Being told a few things off Meso I felt it was only right I come back to clear things up: (I skimmed the thread and mentions so I have some idea of stuff, but might be missing key points, so I apologize there).
I want to be very straight in saying that
no one on here knew me before this (except apparently Jano, who by the sounds of it knew (of) me on a different board I shitpost on). No one here "invited in a shill", or plotted or planned to destroy
@TitaniumGear (TGI), or anything like that. I'm the only one who deserves any fingers pointed at them.
I found out (very recently) Kim and I had a mutual friend off of Meso. That mutual friend is not a source or UGL or anything like that, just a friend of ours both. She wasn't the one who invited me here, either, if you want to go look back on the HGH female posts you can see that. I came to TGI's thread because I got multiple mentions in here and a few invites (thanks to my ass PFP, literally). That's the extent of any connections.
I am biologically female and I do know what I know about male steroids because I help men with their cycles on other forums and irl. For over several years. If men can coach females and help them with their cycles, why can't the opposite be true? That kind of skepticism is just sexism. (And I am not calling any individual here sexist, for the record, just addressing the general disbelief).
I have absolutely 0 intentions of starting shop on Meso. But I am going to start repping on other forums and venues, so I didn't want there to be any confusion if you guys from here end up seeing that. That's why I mentioned it in the thread. That's it, that's honestly all. I wasn't 100% sure on Meso's rules - I know once you're a rep/ugl you need to stay in your own thread, I just wasn't sure if I had leave when I'm not repping on Meso. I didn't want to steal anyone, shit on anyones hard work, or "drum up business" or whatever else is being thrown around.
I really did have fun with everyone and I really was here just to shoot shit and make friends. It really broke my heart reading some of these posts to realize you guys didn't see it that way, and I'm truly sorry that I made anyone feel uncomfortable, suspicious or offended.
I have nothing but respect for everyone and especially for TGI. I left and quit posting because of this respect, not because things were "too heated and I needed to come clean" (heat over what? I'm the only one who said anything about this, and it was as soon as I accepted anything).
In retrospect I understand saying things in thread was a bad choice. I know that now and I deeply apologize. My intentions were not malicious. I won't be posting any more after this, as again, I am now aware of the extent of Meso's rules and I don't want to hurt anyone by being here. Thank you and take care.
