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Will just say I gave him a way to make a few bucks and he’s shit on me ..... I know a ton of guys that have helped him from meso and other forms.... my problem is I’m always willing to help everyone I can ... and iv giving him chance after chance and once I’m finally done with someone that’s it .... don’t get me wrong I love tank but at some point I have to cut him off ....
 
Will just say I gave him a way to make a few bucks and he’s shit on me ..... I know a ton of guys that have helped him from meso and other forms.... my problem is I’m always willing to help everyone I can ... and iv giving him chance after chance and once I’m finally done with someone that’s it .... don’t get me wrong I love tank but at some point I have to cut him off ....

I don't blame you bro. We like to help our own out because it also helps us. Unfortunately there are some that don't REALLY wanna change for any significant amount of time though...just enough to get back up and go another round lol. Seemed like he could've possibly had reservations after the last spell cause he rebounded really fast lol. I remember the feeling after I'd REALLY decided enough was enough and I can promise you that's a hopeless feeling. Either way respect to you and I wish him the best. Just glad he didn't drag you down with him.
 
Will just say I gave him a way to make a few bucks and he’s shit on me ..... I know a ton of guys that have helped him from meso and other forms.... my problem is I’m always willing to help everyone I can ... and iv giving him chance after chance and once I’m finally done with someone that’s it .... don’t get me wrong I love tank but at some point I have to cut him off ....
I sent him an old iPhone to help him out over the summer .. I don’t know him that well just in here..
 
Im finally startin to get my ass back into a normal routine. Its always nice to see a bunch of familiar faces lol. @bickel29 your looking Big AF in your avi brother...hella good work :)
Hey Brother-- You still around SG>? Heard from Bigger Ben? He is MIA--hope by his choice.
 
Haven't heard from either since I got out. He might check his proton mail. He might just be getting out of the scene, dudes been calling out shitty sources over message boards since bush was in office.
I know he did have a long term plan on exiting.. I hope he is not taking an involuntary vacation!
 
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Thanks for the concern @guyzcool and @Burleyboyz
I'm far from ok, but i think I'm as good as I'm gonna get. When i got out of the hospital i wasn't able to walk, but a few feet. Now i can walk about 30 or 40 yards if i push myself to the limit. Sometimes i have to use a walker. Good days, bad days. Mentally I'm so much better. Serious depression when it happened. Thank god for beer and tequila. Saved my life, lol. The walking part is just part of what I'm going through. Don't want to give too much detail in an open forum. What happened to me was absolutely amazing and not in a good way. It all could have been avoided if the powers that be would have done thier job. Guess it is what it is.
 
Thanks for the concern @guyzcool and @Burleyboyz
I'm far from ok, but i think I'm as good as I'm gonna get. When i got out of the hospital i wasn't able to walk, but a few feet. Now i can walk about 30 or 40 yards if i push myself to the limit. Sometimes i have to use a walker. Good days, bad days. Mentally I'm so much better. Serious depression when it happened. Thank god for beer and tequila. Saved my life, lol. The walking part is just part of what I'm going through. Don't want to give too much detail in an open forum. What happened to me was absolutely amazing and not in a good way. It all could have been avoided if the powers that be would have done thier job. Guess it is what it is.
In my prayers brother
 
Thanks for the concern @guyzcool and @Burleyboyz
I'm far from ok, but i think I'm as good as I'm gonna get. When i got out of the hospital i wasn't able to walk, but a few feet. Now i can walk about 30 or 40 yards if i push myself to the limit. Sometimes i have to use a walker. Good days, bad days. Mentally I'm so much better. Serious depression when it happened. Thank god for beer and tequila. Saved my life, lol. The walking part is just part of what I'm going through. Don't want to give too much detail in an open forum. What happened to me was absolutely amazing and not in a good way. It all could have been avoided if the powers that be would have done thier job. Guess it is what it is.

I have a neighbor who was hit by a truck and is now paralyzed from the waist down (driver was intoxicated). I know this because I helped him move stuff out of his apartment that was on the third story with no elevators. He couldn’t thank me enough and offered to pay me which I kindly declined.

I have no idea what your going through but seeing a guy in his mid twenties never being able to use his legs again was extremely humbling and makes you look at life in a different perspective and appreciate small things much more.

Sounds like you are doing well and I hope as time goes on you are able to get to where you were before this all happens and most likely you will be in a better mind state.

Best
AB
 
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