It's rough to come off, but it's not impossible. You have age advantage that most don't. You settled on TRT for life because you're afraid to lose everything you have and that you worked for. You can choose the game but you cannot change the rules. There are always choices and their consequences. At this point you can still hit the restart button, later on chances will get lower and lower. So make your choice.
I thought you were on holiday...
Been missing the Meso crew?
Good to see you