Cycle to recomp my body

[Oldschool]

Maybe you're right.

Well I never expected responses like this from a forum called 'thinksteroids' lmao. My eagerness to start steroids developed because on other forums I kept hearing that people's only regret was not starting sooner and how it completely changed their lives, etc. But I appreciate this, I think I was being an idiot and upon further reflection I'm definitely not ready yet. This is a life-long mission and not just something I want to do for the next two years to complete my 'revenge fantasy' and then go back to being a subhuman with a belly button that looks like a Taiwanese prostitute's asshole. I know from experience that shortcuts don't usually work in life and I should have realized that applies to building a good physique as well.

My original post is the first time I've ever told anyone this story and reading your responses has given me a different perspective on my situation. Fuck everyone from my past, I'm doing this for myself and not them. I need some time after my finals (education comes first) to work everything out. I'll stay on this forum and keep you guys updated.

 

[Dr JIM]

@WatchMeMofos a within “normal” range TT level is the reason your Docs are unwilling to begin TRT and NOT your age.

Fact is based upon your body habitus alone “supplemental” Test will do more harm than good!

Get your diet under control and begin a REGULAR exercise program and stop looking for short cuts to lasting success a LIFESTYLE CHANGE!

JIM

 

[Gerard]

mofos..... Nice comeback bro!! lol... good on you!!

 

[m314]

Maybe you're right.

Well I never expected responses like this from a forum called 'thinksteroids' lmao. My eagerness to start steroids developed because on other forums I kept hearing that people's only regret was not starting sooner and how it completely changed their lives, etc. But I appreciate this, I think I was being an idiot and upon further reflection I'm definitely not ready yet. This is a life-long mission and not just something I want to do for the next two years to complete my 'revenge fantasy' and then go back to being a subhuman with a belly button that looks like a Taiwanese prostitute's asshole. I know from experience that shortcuts don't usually work in life and I should have realized that applies to building a good physique as well.

My original post is the first time I've ever told anyone this story and reading your responses has given me a different perspective on my situation. Fuck everyone from my past, I'm doing this for myself and not them. I need some time after my finals (education comes first) to work everything out. I'll stay on this forum and keep you guys updated.

That's the right attitude if you want to be successful. This has to be a lifestyle change for it to be worth it. I'm not going to tell an adult on a steroid forum to not use steroids or to spend 10 years reaching your peak natty potential before starting. Just learn the basics first. Learn how to be consistent with diet and training. While you're doing that, read as much as you can about steroids and how to use them wisely. You'll get better results and avoid a lot of problems if you're already living the right lifestyle and know more about how to use steroids wisely.

I wish I had started sooner too. Looking back, 24 would have been the right age for me. I had already been lifting consistently for years at that point. I had my degree, my own place, a well paying job, and a stable life in general.

There's nothing wrong with setting goals based on upcoming life events. I might decide to go to Vegas in June for my birthday. If I set a goal to be 235 at 8% by then, it gives me something to focus on and look forward to.

 

[bob hughes]

by losing 1.5lb of fat per week, it'll take you at least 20 weeks to lose all of that stubborn fat. I'm pretty sure you can do it since you were able to lose 60lb with diet and exercise.

Hey man Haven’t seen you on here for a minute. How’s your GH experiment been going by the way? Not to derail the thread or anything lol

 

[Roco Bama]

Hey man Haven’t seen you on here for a minute. How’s your GH experiment been going by the way? Not to derail the thread or anything lol

What's up bro. It's been alright so far. I'm on a caloric deficit currently and I noticed that I'm not losing any muscle or strength even though my protein intake is low. My next blast is coming up in 6 weeks so I'll have to see how I respond to that combination.
My dosage is still 7.5iu blacks. Are you still running 4iu ?

 

[bob hughes]

What's up bro. It's been alright so far. I'm on a caloric deficit currently and I noticed that I'm not losing any muscle or strength even though my protein intake is low. My next blast is coming up in 6 weeks so I'll have to see how I respond to that combination.
My dosage is still 7.5iu blacks. Are you still running 4iu ?

On ansomone still, on blacks my hands swell and BP jumps big time at same dose. Can’t figure out if that’s because the blacks are even more than 15 iu , because the ansomone is under
dosed, or if it’s some impurities in the blacks.. but no I’m running like 2.5 iu a day, if I push too much higher than that my BP is an issue unfortunately. Can’t complain though, at this dose fat loss still pretty good. Running frag right now too, 500 mcg fasted before weights then cardio, frag With the GH seems great for fat loss, you just have to time it right with the cardio and eating. I’m only doing the frag may be a couple times a week, logistically it’s hard with the eating the cardio and the refrigeration issues, I’m not at home a whole lot. Keep us posted brother

 

[ScabbyJr]

First off..good for you for taking contrtol of your life and making changes for the better. You're on the right track but you're not there yet. You need to tighten up your diet and learn more about training. Because without this knowledge, steroids won't yield good results.
My advice is to get your hormones checked. Because if needed gyno surgery, something is wrong. You go dropping large amounts of androgenic drugs into your body as an experiment, and that's what it will be, you are really going to fuck yourself up.
Learn how to eat train for mass...it takes years. Be satisfied with your accomplishments and fuck what these idiots you grew up with think.

 

[MONTANA69]

He needs a personal trainer that can provide a complete comprehensive nutritional protocol, actual face to face training to be sure he does the work, a tremendous amount of positive reinforcement and atta boys and "supplementation" in one package. The cost will worth every single penny in the end.

Anything less than that is going to fail. Without all of those things in place I don't care how motivated he is he will quit or look exactly the same in 2 years. Even "genetically blessed" people struggle with training and dieting and question their progress. You take someone in the OP's situation and they just can't do it themselves.

This guy has issues that will require constant monitoring to keep him on track and soft handed tough love to keep him from quitting. His pics tell the whole story. Low T. WTFE, that's the body of a shut in. Shitty food, no physical activity every day for years.

I can say without a doubt, 100%, that if I had this guy working with me for 6 months he'd look like a completely different person and it wouldn't be about AAS or low T. It'd be about me kicking his ass daily in the gym and making him eat what he needs to eat to get where he wants to go. I wouldn't accept his excuses or let him off the hook because he's having a bad day or is sad.

That's what the OP needs. Someone that can fill in the gaps where he falls short. Knowledge, real personal motivation (not fantasy revenge dreams) and a constant push for the required long term consistency in an area he's uncomfortable in.

spot on

 

[mdhx3]

After a COMPLETE medical evaluation, including comprehensive hormone testing; I really do think that a trainer/coach, although expensive, will be the best next step if you truly are determined.
But the trainer will be the best investment of your life. It will be expensive; so budget it in as if it is as important as the electric bill.
I only know because I use one myself; and his knowledge, tenacity, motivation, and tendency to call me a pussy is the best motivation I have ever known.
I used to think I left the gym exhausted....I was wrong.
I used to think my diet was in check....I was wrong.
I used to think I was working as hard as humanly possible to achieve my goals....I was wrong.
At 42 I struggled with some aesthetic issues that I was working feverishly to fix. Well, I was going about it all wrong; and I have achieved 80% of my goal in 5 months with the help of my trainer and, of course, some anabolics.
But I waited till 42. I think the health risks outweigh benefits for loosely prescribed TRT at 25.
My doc actually prescribed TRT for me; but I went UGL for it because I can get it cheaper than the insurance copay.

I will say this: if you are not weighing your food and calculating the calories per gram; then your diet sucks. No matter what diet method you follow; you would be absolutely surprised the number of calories that a human can insidiously consume in the course of a day.

This may not be the most intelligent method of pushing one's self; but just when I get the thought that I could die or pass out or vomit from whatever exercise exertion....I try to see if I can push to that point!!
My rationale is that, if I die busting my tail in the gym, I died trying to better myself.

Good luck man.