Mr.Oz
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Many of you have seen me post and comment from time to time and I've been around for awhile. I want to let everyone know what happened to me. I am 40years old, great health and I never get sick. I was taking 3ml of test cyp 250 a week and I've been doing that for a long time because I don't make test naturally and I got it underground because I don't have insurance. I was at the end of also with that about a 5month run of tren ace using 100 a day. I've done this plenty its the dose that works for me but never for exactly that long. I work hard and I had worked the day this happened just as everyday life. Later in the evening after going to bed I woke up to get a snack and I felt like I couldn't breath,as if I had pressure in my chest or like I was drowning. I called 911 and they came and got me treating me as if its no big deal. After a short drive in the ambulance things went south. I lost almost all lung capacity to breath in air and started violently spitting up fluid from my lungs. I heard the driver change hospitals and say something about critical condition, not the words you wanna hear as your fighting for your life. At this point he bags me to force air into me. I've never suffered like this before in my life. I was laying there violently thrashing fighting for air and wondering why am I not dying yet. I get to the ER and I'm surrounded by doctors cutting off my clothes and I was swelling in my midsection. Last thing I remember was them telling me they are inserting a breathing tube and me screaming for them to knock me out because I was running out of fight left in me. They fought constantly for four hours to save my life and I almost died in the back of that ambulance. Turns out it was my heart only working at20% which made me fill up full in my lungs with fluid that my kidneys couldn't get rid of. All this was caused by PERMANENT DAMAGE TO MY HEART which gave me congestive heart failure which I will have for life. I'm still very sick. I lost about 40lbs in just a few days. I may or may not recover my heart function,its now 10 to15% and I only have 50\50 odds of it getting any better. I may have to go on disability because I'm too weak to work anymore so I can't support my own family. Brothers learn from me and don't let my story be yours. Life is fragile and the damage done is certainly from the things I was putting in my body And now I am reaping what I have down. I know lots dothe same things without this happening,but is it worth the gamble of your life and ability to support your family as a man, a father and a husband. I promise you it is not when you stand where I am looking back. Pray for me,pray for my family and please think hard and be careful with what you put in your body. You never know when your story could be like my own........or worse.