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Better Get going .. they getting restless
Better Get going .. they getting restless
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Jesus you're dumb!
I’m looking forward to Dragons Blood again
Shit .. that’s my pre workout right there. Add trne/tne to .. you in for a ride..I didn’t really get much out of the dragon’s blood. Maybe I was expecting something else. All I really got was a rapid heartbeat and very thirsty lol. No real energy boost
Shit .. that’s my pre workout right there. Add trne/tne to .. you in for a ride..
You know what really got me down. I can't Remember exactly when, but it was like 6 months ago. It affected my everything, but i had to put my dog/best friend down. He was acting weird and i took him to the vet and they said cancer was way advanced. Trippy thing was i didn't tell anybody and it was like the day after i put him down and 2 members started a convo in this thread about their dogs. Not begrudging them. Just thought it was spooky ironic. Guess you could say I've had a rough year. Maybe not as rough as some and i should consider myself blessed. Anyways, don't know why i shared this story with everyone, but there ya go, lol. I still get emotional from time to time, but when i think about my buddy and get a bit emotional i just think about something funny he's done and i start laughing. He was such a lovin dog.It's crazy to me when I first joined these forms I would read threw whole threads so I had an idea of what was going on, and alot of the times if I had questions if I read through the thread I would whind up finding my answer, its frustrating to see how lazy some new members can be, I'm still new here I would consider myself but Iean fuck this is common sense shit here , if u read u would know
1) Stan isn't open currently, he will be in another CPL weeks from what I read, he stocking up so he has enough on hand.
2) if u were on his private list already those people have priority which they should. This doesn't mean the list is shut ur gunna have to keep an eye on this thread and read every so often for when he opens back up and to see if u can get on the list.
3) half the time u ask a question if u scroll up alil ur answer is right there and has already been answered. Admagin how frustrating it must be for Stan to get asked the same question 20 times in one day and that's just one of the same questions he prob get about 15 a day and most the time the answer is right there.
4) fucking read u new guys don't just sling questions around like monkeys sling shit... The best advise I ever got was read and read some more and always keep an open mind. I'm sure there will be a notice or announcement from Stanford when he's ready sure ull get a CPL days advance if not I still should be paying attention to the thread even if u just skim through it, just back alil ways CPL pages there was recent testing results on the raws he gunna be using when he comes back pretty important info... I know alot of u new members are in a rush and think oh I'll just blurt out my question and someone will give me a nice kozie answer or I'll message one of the bigger more popular guys in here and ask him, what u have to remember is that guy busted his ass studying reading through important stuff and bullshit stuff and it took him prob awhile so why should he just give u answers on a silver platter...
Idk maybe it's me it's just drives me alil crazy some of the questions meanwhile four questions back that exact question was answered, or they'll ask stanford hey I wanna order or hey I sent u an email ur not answering well if u read he hasn't been answering any emails my man is still recovering. Just read alil guys even if u go back the last five pages and read from there till the end so u atleast have an idea of what's going on.
by the way it's nice to see Stanford more upbeat and posting I remember reading before n u seemed really down. Good to see u way more upbeat, also glad ur coming back hopefully I'm able to get a order in once things are back up and running... And as for primo and dosage I really think the perfect dosage to make it at is 150mg per ml 200 is good but u gotta worry when winter comes or it crashing in general and then also it potentially have pip at 200mg, so somewhere between 125-150 to me is perfect... And finally gyms are opening in a CPL days in my state thank God I think we were like the last state to allow gyms to reopen mine open on the 1st so this Tuesday thank God now I just gotta get back into the routine and prepping meals, I'm just happy to finally be able to actually train again , I'm gunna be pretty sore that first week or two back, but I miss that sore feeling just can't over due it like lat time whinded up getting rabdo.... Anyway hopefully some new members will read the top so they have an idea of the deal and what's going on
You know what really got me down. I can't Remember exactly when, but it was like 6 months ago. It affected my everything, but i had to put my dog/best friend down. He was acting weird and i took him to the vet and they said cancer was way advanced. Trippy thing was i didn't tell anybody and it was like the day after i put him down and 2 members started a convo in this thread about their dogs. Not begrudging them. Just thought it was spooky ironic. Guess you could say I've had a rough year. Maybe not as rough as some and i should consider myself blessed. Anyways, don't know why i shared this story with everyone, but there ya go, lol. I still get emotional from time to time, but when i think about my buddy and get a bit emotional i just think about something funny he's done and i start laughing. He was such a lovin dog.
I was with you the entire ride you just took me on until the very end with the licking the birds blood and eating the brains!I had the same thing happen man. I had a pure breed Britney spaniel. Her father was an crazy all American special hunting dog and the mother was a bueatiful show dog, I got her from a breeder, we weren't even aloud to pick which dog we wanted and we had to go to her house five times and hang out with the puppy's and she would pick which one we got. She like matched them up to what we wanted and to our personalities, she learned so ridiculously fast how to bird hunt like pheasant and quail, and usually u have to teach them to be a pointer cause some are pointers where they get right up on the bird and wait for u to get closer and flush the bird flushers just got on a bird and they stay within like 30 yards of u and u can tell when really any dog is getting close to a bird they start to wiggle there tail and go crazy there noses sound like a pigs almost... But she was not only amazing at hunting she was crazy smart she would get jealous as hell if I was chilling with a chick and would jump up on the bed and have to get between us it was funny as hell man, she had her own personailty almost like part human...then all this terrible shit happens to me well like I said people go through worse but me and my girl broke up four years pretty much wasted, and like a CPL months after that I would take her for long walks and I could tell she kept sneezing and she never did that, anyway each day it got worse and worse I thought maybe she's got a cold or something it sounded like she had a stuffy nose, so I took her to the vet thinking I'll get some meds and some shots and it'll clear it got alil better but it started to get so bad that's u could tell it was bothering her she couldn't sleep properly I tried everything the vet said they couldn't see anything in her nose. So it got to where I could tell she was really not in pain suffering but I was having to stay up all night petting her trying to get her to breath from her mouth instead of her nose and she was getting so tired she was knoding over and st that point I said enough, I had to go to work so my dad and aunt took to this special hospital for animals in NJ
. And it was a crazy amount of money they wanted like 3 grand to do a CT scan and they couldn't tell me if they did it and found something that she would make it through the surgery she was still somewhat young and super healthy for the most part.... They couldn't see anything either in her nose just by looking. The vets there said she prob has some kind of cancer and a growth that's restricting her breathing from the nose. I was at work I wasn't even there. I got a phone call cause I told my dad if u gotta put her down just do it cause I could tell even though she would wag her snipped tail that she was suffering expecially at night she would almost fall over... But I got a call at work and my dad explained everything they said and that the surgery would cost like upwards of 8500 at the time I didn't care I woulda paid it but they said the type of surgery woulda been serious and they didn't know how far it had spread and she would have a very hard recovery if she made it through the surgery . It was the vet saying ur better to put her to sleep so I told my dad to decide that I would pay for it if he thought there was a good chance. Anyway when I got home from work and didn't see her jump up on the couch and look out the window she was gone, werid I usually never cry but I remember deff balling in the truck for awhile before I went inside, my dad was a wreck cause my dad knew how much she meant to me. I doubt I'll ever have another dog as smart as she was and that had a personailty like she did , she literally could read ur moods.... I prob cried more about the dog and longer then I did for some humans that I was really close with. After that I said I'm never getting another dog, and I just recently kinda started looking for another Britney.
It sucks loosing a dog man expecially when uv gorwn up with been threw shit together come home from a shit days of work and ur best buddy is there always finds a way to cheer u up, she loved hunting man or going down to the beach and running full speed trying to catch the sea gulls , people hated when we showed up cause they knew they weren't gunna get or find any birds so alot of the times they would just join our group, she made other dogs look stupid silly other dogs would go right past the bird literally run right past it she was crazy deadly and idk why but on the way home she loved licking the bloods from the birds head and sometimes she ate it, idk if it had to do with the blood or the brain of the bird idk she loved it though it was like her treat on the drive home. It deff for sure sucks loosing ur best friend man cause that's pretty much what they are
I am on your private list... Are you starting a totally different one once your up and running?Haven't made a private list yet. Folks will still have a chance to be on it. Will make list when i announce I've opened back up. We're at least a few weeks away.
We did a lot of research before getting a dog. A britney was the top pick. In the end we ended up rescuing a dog from the pound. He was about 4 when we got him. Was a black lab, border collie mix. Throughout my years I've kind of learned, it's better not to pick the dog. Let the dog pick you. Anyways, so sorry for your loss. She sounds like a beautiful dog and a great friend. My dog used to do the same thing when i would hug the wife or something. Would try forcing his nose in between us to try and get us to pay attention to him. The wife and i would sometimes hug just to get a laugh. I put my foot down and said "no more dogs". Somehow we now have two little tazmanian devils running around play fighting and jumping all over everything.I had the same thing happen man. I had a pure breed Britney spaniel. Her father was an crazy all American special hunting dog and the mother was a bueatiful show dog, I got her from a breeder, we weren't even aloud to pick which dog we wanted and we had to go to her house five times and hang out with the puppy's and she would pick which one we got. She like matched them up to what we wanted and to our personalities, she learned so ridiculously fast how to bird hunt like pheasant and quail, and usually u have to teach them to be a pointer cause some are pointers where they get right up on the bird and wait for u to get closer and flush the bird flushers just got on a bird and they stay within like 30 yards of u and u can tell when really any dog is getting close to a bird they start to wiggle there tail and go crazy there noses sound like a pigs almost... But she was not only amazing at hunting she was crazy smart she would get jealous as hell if I was chilling with a chick and would jump up on the bed and have to get between us it was funny as hell man, she had her own personailty almost like part human...then all this terrible shit happens to me well like I said people go through worse but me and my girl broke up four years pretty much wasted, and like a CPL months after that I would take her for long walks and I could tell she kept sneezing and she never did that, anyway each day it got worse and worse I thought maybe she's got a cold or something it sounded like she had a stuffy nose, so I took her to the vet thinking I'll get some meds and some shots and it'll clear it got alil better but it started to get so bad that's u could tell it was bothering her she couldn't sleep properly I tried everything the vet said they couldn't see anything in her nose. So it got to where I could tell she was really not in pain suffering but I was having to stay up all night petting her trying to get her to breath from her mouth instead of her nose and she was getting so tired she was knoding over and st that point I said enough, I had to go to work so my dad and aunt took to this special hospital for animals in NJ
. And it was a crazy amount of money they wanted like 3 grand to do a CT scan and they couldn't tell me if they did it and found something that she would make it through the surgery she was still somewhat young and super healthy for the most part.... They couldn't see anything either in her nose just by looking. The vets there said she prob has some kind of cancer and a growth that's restricting her breathing from the nose. I was at work I wasn't even there. I got a phone call cause I told my dad if u gotta put her down just do it cause I could tell even though she would wag her snipped tail that she was suffering expecially at night she would almost fall over... But I got a call at work and my dad explained everything they said and that the surgery would cost like upwards of 8500 at the time I didn't care I woulda paid it but they said the type of surgery woulda been serious and they didn't know how far it had spread and she would have a very hard recovery if she made it through the surgery . It was the vet saying ur better to put her to sleep so I told my dad to decide that I would pay for it if he thought there was a good chance. Anyway when I got home from work and didn't see her jump up on the couch and look out the window she was gone, werid I usually never cry but I remember deff balling in the truck for awhile before I went inside, my dad was a wreck cause my dad knew how much she meant to me. I doubt I'll ever have another dog as smart as she was and that had a personailty like she did , she literally could read ur moods.... I prob cried more about the dog and longer then I did for some humans that I was really close with. After that I said I'm never getting another dog, and I just recently kinda started looking for another Britney.
It sucks loosing a dog man expecially when uv gorwn up with been threw shit together come home from a shit days of work and ur best buddy is there always finds a way to cheer u up, she loved hunting man or going down to the beach and running full speed trying to catch the sea gulls , people hated when we showed up cause they knew they weren't gunna get or find any birds so alot of the times they would just join our group, she made other dogs look stupid silly other dogs would go right past the bird literally run right past it she was crazy deadly and idk why but on the way home she loved licking the bloods from the birds head and sometimes she ate it, idk if it had to do with the blood or the brain of the bird idk she loved it though it was like her treat on the drive home. It deff for sure sucks loosing ur best friend man cause that's pretty much what they are
It will be the same private email. Not the stanford1 email.I am on your private list... Are you starting a totally different one once your up and running?
Hey, perhaps I'm not understanding correctly, but when he restarts will he be taking orders from folks that haven't ordered from him previously, or no?It will be the same private email. Not the stanford1 email.
If he posts info on being added to the private list you will see it. If not, then he is staying with his current private list.Hey, perhaps I'm not understanding correctly, but when he restarts will he be taking orders from folks that haven't ordered from him previously, or no?
Hey, perhaps I'm not understanding correctly, but when he restarts will he be taking orders from folks that haven't ordered from him previously, or no?
His post rivals Old Yeller. Dogs are very special. I’ve had some great ones but there is always that one dog. My girl was Lena. It was short for romulina. Spanish for a “dirt devil” or tornado. Bitch was triple aaa bad ass. At everything. She literally saved my health/life on numerous occasions. A pic of her is in Scallys dog thread. I should pop an adex before I go look at it. Lol.I was with you the entire ride you just took me on until the very end with the licking the birds blood and eating the brains!
If its ok with you i'm going to bookmark your post but get one of my computer guys to take that last bit out? Lol..no, I'll take the good with the gross.
I enjoyed your post. I like it when I can feel what the story teller was feeling.
There are times when meso is an extra special place. Its more important and more meaningful than usual at times for me.
Its when meso becomes an outlet for myself or another member.
There have been times when I've needed this place to help me get past something. I often don't realize it until I've spilled my guts and taken up a ridiculous amount of space...as is my MO.
Thank you for your honesty. You didn't ask for anyone's opinion but I think its time you got yourself another partner...another dog.
As much as you have to give an animal as far as love and caring go, I think a relationship with a rescued dog would be huge and extra special. You've got a big heart. I bet it would be huge for both you and your "to be determined" friend.