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[Mr. Deltoid]

I reread over this thread this morning and I believe that the wording I used to describe a reacuring nightmare I have was more than a little misleading. Let me clear something up I am no murderer if I was I certainly wouldn't clear my conscious online. The tragic violent event that I still feel guilty for is a night of blackout drinking led to me and a close friend of mine comming to blows over a woman I do not remember the fight all I remember is waking up covered in blood splatter all over my face and chest and my hands were completely covered as well, the friends house I woke up at thought he'd teach me a lesson and convinced me that I killed my friend. For 24 hrs they (our mutual friends) all had me convinced I had killed my best friend. Long story short he lived and never said a word to the police at the hospital however he also never said a word to me again either. I have always felt extremely guilty because I should have been the one to have had his ass kicked as his girlfriend and I were fucking when he walked in on us. He had been a real close friend since 6 th grade this happened when we were 22. For the day and night I thought I killed him it was pretty traumatic for me . I know I'm a dick so no one here needs to let me know I already do.I was drunk and on roofies it's no excuse I know it's not and I've felt terrible about this for a long time now. There it's off my chest , I don't feel any better though.

 

[BBC3]

But YOU ARE BETTER Now..!! And because you just addressed WHAT bothered you BOTH aloud and bravely challenging a fear as a failure which occurred. To change your conscious construct in this manner which now disempowers " personal internal ignorance" which occurred due to "internal subconscious tuck away" that was a direct result of this trauma which was too difficult to carry. So because of you verbal description if this "dream", you now ripped that thought from the self protective confines of your sub-conscious NOW allowing your conscious to kick its evil ass. Now the end result is that YOU have conquered this fear and trauma.. ! But only now that you RECOGNIZE what it was your mind DISGUISED. It did That TO PROTECT YOU from this travesty of accidental failed action. You now OWN THIS FAILURE AND NOW KNOW IT AS "your bitch"..!!! You are now a better man as this anchor is now cut free from you and sent to the bottom of the abyss WHERE IT BELONGS..!!!! Recognize..!!! Behold & empower.!!!

What do I get? I get to know I am a better man to have gained the POWER to help a brother of man.!!! This means the world to me. So THANK YOU!!!! / my brother..!! WE - just sent another demon back from this realm and straight to hell where it belongs.!!!!!!!! Peace and good tidings to you and yours..!

I reread over this thread this morning and I believe that the wording I used to describe a reacuring nightmare I have was more than a little misleading. Let me clear something up I am no murderer if I was I certainly wouldn't clear my conscious online. The tragic violent event that I still feel guilty for is a night of blackout drinking led to me and a close friend of mine comming to blows over a woman I do not remember the fight all I remember is waking up covered in blood splatter all over my face and chest and my hands were completely covered as well, the friends house I woke up at thought he'd teach me a lesson and convinced me that I killed my friend. For 24 hrs they (our mutual friends) all had me convinced I had killed my best friend. Long story short he lived and never said a word to the police at the hospital however he also never said a word to me again either. I have always felt extremely guilty because I should have been the one to have had his ass kicked as his girlfriend and I were fucking when he walked in on us. He had been a real close friend since 6 th grade this happened when we were 22. For the day and night I thought I killed him it was pretty traumatic for me . I know I'm a dick so no one here needs to let me know I already do.I was drunk and on roofies it's no excuse I know it's not and I've felt terrible about this for a long time now. There it's off my chest , I don't feel any better though.

 

[pumpingiron22]

I dream alot there always vivid to the point that I can read the details on papers the actual words and everything around. The last dream I had I try to look in the mirror. I remember reading you cant do that in dreams. Im my dream I knew I was dreaming so I looked in the mirror it was my face but distorted part human and Something else thats when it snapped in my thought in my dream that it was a demon. I quickly woke up after that. Some dreams are clear whats going on and in others I run around every where to diffrent places and talk to different people as I must be trying to work Something out.

 

[Mr. Deltoid]

Thanks BBC3 I appreciate your words and I do believe that you are right I have been carrying around that guilt for 16 yrs now it's time to let it go!

 

[BBC3]

Yes you are well on track!!. Here are my proposed steps to success. And which you completed...:
#1 - Describing/Identifying is the first leg. (we did this with Dream analysis here)

#2 - Believing is the next 1/4 of the battle. (you indicate you understand this great thing that has just happened..!! The bad effect it had, and the good of realizing)

#3 - UNDERSTANDING is the next 1/4 leg. (this is what you are in the process of doing via written acknowledgement as QUANTIFYING this great defeat...!)

#4 - KNOWING - is the final culmination of this victory now FULLY REALIZED and READY FULLY ACTUALIZING.!!!!

(***the following is NOT about "The Church, or Religion" / Read further CLEARLY & OBJECTIVELY)

DEFINITIONS...:
1. Demon ("Dee-Mun")
a. An Entity or Affecting FORCE which causes NEGATIVE ACTION to WHAT it INVOLVES with.

*** It was NOT your FAULT. It NEVER WAS... DEMONS ARE POWERFUL and this is why in fact they are DEMONS. This is just what they do. And one DOES NOT HAVE TO "THUMP A BIBLE" in order to VALIDATE and RECOGNIZE what a "Demon" is; and only ONCE the Perspective becomes afforded to clearly see them - do we even stand a chance. Because we can not kill what we can not see..! One of a demon's greatest powers is deceit in hiding from our "normal physical senses". You could tell me you are a LOGICAL ATHEIST (and you might be/no matter) as in TERMS of "Holy Scriptures", but you SURE AS HELL NOW SEE WHERE A DEVIL GOT A HOLD OF YOUR ASS..! AND NOW AS YOUR HEAD CLEARS FROM THIS and YOU ACCOUNT FOR THE UNTOLD DAMAGE IT DID / you can certainly testify to the power it held over you...! Yes.???

So now you KNOW Bro..! Step back and review all these words both YOURS & MINE/ and in all these postings. To look again at what you just wrote down. Memorize it is the only way to continue this prosperity you have found..! You now make the final LOGIC LEAP and you NOW KNOW that YOU have SLAIN THIS BEAST and sent it ASS-BEATEN, Dis-Empowered, and Critically Disabled BACK unto the UNDERWORLD which it came from to POISON YOUR WORLD. As they/DEMONS can ONLY live through OUR PHYSICAL EMBODIMENT. Else they are powerless little bitches sitting down in the "eternal baby crib' just hemm'n & Haw'n like pathetic little ass-whipes used, shit stained, and discarded down the terlet of ETERNITY... So they do not exist WITHOUT US, which is WHY they so desperately and constantly try to gain a foothold over us. Hell, who would not want to be here is this realm. Life is beautiful..! And just as fucking AWESOMELY BEAUTIFUL as it is to us, THEY CAN NOT STAND TO SEE THIS PROSPERITY Because it is ALL that they are NOT and can not stand...!

BACK ON TRACK...:
So your last post to me was the completion and EXECUTION of #3 ABOVE (understanding what just happened). With that ACT, you now ACHIEVE #4 (The Knowing of what just happened), which includes everything from now gaining the vision to see and account for when and how this demon KIDNAPPED YOUR SOUL, WHAT it did to YOU, How it NEGATIVELY HELD YOU HOSTAGE, and the QUANTITY of ALL the damage it did...! YOU NOW KNOW...! So the last part of all of this glory which just transpired for you is to KNOW you CAN NEVER FORGET. And now at least THIS DEMON can never sneak up on you again...! You are NOW OFFICIALLY ACTUALIZING A CORRECTED PROPER & RIGHTEOUS PATH...!

Lastly, and with regard to last sentence above. Understand that there are MANY demons that exist in OBLIVION. They come in all shapes and sizes with all kinds of powers. So now you can start to look around. REALLY LOOK AND SEE what/where OTHER Demons may be acting, lurking, hurting others, or just waiting as potential negative energy. Even possibly still holding you in other aspects. Because you actually made this first step / which unfortunately MANY with never have this great luxury afforded. Now seeing how important the first step is to our mission as successful people, you ALSO see that THIS FIRST VICTORY is at least 75% of the WAR. So properly REMEMBERED and PUT THIS NEW SWORD ON YOUR TOOL BELT NOW... It was NOT a GIFT TO YOU. You were divinely given great potential power in your spiritual inception(the energy which is YOU), which you exude and demonstrate in your walk of life (a primary reason that Demon picked YOU/FYI/ "why steal a Tercel when the Caddy is right there!!"). It was only NOW in TIME which YOU put enough of the puzzle pieces together to see the REAL PICTURE. And this can ONLY come about thru YOUR HARD WORK.

Embrace your new powers and use them WISELY my Friend...

Congratulations to YOU...!

Thanks BBC3 I appreciate your words and I do believe that you are right I have been carrying around that guilt for 16 yrs now it's time to let it go!

 

[pumpingiron22]

@BBC3 Thanks so you are saying now that I recognize that it is there its time to defeat it?

 

[BBC3]

No I have not gathered my thoughts yet on that link, your dream, and what my mind is gleaming. I am working on it though.. All good..

@BBC3 Thanks so you are saying now that I recognize that it is there its time to defeat it?

 

[dnoyez]

Dreams...my whole life I have had dreams of people I don't know or ever have seen..only years later or even months I meet that person or persons.Also I have dreams of random events that make no sense only to actually happen in waking life.Hopefully the dreams I have recently of events don't actually manifest for everyones sake.

 

[johnnyBALLZ]

Hopefully the dreams I have recently of events don't actually manifest for everyones sake.

Alright.. You can't leave us hanging with that!! haha

 

[kawilt]

Alright.. You can't leave us hanging with that!! haha

I agree JB....But anyway, I'll probably dream about his avatar tonight!

 

[BBC3]

I would implore you all to review this person's (Dnoyez) posts around here. He is of levels most do not DREAM... I have limited rapport/ I just know what is.. Somehow... SomeWHERE. THIS-Time....