Wow. I get the rethink everything too. So bad.That is why I don't like it that much. I thought I only got the effect. I mean I think of everything!
MESO-Rx
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Meso drug addicts
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Wow. I get the rethink everything too. So bad.That is why I don't like it that much. I thought I only got the effect. I mean I think of everything!
insaiyan93
New Member
Nah it aint just you. I start thinking of every little fuck up ive ever made, and i think about my current situation and get depressed that im not doing better than i am lol. It just doesnt work for me, makes me sad and shit haha
Wow I just joined the other day and posted a new guy thread, one guy told me I was fucked up cause I was just coming off methadone and started a cycle of sust 250, I've had a past with aas in my 20's and went to opiates to live on for 15 years, got clean and started having pain from old injuries . Ins stead of going back too opiates, and trashing my life. I chose to start mdone, what a mistake, I'm currently fighting to stay off mdone, and forgot the effects that aas give you. It's helping me feel better and fight my withdrawal, why didn't I remember the joys of bodybuilding till now? Today at the gym though I think I tore a tendon,and did I mention I'm 43, can anyone tell me the best aas to go with sust250 , I don't want anymore injuries and need this one too heal. It's nice too see Im not the only addict in this forum. Proud of all u guys!
Methadone is an opiate...
Yeah I know I was on oxy's for years, and the responsible thing I thought was to get on mdone. Because it was more regulated than a bottle of pills and I'm sure all the guys on that stuff before know how hard it is too have a bottle, I'm off now , I've been fighting the addiction for a long time, turning back to bodybuilding is a positive for me and guys that post comments like methadone is an opiate, sounds like someone who just wants too show you know more. I didn't post too ask for a argument or too be harassed, only too commend the guys who have the BALLS to say they are an addict, whether it be recovering or presently using. It's a different world out there an closed minded people should keep there comments too themselves till they walk in others shoes. The only ones I judge are the idiots who judge others.!!
If you hadn't already started I'd recommended training naturally for a year or so while you got sober and learned to function without opiates. Congrats on taking steps to get off though, brother. It's an evil drug.
I spent a decade fighting those demons. Oxys, Dilaudid, H, morphine, went to a methadone clinic almost two years and Suboxone for awhile. I agree methadone or Suboxone is slightly better than street drug use, but it's not sobriety. Looking at anyone that's been on for years will tell you it's not healthy.
Anyway, I'm coming up on four years in a few months. It gets better, I promise you. Also, I don't think he was trying to get down on you, just pointing out a mistake. Congrats for real though, stay off that junk and live life. You'll never look back.
I spent a decade fighting those demons. Oxys, Dilaudid, H, morphine, went to a methadone clinic almost two years and Suboxone for awhile. I agree methadone or Suboxone is slightly better than street drug use, but it's not sobriety. Looking at anyone that's been on for years will tell you it's not healthy.
Anyway, I'm coming up on four years in a few months. It gets better, I promise you. Also, I don't think he was trying to get down on you, just pointing out a mistake. Congrats for real though, stay off that junk and live life. You'll never look back.
Ive been clean from drugs and alcohol 16 years.
Was never able to fix my drug problem with another drug. The only thing that worked for me was total abstinence.
Only then was recovery possible.
On June 26 I'll have 4 years from slamming speed haven't had a drop of anything
Amen brother I didn't know so many people on here where in The program
Thanks bro, went to the gym today and injured my shoulder, getting my life back and realizing I threw away 20 yrs. on drugs wakes you up, I'm tired of feeling like shit. But aas is makin me feel strong, too strong .im goin to back down on the weight increase and stick with less weight more reps. I tried to train naturally for awhile now, and bein older now gotta have an edge. Thanks a lot for the care though, maybe u can help I put my name on as my screen name, I'm not stupid, but after doin that then reading a little dont you think I should open a new membership, cause I must be a retard for putting my name on there. Or is that how it works? I don't ?
Sorry notits, I'm new couldnt tell if u was bustin balls, I have a neck injury since I was 6yrs old my drug use was always pain related, that's why it's always a sobriety issue, I always have to go back because of pain. But you only live once, my mother lived to 46 her father 52 . I'm 43 yrs. old and not trying to glorify anything . I don't see me living very much longer and would like to look and feel like the ultimate warrior, mike matarazzo, randy savage,and the list goes on and on. They always say, live hard, die young and leave a good looking corpse.!!!! Just joking. No I'm tired of hurting and being week. My opiate use beat me up and I don't see ever naturally getting where I need too be. Or where I want to be.
Whoremoans
Member
No offense but you ramble like you're still using.
Amen
May rings in 4 years my man. Far from perfection but this isn't a race.
I guess I'll jump in this thread possibly being the only female here. It's really nice to see how many of you have found freedom from drugs/alcohol and lifting has become a healthy outlet.
I am a recovering alcoholic myself. I've tried pretty much every drug out there, but alcohol and pot were my drugs of choice.
The former was ruining my life at an accelerated speed. After a 7 yr relationship came to an end, I almost ended killing myself with the amount of alcohol I was consuming. Ended up going to detox and then a rehab. When everything had fallen to pieces and I didn't know which way was up, I made the choice to turn it around and go the opposite way.
I struggled with other addictions growing up. Battled with anorexia and bulimia for over a decade. When I got to rehab I was 86 lbs soaking wet. After I was discharged I signed up for a gym membership and started figuring out a training program and a diet regimen. I've always been an all-or-nothing type of person, so lifting quickly became part of my life.
It's great because I really do think twice about drinking as it would interfere with my training goals. Sometimes I still have a slip up here and there, but alcohol doesn't dictate my life like it once did. I can go weeks, months without touching a drop and it feels so damn good to be healthy. I spent so much time and effort slowly killing myself, I'm using that same drive to become the best version of myself.
A quote by one of my favorite authors says: "There is, in the end, the letting go"
To all of you who battle the demon of addiction, only look back to see how far you've come. You guys are fucking awesome!
I am a recovering alcoholic myself. I've tried pretty much every drug out there, but alcohol and pot were my drugs of choice.
The former was ruining my life at an accelerated speed. After a 7 yr relationship came to an end, I almost ended killing myself with the amount of alcohol I was consuming. Ended up going to detox and then a rehab. When everything had fallen to pieces and I didn't know which way was up, I made the choice to turn it around and go the opposite way.
I struggled with other addictions growing up. Battled with anorexia and bulimia for over a decade. When I got to rehab I was 86 lbs soaking wet. After I was discharged I signed up for a gym membership and started figuring out a training program and a diet regimen. I've always been an all-or-nothing type of person, so lifting quickly became part of my life.
It's great because I really do think twice about drinking as it would interfere with my training goals. Sometimes I still have a slip up here and there, but alcohol doesn't dictate my life like it once did. I can go weeks, months without touching a drop and it feels so damn good to be healthy. I spent so much time and effort slowly killing myself, I'm using that same drive to become the best version of myself.
A quote by one of my favorite authors says: "There is, in the end, the letting go"
To all of you who battle the demon of addiction, only look back to see how far you've come. You guys are fucking awesome!
Thats awesome I'm really amazed how many People on here are recovering addicts some people can have a drink now and then but I can't last time I have a drink I got high and then short time later I end up in prison so for me I don't do anything I work the program and I work out life is so much better today
Ozzy619
New Member
A few of us have slip ups, more of us than others. I've been clean off opiates for 4 years. Alcohol is another story. Longest I've had sober is around 6 months. Sometimes I'll drink to black out and other times it's just a buzz. The main reason I don't drink is for my family but know I have to want it in order to stop completely. I also find the longer I have sober the less I think about it. Once I hit the one month mark I don't really think about it. On cycle helps me the most as I am very accountable for my diet and training. I must say this lifestyle is an addiction in itself and one that has most likely saved me from my own personal demons.
The other day I wrote in for advice, and seemed to be assumed and ridiculed, a member Sent me a personal message and was the only one too welcome me, in a kind way, it seems you pour your heart out for friendship and advice and you don't get that, I really appreciate the positive feedback and the friendliness I expected too see, I'm not in this too give advice yet, and was looking for a few friends for help, besides my recent stint looking for answers too the pain issues I've had all my life, I'm clean from alcohol, 25 years and had 8 yrs clean from all drugs, including, aas. In the last 3 yrs. I was on methadone for pain issues and only p.issues. I don't even know why I'm clarifying myself but,feel pretty terrible letting my guard down, and being treated unfairly. I really need a little help with some cycle advice so if anyone can give me that I'd appreciate it.!!
congrats man!
that is a tough step to take and a toll it took i am sure.
I may not know you but im proud of you also! good work man!
feel free to pm me man. and give me some stats and past cycle history. generally i like and rec simple teste cycle with an AI and maybe another mild compound. i mostly just do test cycles now with a little deca in there and once and a while maybe an oral or some maste.
honestly a simple test cycle is great for gains and mood IMO
