Alpha or crazy asshole

desertwarrior

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You walk around looking at these pathetic excuses for men with their punny physiques and feel disgusted they exist. If any one of these shit stains dares step out of line you'd rip their head of and shit down their neck. You size guys up everywhere you go and think how easy it would be to kill most with your bare hands. Idiots abound everywhere you go traffic, grocery store, hell even your other home the gym, you can't escape these cunts. You find yourself leaving home at unusual times to shop in peace with out the crowds of morons. You find yourself suppressing murderous rages in traffic. Even peace in the gym the most sacred of places can be disturbed by people lesser than ones self eating and various other useless activities hindering your workout...sound familiar to you guys or is it just me lol?
 
You walk around looking at these pathetic excuses for men with their punny physiques and feel disgusted they exist. If any one of these shit stains dares step out of line you'd rip their head of and shit down their neck. You size guys up everywhere you go and think how easy it would be to kill most with your bare hands. Idiots abound everywhere you go traffic, grocery store, hell even your other home the gym, you can't escape these cunts. You find yourself leaving home at unusual times to shop in peace with out the crowds of morons. You find yourself suppressing murderous rages in traffic. Even peace in the gym the most sacred of places can be disturbed by people lesser than ones self eating and various other useless activities hindering your workout...sound familiar to you guys or is it just me lol?

Demondosage, is that you?
 
I would generally tend to agree, but i had a pretty good childhood. Both parents are together and a well off family as well. What could cause such impatience and anger issues? If I am indeed the only guy so angry what causes it doc? I was never this way before so I figured it came with being larger and using slightly higher than average dosages with my blast and cruise. A lot of family and friends mentioned to me I have seemed different or angrier than usual. Reason that I am posting here actually is I've felt increased irritability and anxiety and anger. Hoping maybe it was the tren and test making me so irritable. Maybe I am a crazy asshole lol.
Deep rooted psychological issues probably stemming from childhood.
 
Maybe Doc can help but you need to put out a little info about yourself to get help other than using AAS. You handle is Desertwarrior. Did you serve in the military? Did you ever deploy?
 
Yes I am currently serving in the military. Have deployed overseas in the past, but currently serving stateside.

Maybe Doc can help but you need to put out a little info about yourself to get help other than using AAS. You handle is Desertwarrior. Did you serve in the military? Did you ever deploy?
 
And for the negative comments I definitely expected to see them, I know these thoughts aren't exactly normal. But no different than usual I bring my thoughts here to share and receive feedback negative or not.
 
Yes I am currently serving in the military. Have deployed overseas in the past, but currently serving stateside.
Your deployments can be play apart in how you are feeling. You should seek the advice of your mental health professional at your MCT. They can help you if you are willing to.

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I would generally tend to agree, but i had a pretty good childhood. Both parents are together and a well off family as well. What could cause such impatience and anger issues? If I am indeed the only guy so angry what causes it doc? I was never this way before so I figured it came with being larger and using slightly higher than average dosages with my blast and cruise. A lot of family and friends mentioned to me I have seemed different or angrier than usual. Reason that I am posting here actually is I've felt increased irritability and anxiety and anger. Hoping maybe it was the tren and test making me so irritable. Maybe I am a crazy asshole lol.
Sounds like youre unhappy with your MOS...could be wrong tho
 
You walk around looking at these pathetic excuses for men with their punny physiques and feel disgusted they exist

Why do you care about anyone's physique but your own? You have the right to live your life and make your body what you want, allow others the same respect. Plus, if everyone was jacked up and cut up you would become the new average and not atand out.

If any one of these shit stains dares step out of line you'd rip their head of and shit down their neck.

I'd probably politely tell them something in the hopes they would return the civility. I will offer some level of respect until I feel I'm being disrespected myself.

You size guys up everywhere you go and think how easy it would be to kill most with your bare hands.

I size ppl up all the time but not about thinking how easy it would be to kill them. I have better things to do than daydream about shit I'm never going to do m

Idiots abound everywhere you go traffic, grocery store, hell even your other home the gym, you can't escape these cunts. You find yourself leaving home at unusual times to shop in peace with out the crowds of morons. You find yourself suppressing murderous rages in traffic.

Mostly I find myself suppressing the urge to PIT maneuver people in traffic. They probably have families too so being my angelic self, I allow them the luxury of living.

Even peace in the gym the most sacred of places can be disturbed by people lesser than ones self eating and various other useless activities hindering your workout...sound familiar to you guys or is it just me lol?

Sure I get annoyed at the gym but I'm more focused on my workout to notice most people unless they somehow directly affect my workout.

I would generally tend to agree, but i had a pretty good childhood. Both parents are together and a well off family as well. What could cause such impatience and anger issues? If I am indeed the only guy so angry what causes it doc? I was never this way before so I figured it came with being larger and using slightly higher than average dosages with my blast and cruise. A lot of family and friends mentioned to me I have seemed different or angrier than usual. Reason that I am posting here actually is I've felt increased irritability and anxiety and anger. Hoping maybe it was the tren and test making me so irritable. Maybe I am a crazy asshole lol.

Tren can def make one more aggressive or allow them to loosen the grip they have on the,selves. Try lowering your tren dose or dropping it altogether.
 
Hmm, I'm not particularly impressed with my fellow co-inhabitants on this planet, but I don't plot to kill them.

Maybe you're getting fed up with all the BS in the military? That got to me after a couple years, too much pseudo work and too many pointless activities. Perhaps time to try civilian life?
 
You walk around looking at these pathetic excuses for men with their punny physiques and feel disgusted they exist. If any one of these shit stains dares step out of line you'd rip their head of and shit down their neck. You size guys up everywhere you go and think how easy it would be to kill most with your bare hands. Idiots abound everywhere you go traffic, grocery store, hell even your other home the gym, you can't escape these cunts. You find yourself leaving home at unusual times to shop in peace with out the crowds of morons. You find yourself suppressing murderous rages in traffic. Even peace in the gym the most sacred of places can be disturbed by people lesser than ones self eating and various other useless activities hindering your workout...sound familiar to you guys or is it just me lol?
The only time I size up everybody is when I'm on a plane.
 
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