im hoping that when my eagle lands I can jab away like a possessed demon and gear will keep me steady motivation wise. Truth is most days if I wasn't scared to death of being homeless I wouldn't even get up for work!

What do you guys do to keep the internal flame burning hot!?
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You've got a lot on your plate. I can tell you at least one thing you can do that will improve your life and the lives of those folks who have no doubt wondered what atrocity they may have committed in a past life to warrant having to see your smiling face every day....while waiting on the corner in front of the home depot for the pick up to take you to the grape fields, force a smile and ask the group of immigrants with you to please pinch the loose skin on the back of your arms every time the word "natty" slides out of that charm box of yours.
They may not have any idea what you're saying but it may wake you up to how bizarre and detached you have become by isolating yourself from the world. Your forced career change from White Trash truck driver to working the fields was the obvious move of a man with a traumatic brain injury separated from a locked facility.
I guarantee that if you were to lay out your issues to an audience made up of any segment or total sum of any civilized or 3rd world country that you would be the only one that would conclude the culprit to be a hormone deficiency. I also will wager that no fewer than 10 out of 100 if they haven't become ill already will report a surge of rage immediately upon processing your utterance of "natty" used by a guy willing to do anything to help lend legitimacy to his claim of being a gym rat that's gonna start squatting when he gets his tren, yo.
You'll be exposed when you pause just a second to long when asked if it's true that steroids make your pee pee shrink.
Join a dating web site, first. There's someone for everyone. You'll also be able to practice and review before posting to be sure the assholes suggestion isn't so far off. I can guarantee that if by some twist of fate I find myself behind a guy in line someplace and see the pic in my head appear in front of me and that word fires out of your suck box I will quickly close any distance between us and using my forearm as the equalizer I will rub the side of your face raw and leave you with an Indian burn as proof of my prophecy.
 
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Thats a tall order to attack a combat marine like that. I pray for YOU this never happens...

Seriously why such an ass whole?
 
biggerben69 said:
You've got a lot on your plate. I can tell you at least one thing you can do that will improve your life and the lives of those folks who have no doubt wondered what atrocity they may have committed in a past life to warrant having to see your smiling face every day....while waiting on the corner in front of the home depot for the pick up to take you to the grape fields, force a smile and ask the group of immigrants with you to please pinch the loose skin on the back of your arms every time the word "natty" slides out of that charm box of yours.
They may not have any idea what you're saying but it may wake you up to how bizarre and detached you have become by isolating yourself from the world. Your forced career change from White Trash truck driver to working the fields was the obvious move of a man with a traumatic brain injury separated from a locked facility.
I guarantee that if you were to lay out your issues to an audience made up of any segment or total sum of any civilized or 3rd world country that you would be the only one that would conclude the culprit to be a hormone deficiency. I also will wager that no fewer than 10 out of 100 if they haven't become ill already will report a surge of rage immediately upon processing your utterance of "natty" used by a guy willing to do anything to help lend legitimacy to his claim of being a gym rat that's gonna start squatting when he gets his tren, yo.
You'll be exposed when you pause just a second to long when asked if it's true that steroids make your pee pee shrink.
Join a dating web site, first. There's someone for everyone. You'll also be able to practice and review before posting to be sure the assholes suggestion isn't so far off. I can guarantee that if by some twist of fate I find myself behind a guy in line someplace and see the pic in my head appear in front of me and that word fires out of your suck box I will quickly close any distance between us and using my forearm as the equalizer I will rub the side of your face raw and leave you with an Indian burn as proof of my prophecy.
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BB, I have nothing but the utmost respect for you and your contributions to the community here. But WTF?

This guy is new and if you look through his posts he has no experience using AAS and came here for info and advice from well respected vets like yourself in beginning his first cycle in his 30's. He has built what I consider an impressive base over the years training, check his pic out in his intro thread. So I don't think lack of motivation, diet, or discipline is lacking. He got bloodwork and proved his levels are considerable low for his age and just looking to research and contribute in anyway he can. I love how you indiscriminately blast crooked SRC's and look out for the members here, but what is a pointed personal attack on a new member really going to accomplish??

and yes I'm new here too, and I don't have a ton of experience blasting which is why I come here for info from guys like yourself. If I deserve to be in your crosshairs then so be it, but I'm hoping you're still just celebrating your homecoming and soon we can get back on track to building the best user driven board there is...MESO.
 
We all have a purpose and all have our crosses. Thought we could good cop bad cop him. Or maybe I wanted to convince the conspiracy theorists that even though we may very well be under surveillance that it's now better than 50 50 that it's me posting.
How about this one....maybe I'm just sad and lonely and live a miserable and phony existence and I'm so broken and rotten that I'll be bad and mean to get any attention and to hopefully at least be somebody here.
Maybe my grandfather habitually raped my mother from the age of 11 to 17 in a drunken rage and then punished and told her god hates girls that wear the things she does. Maybe she latched on to my father to escape this unspeakable sickness and left her younger brother to fend for himself and be sexually assaulted and humiliated by their sadist/alcoholic mother.
Maybe I still wonder how and why she could and would send my sister and I to the house where all that horror and evil took place for summer vacation? Why did she hate us. I wish she would have drowned us in the tub instead.
 
It sounds to me like you need a change in life. I would consider looking for another job. It sounds like you're at a job you cannot stand and it's causing you to become overtired and stressed out, and your lifestyle is suffering from it. Working 12-14 hours a day absolutely sucks, 14 hr days are pretty rough!! Your low testosterone could be coming from stress, long hours, and diet. Test bounces up and down on a daily basis, one day you could be 285 and the next day you'll be 350.

Money helps, but it's not everything. There comes a point where you need to enjoy your life also, even if it's nothing more than a jog in the park of watching a movie with a couple drinks. Life is too short man, start looking for another career move. No needle is going to change those bullshit work hours
 
Some of you guys have never been there before. Testosterone controls everything in a mans brain. EVERYTHING, not just sex drive and energy. Without enough of it, the anxiety, depression, and lack of motivation is so bad it will destroy your world. Either help the guy out, offer some logical input, or leave the dude the fuck alone.
 
Mix it up. Shit, i did a goofy ass 300 style workout for 3 weeks just to lay off the heavy shit and give my joints a rest for a bit. I've also gone the complete opposite way and cycled down to singles when i was in a rut. Of course i can only do that when the knees, shoulder tie-ins, and such feel 100%.

Singles and doubles seem to get my shit going regardless of how unmotivated i am. This is probably due to the fact that i know i will get embarrassed by the weights if i half-ass singles. Nothing like topping that deadlift day off with a failure at a shitty weight because i was dicking around.

So pick one way or the other to go, either more girly or more beastly for a bit and then take another run at it. You know your body best. Does your nervous system and joints need a break from heavy training or do you need to shock the piss out of them with some low reps/max effort? Check out some of the Ed Coan style powerlift training cycles.

Btw, i think cycling down to low numbers helps my natural test/gh level more than high reps.
 
Demondosage said:
It sounds to me like you need a change in life. I would consider looking for another job. It sounds like you're at a job you cannot stand and it's causing you to become overtired and stressed out, and your lifestyle is suffering from it. Working 12-14 hours a day absolutely sucks, 14 hr days are pretty rough!! Your low testosterone could be coming from stress, long hours, and diet. Test bounces up and down on a daily basis, one day you could be 285 and the next day you'll be 350.

Money helps, but it's not everything. There comes a point where you need to enjoy your life also, even if it's nothing more than a jog in the park of watching a movie with a couple drinks. Life is too short man, start looking for another career move. No needle is going to change those bullshit work hours
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Career move, doubtful. You must understand these are part of my line of work. To alot of people 14 hours a day is breath taking. I grew up on a farm worked myself till calluses built freakishly strong hands. I watched my native american grandfather work himself stupid ,on said farm, to raise my mother and siblings. Vietnam veteran, warm hearted but the worst enemy you'd ever fathom having. I guess THAT runs in the bloodline...

Point is its the test. I make fuckin awesome money in my line of work, in my position. That won't change. I actually like my new job cuz its allowed me to start training again. I apologize if my bleeding vagina offends some but this is a forum soooooooooo
 
I think Ben was just fucking with you if i had to guess. Some people are motivated by people jumping their shit. As a Marine i would think you had experience in this area. Can't be superman 24/7 every day of the week, but we can try. I'm definitely not in superman mode right now, but i keep on plugging.
 
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