Pretty sad man in a way, that sym would just straight up dip out and not even just man up and say hey I fucked up let me fix whatever orders I'll make sure everyone is done right and filter a hundred percent and atleast make people whole man, just man up and say hey I got over worked and rushed and fucked up, don't just ignore people's email dude expecially people that supposedly supported u Inna difficult time dude , expecially when u we're in the hospital wishing.u the best, it's just a scummy ass thing to do now I only skimmed though stuff but I could be missing some stuff if I am I apologise.... Like what's so hard about just making up and saying hey I fucked up big time and had a serious issue and talk to the guys and maybe say I'm gunna work on bring someone in I trust, idk maybe I'm wrong guys , I just believe in handing things like a fucking man if I do something wrong I splogize and say sorry and would make people whole with clean quailty gear..... What's so hard about opening everything up.and filtering his stock..... It seems like to me my man is just gunna dipset, which means in the long wrong he didn't give two shits about us or our health man.... I hope this isn't the case, cause he did do alot of other things right but honestly the number 1 thing all around in making sure ur shit is sterile u can legit ruin someone's career and lift or even kill them with a simple blood infection.... I thought maybe telling him to not give up.ams.to.contuine on and giving him ideas would be receptive but I got met with no emails back which to me is a fuck u and a spit in the face..... Sorry guys just had to vent but now I see where big is coming from and why he is the way he is I always thought he was harsh on srcs but now I know why and I'm glad he's a member here man along with the rest of the guys.....idk why it's so hard to just simply do the right thing man.... It suck a shame now the hunt for any new domestic is on , I don't even think there is any on meso now currently with sym gone probably and Stan also gone .... Looks like I'll ha e to do some searching