Been sober for about a year and a half now after abusing my body for about 5 years with obsessive drinking, lots of coke and opiates. I started off just drinking and smoking weed daily after my mother passed away when I was a young teen, felt like getting high was my escape from the world and what was going on for the moment. Well that shortly turned into anything I could find such as ecstasy pills, coke, Xanax, Vicodin, MDMA, etc I became dependant on drugs quickly and having a good paying job at the time it wasn't an issue getting a fix. Well fast forward some years I lost all my good friends, a girlfriend I dated for 5 years, my other family members hard want anything to do with me. Feel better than ever now that I've cleaned myself up and found the gym, slowly turning my life around and things are going great. fuck that was a long post, stay clean fellows