I'm not really understanding your reason to exist here when all you are contributing is yourself as a punching bag.
Its becoming sad, the guys your beefing with here are going to run you out of here.
Do your research you will see its happened several times before.
Save yourself the carpal tunnel and just go now.
To quote one of my favorite movies..it really pertains to you right now.
"Listen, and understand. That terminator is out there. It can't be bargained with. It can't be reasoned with. It doesn't feel pity, or remorse, or fear. And it absolutely will not stop, ever, until you are dead."
In this case, the terminator are the members you are going back and forth with.
Do some research on some of the dead ugls here. See who leads the charge on killing them.