I could only make it to the 4th page, but, what the fuck is this?
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It was gonna be a prep log/ progress log.. I shut it down tho ultimately with a decision to come off cycle and work on health, diet and training.. before hammering forward any further already maxing out on my health honestly pushing the limits on doses.
I'm not sure that's what he was referring to...
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Yeah I wasn't sure either. I just tried to answer best I could respectfully ya know.
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Also! For the record now guys I have started TRT, was not willing to run PCT.
I'm currently on 150MG per week on enanthate. And my blood pressure is down to 120/80
I've had an Echo cardiogram check out, perfect heart function... After the wild run. And look better than ever currently.
This year was a transformation that involved going from 135 lbs in January to 180lbs.
Competition may not be something I pursue but I'm definitely going to stick with bodybuilding and continue to build my physique day by day.
Maxing out my diet and work in the gym and sleep.
Gear will be something in throw in again at some point but certainly not until at least febuary. I definitely owe myself a long cruise essentially.
I'm currently on 150MG per week on enanthate. And my blood pressure is down to 120/80
I've had an Echo cardiogram check out, perfect heart function... After the wild run. And look better than ever currently.
This year was a transformation that involved going from 135 lbs in January to 180lbs.
Competition may not be something I pursue but I'm definitely going to stick with bodybuilding and continue to build my physique day by day.
Maxing out my diet and work in the gym and sleep.
Gear will be something in throw in again at some point but certainly not until at least febuary. I definitely owe myself a long cruise essentially.
I was just curious what was actually happening here, it seems you're all over the place with goals, cycles and even post advice (which is scary)... Anyway, just checking in.
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Got ya I just posted up a update right above ur post. And ive definitely grown alot and changed over the year... I was once a radical zyzz brainwashed trooper banging a gram of Tren and "doing what ever it takes", but woke up and TBH still learning but reality set in quite a bit.
Health is #1, and bodybuilding is awesome, but it's also not my #1 dream in life to be a legendary aesthetic guy, Know what I mean.
Saw that... Well, I think it's good that you slowed down a bit... I wholeheartedly believe you will regret running TRT at this phase down the road, but, suit yourself.
I can promise you trying to do this TRT thing you're into isn't going to be what you think it is. I'm sure you're committed and all that but the sacrifice you habe decided to make will bite you in the ass
Edit. As stated previously
Edit. As stated previously
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Yeah i considered both TRT and PCT, I just didn't want to end up not recovering and loosing muslce along the way. Especially Because im in a win now mentality for the most part.
By that I mean, I wanna live while I'm young. I don't wanna die Young and over do it kinda thing, but I definitely want to turn up if u know what I mean.
TRT for life I know. I should be able to control hemacrit through blood donations and I'm not worried about it. I mean I do love body building and I think I'll always enjoy even the occasional 500MG test run well into my 50's
I'm gonna hit you with some truth you don't wanna hear: You didn't accumulate THAT much muscle to lose. The amount you put on can be maintained naturally with proper diet and training. You don't have some freak supraphysiological amount of muscle you're carrying around.
In all honesty, you need to speak with a psychiatrist, I believe you're suffering from a severe case body dysmorphia... This is not healthy, and you're taking huge risks for literally no reason. I hope you learn this before it's too late. Good luck.
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Can u explain the body dysmorphia part? (Think you might have missed shot here but I can understand if u weren't fully informed on my mentality of intentions) I can agree with you with being very well within the natural levels! But yes just don't want to PCT when I can stay on and keep it going I'm just not interested in trying to recover from what I did... And I do stick with the decision to blast and cruise for life.
*Also for the record, i do not think I'm an ifbb pro, that was shooting for the moon ! I always aim goals high, and honestly I. Just encouraged by my success and want to make the most of bodybuilding and life.
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Also if u guys want, take a look at my transformation on page 3 within a years time, 10 months essentially putting together 50LB increase almost, from 135 to 184
The dysmorphia is pretty obvious in the sense that you believe you achieved some miraculous or even special amount of muscle. The drugs used to reach that were beyond nonsensical and reckless to say the least.
I understand the mentality of shooting for the stars, but you need to have a rocket and a launch pad to begin with... You don't have either. Your natural foundation is nowhere near where it should/could be. You will reap SO much more from natural training and eating for the next few years. Doing crazy shit like blasting 1G of tren, when you're 22, is beyond horrifying.
I'm sorry, but, if you think this is anywhere near impressive, I'm not sure what to say...
You've developed some of the worst gyno I've seen in years, and don't have anything else to show for your cycling. Now you have permanent boobs, regardless of how "big" you get.
Hope it was worth it.
You've developed some of the worst gyno I've seen in years, and don't have anything else to show for your cycling. Now you have permanent boobs, regardless of how "big" you get.
Hope it was worth it.
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Understood.
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Eh
Eh I don't think I have gyno, I think it was the lighting and the way I had flexed. Which was an awkward pose to begin with, but If were talking even a 10 month transformation to deny insane progress is incorrect from my personal opinion.I'm sorry, but, if you think this is anywhere near impressive, I'm not sure what to say...
You've developed some of the worst gyno I've seen in years, and don't have anything else to show for your cycling. Now you have permanent boobs, regardless of how "big" you get.
Hope it was worth it.
The lighting make a my titties look supple, too.
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Lol
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If I have developed some gyno I imagine it's very recent as in this month, which is when I shot a crazy dose of test...
Any help on reversal is appreciated. For saftey purposes I'm going to go ahead and start nolva at 20MG a day for 4 weeks?
Any help on reversal is appreciated. For saftey purposes I'm going to go ahead and start nolva at 20MG a day for 4 weeks?
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