Deadpool's Cycle Log

[Deadpool99]

i saw you took the tren out.

same did i, just blasting grams of grams of the more moderate anabolics seems to work.

ive stocked 14 kits of nandrolone, 10 kits of eq, too much testosterone and planning to see how much my body can tolerate.

never had an issue besides when i ran tren/clen high with some high liver numbers.

suspect its the clen because im back to exactly 29 alat/asat where i was before, it becomes 40 ish with 600-800mg tren

came back as 300+ with tren+clen+accutane. back down to my baseline 29 within 4 weeks of seizing all that stuff.

never ran into a issue with high test primo, probably never will with high test high eq

Nah bro, I added tren. Bulking tren at 720mg max. Bloods are clean. No prolactin issues, no insomnia, no sweats, no rhr, no bp.

I feel 0 difference on it vs off it. Liver got better on it, lol. Added glutathione which means my liver will be even better.

Rn my Chronic liver elevations are at an all time low, lower than what I was natural.

Actually all blood CMP blood markers are lower than natural. lipids will also be better after i retest with pitavastatin. My LDL on 680mg tren was basically 0. Perfect body I love it.

I have stocked up on test/tren/mast for a year.

No need to fuck with eq/orals. Everything is smooth sailing with those.

 

[dinfar1337]

Nah bro, I added tren. Bulking tren at 720mg max. Bloods are clean. No prolactin issues, no insomnia, no sweats, no rhr, no bp.

as expected going strong, keep it going bro hahaha.

saying those things out loud shocks alot of people.

 

[Deadpool99]

as expected going strong, keep it going bro hahaha.

saying those things out loud shocks alot of people.

Ik, I feel like I’m crazy and wreckless saying the doses.

But honestly when you take it and tolerate it well, you understand the appeal of it.

I did plan a long ass cruise, to reset my body. I doubt it needs it but time will tell.

 

[dinfar1337]

I did plan a long ass cruise, to reset my body. I doubt it needs it but time will tell.

3 months a year i take cruising.

9 months blasting.

im building up my blast dosages slowly.

you benefit from some type of reset but it depends on how fast you are ramping you.

 

[malfeasance]

Reality check here.

You are 5'11" and 170 pounds.

You look great, but you do not need all of those doses to get that look or to build from there.

You do not.

At your size, you ought to be able to add a lot of solid mass over 8-10 weeks on 500mg of testosterone, with nothing else, and without adding fat.

I am not trying to be an asshole. I just feel like somebody needs to wake you up.

- 825mg Test e
- 420mg Mast e

Nah bro, I added tren. Bulking tren at 720mg max.

This is literally insane.

I'll drop it now, but it was bothering me to keep reading this thread. I feel like I have to say something. I hope you listen, but I will not keep going on about it if you do not.

You can meet your goals easily without all of those high doses and added compounds.

 

[Deadpool99]

Reality check here.

You are 5'11" and 170 pounds.

You look great, but you do not need all of those doses to get that look or to build from there.

You do not.

At your size, you ought to be able to add a lot of solid mass over 8-10 weeks on 500mg of testosterone, with nothing else, and without adding fat.

I am not trying to be an asshole. I just feel like somebody needs to wake you up.




This is literally insane.

I'll drop it now, but it was bothering me to keep reading this thread. I feel like I have to say something. I hope you listen, but I will not keep going on about it if you do not.

You can meet your goals easily without all of those high doses and added compounds.

I totally get why these doses sound high, and I’m not going to try to rationalize them or make them sound perfectly logical. I know they’re higher than what most people would need, and I understand why that can make people uneasy. I’m not doing this blindly — I keep up with full bloods, echo, and BP checks regularly, and everything’s stayed clean. I don’t deal with the usual side effects, and my body has tolerated this setup very consistently.


Honestly, yes — 500 mg of test or low-dose tren could easily be great for me. But right now, I’m in a place in life where this is all I think about. Every single day revolves around improving, building, and optimizing everything I can. If I can push a bit further without compromising my health, I can’t just ignore that extra 1% of potential. I know it’s not perfect logic, but I’m fully aware of what I’m doing, and I’m honest about why. This is what keeps me focused and gives me purpose.


I also really, really appreciate your concern. It actually means a lot — more than you probably realize. I don’t have friends or family I can talk to about this stuff. I can’t share it in my real life. Having even one person take the time to read, think about it, and care enough to respond — that genuinely makes my day. This forum is the only space where I can express what I’m doing and get feedback that keeps me grounded. So even if we don’t fully agree, I respect where you’re coming from and I’m grateful for it.

 

[Deadpool99]

Reality check here.

You are 5'11" and 170 pounds.

You look great, but you do not need all of those doses to get that look or to build from there.

You do not.

At your size, you ought to be able to add a lot of solid mass over 8-10 weeks on 500mg of testosterone, with nothing else, and without adding fat.

I am not trying to be an asshole. I just feel like somebody needs to wake you up.




This is literally insane.

I'll drop it now, but it was bothering me to keep reading this thread. I feel like I have to say something. I hope you listen, but I will not keep going on about it if you do not.

You can meet your goals easily without all of those high doses and added compounds.

Maybe it’s just me, but I think a lot of this comes down to personality. When you spend most of your time alone, with no real social circle or distractions, you start channeling everything into the few things that give you structure — for me, that’s training, bloodwork, nutrition, and reading everyone’s logs here. It’s kind of funny in a way: even when my liver values are very good, I’ll still try to make them “more perfect.” It’s like a constant optimization game because I don’t really have anything else to focus on.


I know that might sound a little sad, but honestly, I’m okay with it. It keeps me disciplined, it keeps me moving forward, and it gives me something to wake up for. And when someone here takes the time to read what I’m doing, comment, or even argue a bit, it actually means a lot — it reminds me I’m not completely invisible. So even if you think I’m nuts, I appreciate that you cared enough to say something. That alone makes my day.

 

[Rogal69]

I’d like to echo what @malfeasance said as well. You can use significantly less and make significant gains without torching yourself for the future. Your body at that size can only handle so much at a time so let that ride. The allure of blasting a ton will end poorly for most. Honestly it takes a lot of self control to just use more manageable doses, I find myself just adding a little more here and there and end state it is pointless. Even if you want that “1%”, I guarantee you can get that a safer way. This site promotes safer use, so I would listen to some of the “oldheads”.

And lastly you may feel fine now, but two or three weeks later it could crash and burn and you are in a deep hole to climb out of. See how far you can go with lower doses then slowly build up. It’s a marathon not a sprint, and that’s a hard pill to swallow.

 

[dinfar1337]

You are 5'11" and 170 pounds.

do mind me and myself and guys who are arabs who runs grams and grams of shit are all atleast 225+ lbs or way above.

i dont believe you need more than 500mg-1g + second anabolic to control ai. test under 100kg. and that is luxury maximum enough already

 

[malfeasance]

If you are as dedicated as you say, then your gains will be even better on less hormones.

Can I make a suggestion?

Read Mac11wildcat's log. He started it in 2018 when he was going into the 2019 season, determined to become a pro. It is 157 pages as he fights his way up the amateur ranks, determined to become an IFBB pro.

He meticulously tracked everything and wrote it down.

He ought to charge a thousand dollars or so for access to it. It is a wealth of knowledge. What he ate. What he injected. What he changed. How he trained. Years of it.

Just start reading, bookmark where you leave off, and come back to it.

I did. I read every single post.

It was one of the things that helped me go from so-so wannabe bodybuilder who would have been laughed off stage to winning my first ever competition in heavyweight and overall at a much older age than the other guys who were on stage with me.

Mac11wildcat is somebody who has been there and done that, and his thread is worth its weight in gold.

Thread 'Daily Log to 2019 Show Season'

Oct 20, 2018

Hey guys,

Been here for about a week and have so far thoroughly enjoyed the forum.

Considering putting in the effort to keep a daily log here as I hit an offseason growth period and move in to show season in 2019 covering my diet, training, and gear.

This won’t be a how-to guide on how to compete; that’s impossible to write. I’m not a pro but I am competing with what i think, given my progress, is a reasonable goal of becoming one. My training/gear/diet are not by any means extreme, overly interesting, or devised by an evil genius. However, in the YouTube/social media era, I think...

• Mac11wildcat
• Replies: 3,158
• Forum: Bodybuilding Forum

• 

If you are as dedicated as you say, then you will be able to pick up a lot from him.

One of the first things you will probably notice is that his steroid usage is downright conservative. Notice his size in photographs when you see what he is using or how he changes it. Notice when he takes a break for a month (like inject nothing, 0 mg, not a cruise, nada, zilch, zippo, nothing). Notice how relatively lean he stays in the off season while adding size.

Read, learn, then apply your newfound knowledge.

I hope it helps.

 

[Deadpool99]

If you are as dedicated as you say, then your gains will be even better on less hormones.

Can I make a suggestion?

Read Mac11wildcat's log. He started it in 2018 when he was going into the 2019 season, determined to become a pro. It is 157 pages as he fights his way up the amateur ranks, determined to become an IFBB pro.

He meticulously tracked everything and wrote it down.

He ought to charge a thousand dollars or so for access to it. It is a wealth of knowledge. What he ate. What he injected. What he changed. How he trained. Years of it.

Just start reading, bookmark where you leave off, and come back to it.

I did. I read every single post.

It was one of the things that helped me go from so-so wannabe bodybuilder who would have been laughed off stage to winning my first ever competition in heavyweight and overall at a much older age than the other guys who were on stage with me.

Mac11wildcat is somebody who has been there and done that, and his thread is worth its weight in gold.

Thread 'Daily Log to 2019 Show Season'

Oct 20, 2018

Hey guys,

Been here for about a week and have so far thoroughly enjoyed the forum.

Considering putting in the effort to keep a daily log here as I hit an offseason growth period and move in to show season in 2019 covering my diet, training, and gear.

This won’t be a how-to guide on how to compete; that’s impossible to write. I’m not a pro but I am competing with what i think, given my progress, is a reasonable goal of becoming one. My training/gear/diet are not by any means extreme, overly interesting, or devised by an evil genius. However, in the YouTube/social media era, I think...

• Mac11wildcat
• Replies: 3,158
• Forum: Bodybuilding Forum

• 

If you are as dedicated as you say, then you will be able to pick up a lot from him.

One of the first things you will probably notice is that his steroid usage is downright conservative. Notice his size in photographs when you see what he is using or how he changes it. Notice when he takes a break for a month (like inject nothing, 0 mg, not a cruise, nada, zilch, zippo, nothing). Notice how relatively lean he stays in the off season while adding size.

Read, learn, then apply your newfound knowledge.

I hope it helps.

Thanks alot for the recommendation, gonna read it rn. Again, I appreciate the help and guidance.

 

[Deadpool99]

If you are as dedicated as you say, then your gains will be even better on less hormones.

Can I make a suggestion?

Read Mac11wildcat's log. He started it in 2018 when he was going into the 2019 season, determined to become a pro. It is 157 pages as he fights his way up the amateur ranks, determined to become an IFBB pro.

He meticulously tracked everything and wrote it down.

He ought to charge a thousand dollars or so for access to it. It is a wealth of knowledge. What he ate. What he injected. What he changed. How he trained. Years of it.

Just start reading, bookmark where you leave off, and come back to it.

I did. I read every single post.

It was one of the things that helped me go from so-so wannabe bodybuilder who would have been laughed off stage to winning my first ever competition in heavyweight and overall at a much older age than the other guys who were on stage with me.

Mac11wildcat is somebody who has been there and done that, and his thread is worth its weight in gold.

Thread 'Daily Log to 2019 Show Season'

Oct 20, 2018

Hey guys,

Been here for about a week and have so far thoroughly enjoyed the forum.

Considering putting in the effort to keep a daily log here as I hit an offseason growth period and move in to show season in 2019 covering my diet, training, and gear.

This won’t be a how-to guide on how to compete; that’s impossible to write. I’m not a pro but I am competing with what i think, given my progress, is a reasonable goal of becoming one. My training/gear/diet are not by any means extreme, overly interesting, or devised by an evil genius. However, in the YouTube/social media era, I think...

• Mac11wildcat
• Replies: 3,158
• Forum: Bodybuilding Forum

• 

If you are as dedicated as you say, then you will be able to pick up a lot from him.

One of the first things you will probably notice is that his steroid usage is downright conservative. Notice his size in photographs when you see what he is using or how he changes it. Notice when he takes a break for a month (like inject nothing, 0 mg, not a cruise, nada, zilch, zippo, nothing). Notice how relatively lean he stays in the off season while adding size.

Read, learn, then apply your newfound knowledge.

I hope it helps.

Wait he's 5 foot !! That explains it.

 

[Deadpool99]

Reverse Diet Weight Log (so far)​

Date	Day	Reverse Day	Weight
Sun 10/19/2025	Sunday	Pre-Reverse	76.60 kg (168.87 lb)
Mon 10/20/2025	Monday	Day 1	76.30 kg (168.21 lb)
Wed 10/22/2025	Wednesday	Day 3	75.90 kg (167.33 lb)
Sun 10/26/2025	Sunday	Day 7	78.20 kg (172.41 lb)
Mon 10/27/2025	Monday	Day 8	78.80 kg (173.74 lb)
Wed 10/29/2025	Wednesday	Day 10	79.90 kg (176.15 lb)
Thu 10/30/2025	Thursday	Day 11	80.70 kg (177.98 lb)
Fri 10/31/2025	Friday	Day 12	82.10 kg (181.03 lb)
Sat 11/01/2025	Saturday	Day 13	80.40 kg (177.25 lb)

Food wise: Clean, carb/protein focused, low fat. I focus on mainly adding carbs.

Notes:
- The day 12 weight increase way due to a day where I ate alot of volume and had some bloating (calories were in check tho)

- So far strength wise nothing crazy happening, body still adjusting. It'll take some time for my body to adjust to no stimulants.

- Reverse diet hasn't ended yet and already gained 4kg (8.8lbs) as expected.

- RHR is at 64

- No issues with sleep or recovery so far.

 

[Deadpool99]

Pictures taken in the morning, fasted, no pump.

lighting isn’t anything special so pretty much nothing sexy being added lighting wise.

Clearly this shows this is in fact my 3rd time ever posing, can never activate it the proper muscles on que and a bit floppy. Just taking it for reference and comparison later.

Notes:
- I am still very depleted, feeling wise (but I am noticing alot more energy and fullness ofc as the days go by) and visually, need to continue the reverse slowly.

So only uphill from here. Couldn’t take my shirt off but the abs are there

 

[Deadpool99]

Weight:
Sun 10/02/2025, day 14 of reverse, 80.5kg (180lbs)

Gym has atrocious lighting throughout, this might be the best solution.

AM Fasted, no pump.

Notes: feeling a bit fuller, first time getting a juicy pump, missed that feeling.

Weight is slowing stabilizing, if weight on Monday sticks around 80.7kg or lower, I think I might have hit close to maintenance calories.

 

[Deadpool99]

Weight:
Sun 11/02/2025, day 14 of reverse, 80.5kg (177.4lbs)
Mon 11/03/2025, day 15 of reverse, 81.9kg (180.5lbs)

Notes:
- Holy shit, I still am gaining weight, guess the reverse continues.
- Leg day today was very great, finally some strength increases

 

[Slowww]

Back looking peeled bro.

The point of slow incremental adjustment is also so that you can prolong weight gain phase and let the muscle mature, as well as accrue a maximal amount of tissue. It’s better to put on a lean Xkg of muscle over 30 weeks then maintain and then start to cut so you can hold onto it. Healthier off season also allows you to push the envelope on the cut, and hold it even better.

Be careful with such high tren bro and pushing anabolics when it’s too soon. I have a friend who tried that kind of thing for his first year and his kidney got wrecked. It took over half a year get back to baseline and he is well over 100kg in the off season. Now he runs tren only in prep because the damage was already done. I have another friend who just finished a contest prep, rebound pushing the envelope and has to now abandon a plan for a push phase because his health became out of whack and he went from totally normal BP to one which is uncontrollable because his body was pushed over the edge. Your dosages are much more significant in regards to thyroid meds, fat burners etc, your peptides were similar and he was competing in a pro qualifier. Regardless, It’s another case where you don’t know something is wrong until it’s too late, and it’s something totally avoidable because you must give the body a chance to recover before it breaks. He does diet and cardio perfect, just was unwilling to pull PEDS and thats enough for his body to tell him enough is enough. He used a lot less tren than you, is significantly larger and liver was totally fine, blood assay is totally fine but now what? Back to the drawing board and probably a doctor for more tests if it doesn’t pass when the AAS are out.
If you’re gonna run tren year round at least take one out of Nate DeAshas book and dont do 500 FFS cap it off at 150 AT MOST bro. If an open body builder who gets Olympia quals tops out at 150-300 with long term use you for sure dont need 500 hahaha

 

[Deadpool99]

Back looking peeled bro.

The point of slow incremental adjustment is also so that you can prolong weight gain phase and let the muscle mature, as well as accrue a maximal amount of tissue. It’s better to put on a lean Xkg of muscle over 30 weeks then maintain and then start to cut so you can hold onto it. Healthier off season also allows you to push the envelope on the cut, and hold it even better.

Be careful with such high tren bro and pushing anabolics when it’s too soon. I have a friend who tried that kind of thing for his first year and his kidney got wrecked. It took over half a year get back to baseline and he is well over 100kg in the off season. Now he runs tren only in prep because the damage was already done. I have another friend who just finished a contest prep, rebound pushing the envelope and has to now abandon a plan for a push phase because his health became out of whack and he went from totally normal BP to one which is uncontrollable because his body was pushed over the edge. Your dosages are much more significant in regards to thyroid meds, fat burners etc, your peptides were similar and he was competing in a pro qualifier. Regardless, It’s another case where you don’t know something is wrong until it’s too late, and it’s something totally avoidable because you must give the body a chance to recover before it breaks. He does diet and cardio perfect, just was unwilling to pull PEDS and thats enough for his body to tell him enough is enough. He used a lot less tren than you, is significantly larger and liver was totally fine, blood assay is totally fine but now what? Back to the drawing board and probably a doctor for more tests if it doesn’t pass when the AAS are out.
If you’re gonna run tren year round at least take one out of Nate DeAshas book and dont do 500 FFS cap it off at 150 AT MOST bro. If an open body builder who gets Olympia quals tops out at 150-300 with long term use you for sure dont need 500 hahaha

In terms of diet, I’m following ur guide, not adding kcals until I plateau and fluctuate between ~0.3kg for 3 days.

Blood wise I agree, once u fuck it up, u can rly fuck it up real good real quick. Rn going to get more bloodwork and ultrasounds to reconfirm.

A good note is, my Lipid, and Liver are at a all time low, even when testing under my aggressive cut and now with glutathione, I am aching to re-test and see the new results.

One good note tho is that my kidney markers is trending up, and BP is actually on the lower end. Closer to lower BP than higher BP rn.

I appreciate the concern and response, I am planning on tapering the tren down, surprisingly the past 3 days I have had the best sleep of my life, lol, makes it so hard.

But the initial use of high tren was to compensate for the fat loss compounds, most likely as I enter my lean bulk, I won’t need as much tren as I would when I’m cutting hard.

I also don’t use oral’s whatsoever, only oral I maybe maybe maybe maybe use, is some anadrol at the end of my bulk to see what the fuss is all about.

My anabolics are capped as of now, it only tapers down from here on, I don’t plan on going any higher as it’s pointless.

Again, thanks for the response. Appreciate it <3

 

[Deadpool99]

Also I swear I can’t find any good lighting. My entire gym using all these strong white lights. Like I can clearly see me bicep vein popping and exploding out but I just can’t find one single place to capture it. After a leg day, my legs are exploding out and look freaky, pull up my phone, looks like I’m back at week 9 into my aggressive cut.

Need to find a good place in my apartment, for consistency, but I don’t have much space to work with. I also have 0 experience with posing/lightning so it’s harder to give y’all a good look. But I look way better off camera.

 

[Deadpool99]

Weight:
Sun 11/02/2025, day 14 of reverse, 80.5kg (177.4lbs)
Mon 11/03/2025, day 15 of reverse, 81.9kg (180.5lbs)
Tues 11/04/2025, day 16 of reverse, 82.5kg (181.8lbs)

Notes:
- I did add 2ius of hgh on day 1 of the reverse diet but I don’t suspect it’s playing that big of a role. Specially since it’s been 16 days.

- Holy shit I am still gaining weight without adding any calories, bruh. And I thought the lean bulk was just about to start. Guess this just means I am packing way more muscle.

- I also want to eat some more calories and get on with the lean bulk ASAP, kind of bored trying to wait this out but I guess I have to.