So u dont think ive reached my genetic potential? (The last pic is taken on my absolute peak i kept that form for 3weeks and got sloppy asf again and downsized a little bit)
There’s A LOT of younger guys that come thru. Exactly like you. Look, we ALL get it, it’s why we’ve all made the decision to run steroids. You likely have body dysmorphia which is very common. I’m sure I have it. I’m a whole lot bigger now than I was 15 years ago yet I don’t see myself or feel myself that way. Or, you see yourself as “too fat” so you refrain from feeding yourself the way you should.
Your 4 year transformation is great, congratulations, seriously. That puts you above the normals. But remember where you are here, this is a bodybuilding and steroid harm reduction site - we all look great and massive. You held that look for 3 weeks. You must miss it but you’re not at your genetic potential or you would hold that longer.
You’re getting great “next step” advice and that doesn’t include steroids, yet. Keep doing your thing but without you giving too many details it’s easy to see the areas you need to do better with.
Track your macros and watch the results. Change your training and watch the results. Give it an honest 6 months. Check back in with progress reports.
I can tell you, once you do your first cycle, there’s no turning back. We all made that decision, but we’re all old enough to understand the consequences. Most of us are done having kids. You don’t want to mess with hormones now only to find out later that you’re not as fertile.
Just looking out for you.