Agreed bro. Check this out. Introduce yourself in the new member section. That lets the community know who you are. I highly recommend using meso for more then finding a source. However, it's hands down the safest place imo to find a good source. Poke around in the underground. See witch sources are always being lit up. Read thru it all, do research and then read more. I promise you will find a source to meet your needs "for the time being"
I'm all about the next man finding his his golden sources. Takes time, but you'll get it bro.