Eddie.
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Nice, I like cars a lot but didn’t pursue anything simply for financial reasons.
Would you give it to Misha for couple rounds? xD
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Nice, I like cars a lot but didn’t pursue anything simply for financial reasons.
Would you give it to Misha for couple rounds? xD
BabaJagga
Member
nah. i dont like him personally. too annyoing...
i remember him from years before when he was "boosted boris", he was at some trackday at slovakiaring, did some video...
my car did 7:23 btg with previous owner at ring. its bit faster now, ive upgraded suspension, braked, lowered weight and made suspension setup more aggressive.
ive been on ring twice but i have less than 100 laps there, thats very very little for me to be fast there. but that track is from another world. very unique experience.
mate. i will be honest with you. if i wouldnt have this car, i could have been at different place financially. could have bought 2-3 properities and make more money. but it is what it is, i did 18k km on track with it, met lot of people, raced against cars that people see on YT only, learnt how to drive properly, learned about technique in much deeper level...
its lovely hobby but brutal at the same time. ruthless. "das ist motorsport" they say in germany. one day everything is great and other day it will cost you either all your money (again) or life...
i did race bikes when i was younger, ive been closer to death than most people, more times i can count and i have deep love for it. but its just too expensive atm...
BabaJagga
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BabaJagga
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about that... my shoulders and back are... not ideal size, already... i need to adjust harness cause of muuuch smaller midsection which is nice.
but ive felt comfortable behind the wheel. vision was off tho.. i didnt push, had 90kg passanger but i was 11 seconds behind my PB which is .. emberassing.
BabaJagga
Member
back to trainin and drugs stuff...
so, first thing, i will discontinue mast completely after this week (syrunges are preloaded). i have too much (lower) back acne.
called my dermathologist today and got script for topical, water based antibiotic for it, she is godsend. i will probably source pharma accutane from albania. im not happy about using it but its pretty annoying side effect of gear use. my hygiene is good but i guess im prone to
it, even tho i never had acne on back/shoulders in my life. face is clear.
it started to get worse since i increased mast to 500 per week, i wanted to see what will happen when i push it higher. i can see cosmetic effect but its not worth it when i have bacne. pity, im finally lean enough to see it....
oxandrolone will stay, 50mg daily. test will stay at 300 until end of august.
last week i had bit more kcals than ussuall and rested more than ussuall (no bike, shit weather). also tirz went from 5 to 7,5mg every 5 days and to my suprise, im more hungry than before, not sure why. no issue controling it but i noticed it. maybe increased metabolism from oxandrolone? im also more "hot" (body temp, not looks) since i added it, sweating more.
ive met with sister and mum, havent seen them for almost 2 weeks and first thing ibe heard that i look tired and sick in face and much leaner than before. not sure if its true but my face looks slimer. maybe deathface started to appear? not sure but i like it. my cheeks are more "inside", i have more veins on side of my head poppin. i changed beard a bit also, very small change but final look is much better, more chiseled.
trainin today was very quick. i had shit sleep, yesterday i burned my head for 63918 time this year and was bit sick during night, sweating so much, i woke up few times super thirsty and drank about 3l of water during night.
i had 75g of honey + 50mg oxandrolone about 20-30min before workout and damn it was quick hit. 11/10 can recommend. pump was there, veins, fullness, hardness...
i was biggest guy in gym today (almost empty except few women hehe), it had to be quick so 1-2 all out sets for everything, minimal time between sets/excercises cause i had places to be later today.
35-36C in here today, maybe i will hop on bike at evening but its damn hot...
so, first thing, i will discontinue mast completely after this week (syrunges are preloaded). i have too much (lower) back acne.
called my dermathologist today and got script for topical, water based antibiotic for it, she is godsend. i will probably source pharma accutane from albania. im not happy about using it but its pretty annoying side effect of gear use. my hygiene is good but i guess im prone to
it, even tho i never had acne on back/shoulders in my life. face is clear.
it started to get worse since i increased mast to 500 per week, i wanted to see what will happen when i push it higher. i can see cosmetic effect but its not worth it when i have bacne. pity, im finally lean enough to see it....
oxandrolone will stay, 50mg daily. test will stay at 300 until end of august.
last week i had bit more kcals than ussuall and rested more than ussuall (no bike, shit weather). also tirz went from 5 to 7,5mg every 5 days and to my suprise, im more hungry than before, not sure why. no issue controling it but i noticed it. maybe increased metabolism from oxandrolone? im also more "hot" (body temp, not looks) since i added it, sweating more.
ive met with sister and mum, havent seen them for almost 2 weeks and first thing ibe heard that i look tired and sick in face and much leaner than before. not sure if its true but my face looks slimer. maybe deathface started to appear? not sure but i like it. my cheeks are more "inside", i have more veins on side of my head poppin. i changed beard a bit also, very small change but final look is much better, more chiseled.
trainin today was very quick. i had shit sleep, yesterday i burned my head for 63918 time this year and was bit sick during night, sweating so much, i woke up few times super thirsty and drank about 3l of water during night.
i had 75g of honey + 50mg oxandrolone about 20-30min before workout and damn it was quick hit. 11/10 can recommend. pump was there, veins, fullness, hardness...
i was biggest guy in gym today (almost empty except few women hehe), it had to be quick so 1-2 all out sets for everything, minimal time between sets/excercises cause i had places to be later today.
35-36C in here today, maybe i will hop on bike at evening but its damn hot...
BabaJagga
Member
legday + abs today, bit of fun one. no heavy weights, more of pump and lot of reps.
light squats, heaviest i went was 100kg. then dropset with 80 for about 14-15 reps? than pause and last set with 60, idk how many reps but i think more than 20. explosive style, no pause, quick up and down, fast. lot of fun.
leg extensions, again, not heavy weight, kind of normal? idk every machine is different. 2 sets of 8, then 3rd set until failure + 2 dropsets until i couldnt hold it anymore
laying leg curl for hamstrings, same style.
and lastly seated calf raises, that was fun one.
basicly for first part i added some weight, did about 30 reps, pause for 15 seconds maxbe, another 25 reps, pause, another 20? reps.
pause for while, added more weight, same process. then for last push i added weight so it became heavy and did one all out set until i couldnt lift it anymore. i almost fell off the machine, my legs were shaking, pipeline on calves, quads, everything burning like hellfire. very nice
legs done.
after than 4 sets of machine crunches, torso rotation and leg raises. i was dead after that... completly soaked in sweat, shaking, i barely could walk out of gym and drive home. very good workout and quite quick one. i was lazy to do more excercises today but wanted to have good workout.
i wish summer break from school would be over, its terrible. hot af in gym and full of young guys, broccoli heads, sitting on machine for 10min on fckin phone doin nothing. its annoying. like zombies...
one observation... i guess gear and/or this diet made me super antisocial. i was always more introverted but now i really dislike talking to people. or meeting them. i would like to workout in empty gym and then stay home alone, not sure why. i dont feel comfortable outside of house for some reason.
i wanted to go to some lake or somewhere cause its fckin hot outside, 35-36C for days but idea of crowds of people everywhere kept me at home so far. same with vaccation. i guess its not best thing for my mental health...
anyway, yesterday i pinned 250mcg of MT2, i wanna get some tan, it could help with looks since im not fat blob anymore. 5min after pin i was hot, red and had slight nausea with boner, super weird. took about 30min to pass.
after that i was in garden on sun for while, i think will do 250mcg 3x per week for start and will see where will i end up.
hgh arrived today. im not sure if i should go for it now or after diet will end. it will for sure screw scale progress vut on the other hand i wanna try it.
probably will start at 2iu and work my way to 4-5iu. plan is to increase dose by 0,5iu every 2 weeks or so.
im not really sure what to expect from it. will see.
light squats, heaviest i went was 100kg. then dropset with 80 for about 14-15 reps? than pause and last set with 60, idk how many reps but i think more than 20. explosive style, no pause, quick up and down, fast. lot of fun.
leg extensions, again, not heavy weight, kind of normal? idk every machine is different. 2 sets of 8, then 3rd set until failure + 2 dropsets until i couldnt hold it anymore
laying leg curl for hamstrings, same style.
and lastly seated calf raises, that was fun one.
basicly for first part i added some weight, did about 30 reps, pause for 15 seconds maxbe, another 25 reps, pause, another 20? reps.
pause for while, added more weight, same process. then for last push i added weight so it became heavy and did one all out set until i couldnt lift it anymore. i almost fell off the machine, my legs were shaking, pipeline on calves, quads, everything burning like hellfire. very nice
legs done.
after than 4 sets of machine crunches, torso rotation and leg raises. i was dead after that... completly soaked in sweat, shaking, i barely could walk out of gym and drive home. very good workout and quite quick one. i was lazy to do more excercises today but wanted to have good workout.
i wish summer break from school would be over, its terrible. hot af in gym and full of young guys, broccoli heads, sitting on machine for 10min on fckin phone doin nothing. its annoying. like zombies...
one observation... i guess gear and/or this diet made me super antisocial. i was always more introverted but now i really dislike talking to people. or meeting them. i would like to workout in empty gym and then stay home alone, not sure why. i dont feel comfortable outside of house for some reason.
i wanted to go to some lake or somewhere cause its fckin hot outside, 35-36C for days but idea of crowds of people everywhere kept me at home so far. same with vaccation. i guess its not best thing for my mental health...
anyway, yesterday i pinned 250mcg of MT2, i wanna get some tan, it could help with looks since im not fat blob anymore. 5min after pin i was hot, red and had slight nausea with boner, super weird. took about 30min to pass.
after that i was in garden on sun for while, i think will do 250mcg 3x per week for start and will see where will i end up.
hgh arrived today. im not sure if i should go for it now or after diet will end. it will for sure screw scale progress vut on the other hand i wanna try it.
probably will start at 2iu and work my way to 4-5iu. plan is to increase dose by 0,5iu every 2 weeks or so.
im not really sure what to expect from it. will see.
Eddie.
Member
Welcome to the club. I think it's gear related. Tbh i never was too much of a social person but now I've become a complete introvert, even when friends who I haven't seen for a while text me for a coffee or smt it ruins my damn day, i just want my routine and what I've scheduled in my mind.
This is totally unacceptable and bad, but on the other hand if that's what i want and how i feel now, that's what I'm gonna do. I'm too old to give a fu if someone gets sad because I don't want to go outside and spend 3 hours of my very precious time.
I'm kinda having mixed feelings on this but whatever.
BabaJagga
Member
is it really gear thing?
ive had chat about this with 2 friends that are on gear for years, basicly from highschool, we were classmates.
they agreed that its happened. much less tolerance for bullshit and for people. its not like i dont wanna socialize but circle of people im willing to accept to be around has shrunk a lot.
its weird and im sure its not good thing.
we are social creatures after all...
before, sometimes i was out and there were people that annoyed me a bit but i stayed, i wasnt happy about it but at the end i stayed cause of other people
now, when i sense something i dont like im out. im not willing to talk or listen to people i dont wanna talk to or listen. im pissed off inside quite fast. and i think people can see it (not that im tryin to hide it)
any idea why its happenin or why is it a thing?
Dont start Tren then! We'll be bailing you out of jail.
BabaJagga
Member
nah mate. dont need it, dont want it. i hve business to run.
also, i dont have use for it. im not lean enough (i think?), i donr care about strenght, or chicks.. idk what else is there PRO tren?
BabaJagga
Member
i cant imagine how strong that inside rage would be on tren. dont wanna imagine that. rn i have sometimes issues with that. i dont explode in rage, im not that type of person but sometimes i can feel it inside.
Eddie.
Member
Not sure but I I guess growing up plays a role too. Gear is just exaggerating what you feel, if you’re fak all, then it makes it more prominent.
I’ve become calmer on tren, despite the calorie deficit. Also hornier, much hornier lol. Now that mast is tapering off and it’s just test and tren, omg. 5 times better.
BabaJagga
Member
i like one joke from sam moril:
"what do you think goes wrong in your relationships?"
"i think they get to know me thats the problem, im like dominican republic, im good for like 5 days and then after.. ou yea you got some issues"
thats how would i describe it honestly.
im not gonna risk it with tren for sure. there is very possible scenario that it will ruin my life. also, i would like to turn libido down long term, not up it x5... it would be.. inconvinient
with that age thing, i guess you are right. from what i see, older guys get, less torenace for bullshit they have. gear ages you, thats for sure. maybe mentally also.
but ive seen this issue multiple times with different guys now and resd about it on internet as well. especially in diet phases.
BabaJagga
Member
again long time no update...
today was last day of week 16 of cut.
im -20kg on scale, sitting around 12% VF estimated? idk.
veins popping on lower stomach and side abs stretching to lats and armpits, quads looks veiny af (not like eddie's international pipelines tho), arms, especially in gym are just stupid.
i even had older guy, regular in gym as spotter yesterday during Zbar bicep curls and after set my arms had effect of womens boobs. he couldnt hold eye contact
BUT... i feel tired, fatigued, 0 energy for anytning. i had to up kcals a bit cause i was very disfunctional in life, couldnt perform at work properly and thats no go zone.
honestly, plan is to continue to cut until end of august but scale stopped for this whole week, i still feel like shit and visually there isnt much improvement for this last week.
im also happy with my look RN. i dont need to be leaner tbh. sure, it would be nice and it would benefit me in neyt stage(s) of this journey but i feel like ive accomplished hige jump in very short time frame. basicly
lost 20kg of fat in 15 weeks, without fat burners and tren or other harsh-er compounds.
strenght dropped a bit but im fighting 5 days per wek in gym to keep it, still tryin to train until failure on most excercises. leg trainin took biggest hit, i can barely squat 100kg for 6-8 reps, 140kg is loong gone... also my legs are sore after every workout for 6 days like clockwork. trainin them every 7 days became challange.
drugwise, ive changed things a bit. for this past week i lowered mast from 500mg to 160mg i think (2x 0,4ml / 200mg/ml vials), test is still at 300mg, oxandrolone at 50mg daily, for past 2 weeks i think i added 2iu of hgh, from today i started 3iu, plan is to slowly titrate up to 4-5 iu's max if it will be well tolerated...
from next week i will lower test to 200mg as cruise dose, i have maybe 50-70mg of mast in opened vial so i will use that and after mast will be removed. oxandrolone will stay until end of august.
from this week i added reta at lowest dose, 2mg. plan is to run it at this stable dose every 7 days IF it wont impact my appetitr and ability to push food when needed.
im looking for health benefits, conutering insulin resistance from hgh and blood sugar control and also, with this combo it should be harder to gain fat? im not sure, will see. its experiment.
ive been using mt2, currently at 500mcg 3-4x per week. weird compound tbh. it works, even without tanning (shitty weather for last 2-3 weeks here), im few shades browner. think like from almost albine white guy to slightly tanned guy. that part is great.
the bad, these little brown spots on my skin become dark black. they were barely visible before, now they ARE there. accute nausea for 15-30mins after shot and worst thing, the bonners. without any imput, its hard and ussually in worst cae scenarious... very uncomfortable and sometimes even painfull. when i try to jerk off during that, i cant finish no matter what.
anyway, in last 16 weeks ive learned a lot
abour compounds, true kcal deficit, fatigue etc etc. its been quite eye opener and will be valuable experience and knowleage for future cuts.
today was last day of week 16 of cut.
im -20kg on scale, sitting around 12% VF estimated? idk.
veins popping on lower stomach and side abs stretching to lats and armpits, quads looks veiny af (not like eddie's international pipelines tho), arms, especially in gym are just stupid.
i even had older guy, regular in gym as spotter yesterday during Zbar bicep curls and after set my arms had effect of womens boobs. he couldnt hold eye contact
BUT... i feel tired, fatigued, 0 energy for anytning. i had to up kcals a bit cause i was very disfunctional in life, couldnt perform at work properly and thats no go zone.
honestly, plan is to continue to cut until end of august but scale stopped for this whole week, i still feel like shit and visually there isnt much improvement for this last week.
im also happy with my look RN. i dont need to be leaner tbh. sure, it would be nice and it would benefit me in neyt stage(s) of this journey but i feel like ive accomplished hige jump in very short time frame. basicly
lost 20kg of fat in 15 weeks, without fat burners and tren or other harsh-er compounds.
strenght dropped a bit but im fighting 5 days per wek in gym to keep it, still tryin to train until failure on most excercises. leg trainin took biggest hit, i can barely squat 100kg for 6-8 reps, 140kg is loong gone... also my legs are sore after every workout for 6 days like clockwork. trainin them every 7 days became challange.
drugwise, ive changed things a bit. for this past week i lowered mast from 500mg to 160mg i think (2x 0,4ml / 200mg/ml vials), test is still at 300mg, oxandrolone at 50mg daily, for past 2 weeks i think i added 2iu of hgh, from today i started 3iu, plan is to slowly titrate up to 4-5 iu's max if it will be well tolerated...
from next week i will lower test to 200mg as cruise dose, i have maybe 50-70mg of mast in opened vial so i will use that and after mast will be removed. oxandrolone will stay until end of august.
from this week i added reta at lowest dose, 2mg. plan is to run it at this stable dose every 7 days IF it wont impact my appetitr and ability to push food when needed.
im looking for health benefits, conutering insulin resistance from hgh and blood sugar control and also, with this combo it should be harder to gain fat? im not sure, will see. its experiment.
ive been using mt2, currently at 500mcg 3-4x per week. weird compound tbh. it works, even without tanning (shitty weather for last 2-3 weeks here), im few shades browner. think like from almost albine white guy to slightly tanned guy. that part is great.
the bad, these little brown spots on my skin become dark black. they were barely visible before, now they ARE there. accute nausea for 15-30mins after shot and worst thing, the bonners. without any imput, its hard and ussually in worst cae scenarious... very uncomfortable and sometimes even painfull. when i try to jerk off during that, i cant finish no matter what.
anyway, in last 16 weeks ive learned a lot
abour compounds, true kcal deficit, fatigue etc etc. its been quite eye opener and will be valuable experience and knowleage for future cuts.
BabaJagga
Member
also, about mast:
i expected magic compund that would make me look shredded while still fat. i must say it was probably mistake to add it. too soon, too much.
positives:
i think some mood benefits. i still feel like shit but motivated shit? some aggresion from it maybe, in good way.
more veins but im not sure if its cause of mast or oxandrolone (more likely) or just overall lower bf% (most likely). 0 bloat, 0 water retention. this was actually very nice, even after cheat meal i was dry and looked good. more chiseled face.
cons:
more oil. fuck bigger shots. 1.9ml via 3ml syringes. yea, no thanks. hairloss, its there for sure since ive added mast. hairline is pushed back a bit. not that i care, im shaving it with razor EOD. more chest hair, dont care either.
backne, ou boy. i had some pimples on sholders on 500mg of test until i got esteogen under control. but with mast, holyshit... its kind of bad. i have topical antibiotic from my dr but its not helping at all. hygiene is good, few wanna be white heads, inflammed. lot of red spots. if it wont go away on cruise dose, i will go for low dose accutane.
actually its only side effect i trully dont wanna. even gyno wouldnt bother me much.
overall, im not sure if i will run it again. maybe when i will be at least 12% and/or lower and it will be 200mg. or maybe 0, thats more possible.
oxandrolone is giving me better looks, i think for 8 weeks during summer its okay damage wise, 0 issues with it (accute sides, not health sides)
also, just to say, my e2 is at 35, so not crashed, not high. i think it can be issue with test/estrogen/dht ratio... idk but it sucks
i expected magic compund that would make me look shredded while still fat. i must say it was probably mistake to add it. too soon, too much.
positives:
i think some mood benefits. i still feel like shit but motivated shit? some aggresion from it maybe, in good way.
more veins but im not sure if its cause of mast or oxandrolone (more likely) or just overall lower bf% (most likely). 0 bloat, 0 water retention. this was actually very nice, even after cheat meal i was dry and looked good. more chiseled face.
cons:
more oil. fuck bigger shots. 1.9ml via 3ml syringes. yea, no thanks. hairloss, its there for sure since ive added mast. hairline is pushed back a bit. not that i care, im shaving it with razor EOD. more chest hair, dont care either.
backne, ou boy. i had some pimples on sholders on 500mg of test until i got esteogen under control. but with mast, holyshit... its kind of bad. i have topical antibiotic from my dr but its not helping at all. hygiene is good, few wanna be white heads, inflammed. lot of red spots. if it wont go away on cruise dose, i will go for low dose accutane.
actually its only side effect i trully dont wanna. even gyno wouldnt bother me much.
overall, im not sure if i will run it again. maybe when i will be at least 12% and/or lower and it will be 200mg. or maybe 0, thats more possible.
oxandrolone is giving me better looks, i think for 8 weeks during summer its okay damage wise, 0 issues with it (accute sides, not health sides)
also, just to say, my e2 is at 35, so not crashed, not high. i think it can be issue with test/estrogen/dht ratio... idk but it sucks
Eddie.
Member
From what I've been told mast can still give you low e2 symptoms without reducing the e2 on paper. That's why many guys using mast higher than test feel like $hit.
I did the same mistake with 1/1 test mast AND an AI to keep my e2 in check and felt horrible. I guess with mast it's better to avoid AI and run it like 2/1 or 3/2 and let the e2 go high. Or even better not use it at all lol.
BabaJagga
Member
maybe you are onto something.
so far, i havent crashed my estrogen, yet, with ai. so no idea how it trully feels but from what ive read i dont have those signs.
0 pain in joins, errections are there, no libidio tho.
after i add kcals, i can feel like someone lifted heavy piece of metal from my chest and i can breath again. its just mentally taxing.
if i will be low bf% next summer i may dabble with it again but i think for those 8 weeks, oxandrolone at 50mg day has better cosmetic effect + other good stuff.
anyway im not very happy about mast and what it did, maybe mainly cause of high bf that i started it at. that dry effect, no subq water retention was nice and maybe it would be nice addition to cruise at low doses 50-100mg/weekly but its not worth scne sides
BabaJagga
Member
long time no see.
so, finished cut by the end of next week, finally. i stalled with weight loss for while, went down from 96 to 76kg. rn scale is up by 2kg, probably water weight.
im super happy its over, my plan was to finish bit leaner but i got tired of it and im happy with results anyway. looking best ive ever looked in my life probably.
since i added kcals a bit, i feel alive again. not gonna lie, i was in dark place mentally and physically for while. i did some stupid decisions and since i increased mast from 300 to 500mg, ive felt awful. i think i had pseudo low e2 sides for weeks.
it was bit crazy period for me, i was super unhappy, kind of angry inside, 0 energy for basic tasks in life, 0 social life, didnt wanna interact with other humans etc. all my energy went into training basicly, i kept intensity as high as possible and i left everything ive had in my in gym everytime. during that time workouts were definitely worse but i tried to milk myself there as hard as i could.
at the end of the day, it was quite the experience. ive learned again something new, i will be much wiser in future cuts.
mast is out completly for last 2-3 weeks i think and im getting better. cosmetic effect of it faded away, veins stayed mostly. hardness faded a bit but whatever.
still using var 50mg until end of this week, from next week i will lower test to 200mg as cruise dose and increase hgh to 4iu which was target dose. probably wont go higher for while.
tirz is still at 7,5mg, i can eat normally on it which is weird. i will lower it slowly. i also added reta at 2mg per week, goal with it is to keep blood sugar in check with hgh use, combat insulin resistance and other health benefits it offers. not looking for any appettite supreasion or fat loss effect, for now.
goal is to give my body (and mind) a break for while, i think i will have deload week soom cause joints dont like this anymore.
strenght remained mostly, i lost it mainly on leg trainin but i belive i can regain it back with enough kcals in short time.
cruise phase will last probably until november, after that i plan next growth phase with test only, somewhere between 500-750mg. will start lower and if needed i can increase to 600-750mg's.
im not in rush with growing, tbh im very happy about how i look now. i dont need to add much size and end goal is 2 more years away, so again, no rush.
so, finished cut by the end of next week, finally. i stalled with weight loss for while, went down from 96 to 76kg. rn scale is up by 2kg, probably water weight.
im super happy its over, my plan was to finish bit leaner but i got tired of it and im happy with results anyway. looking best ive ever looked in my life probably.
since i added kcals a bit, i feel alive again. not gonna lie, i was in dark place mentally and physically for while. i did some stupid decisions and since i increased mast from 300 to 500mg, ive felt awful. i think i had pseudo low e2 sides for weeks.
it was bit crazy period for me, i was super unhappy, kind of angry inside, 0 energy for basic tasks in life, 0 social life, didnt wanna interact with other humans etc. all my energy went into training basicly, i kept intensity as high as possible and i left everything ive had in my in gym everytime. during that time workouts were definitely worse but i tried to milk myself there as hard as i could.
at the end of the day, it was quite the experience. ive learned again something new, i will be much wiser in future cuts.
mast is out completly for last 2-3 weeks i think and im getting better. cosmetic effect of it faded away, veins stayed mostly. hardness faded a bit but whatever.
still using var 50mg until end of this week, from next week i will lower test to 200mg as cruise dose and increase hgh to 4iu which was target dose. probably wont go higher for while.
tirz is still at 7,5mg, i can eat normally on it which is weird. i will lower it slowly. i also added reta at 2mg per week, goal with it is to keep blood sugar in check with hgh use, combat insulin resistance and other health benefits it offers. not looking for any appettite supreasion or fat loss effect, for now.
goal is to give my body (and mind) a break for while, i think i will have deload week soom cause joints dont like this anymore.
strenght remained mostly, i lost it mainly on leg trainin but i belive i can regain it back with enough kcals in short time.
cruise phase will last probably until november, after that i plan next growth phase with test only, somewhere between 500-750mg. will start lower and if needed i can increase to 600-750mg's.
im not in rush with growing, tbh im very happy about how i look now. i dont need to add much size and end goal is 2 more years away, so again, no rush.
BabaJagga
Member
i will do bloodwork to see dmg i done around mid september. my main worry is kidney markers, will see how var use impacted them. except that everything is easily fixable.
also, i got magicly tanned and dark in very short time using mt2. first week 250mcg few times per week, after that 500mcg eod i think.
last week i went to tanning bed 2 times for 5 mins and went to lake for about 4 hours. aaaand i kind of changed race by multiple shades people comment on my looks daily which is weird. hopefully i can maintain this shade for rest of the year.
also, i got magicly tanned and dark in very short time using mt2. first week 250mcg few times per week, after that 500mcg eod i think.
last week i went to tanning bed 2 times for 5 mins and went to lake for about 4 hours. aaaand i kind of changed race by multiple shades
people comment on my looks daily which is weird. hopefully i can maintain this shade for rest of the year.
