RACE DAY UPDATE: 2:38
Hey guys, sorry for the late update. the race was back on April 17th and it went perfectly. Better than expected!
End of training + Pre-race:
I probably mentioned before, but I had been counting my calories this time around and eating at about a 500 kcal deficit most days. I was 163lbs at the time of my last update and by race day I got down to ~158lbs. The fat just melted off my midsection. I haven't been this lean since high school and I have noticeable vascularity on my biceps, sides/front of my abdomen and on my calves. I didn't really notice until one day when I got back from an easy run and saw these massive veins across my calves. I've never been anywhere near this vascular and my abs look pretty damn good. Aside from some light deadlifting, rows, and arm work early on in training a few months ago I haven't been doing any lifting at all. I was so surprised to see myself under 160lbs that I worried for a moment if maybe it might hurt my performance but I saw no sign of that in training.
In the final two months of training, I hit a key marathon pace long run of 17 miles at marathon pace (5:58/mi) with 5 miles of warm up for a total of 22 miles at 6:14/mi pace. It was tough at the very end but I felt very strong and didn't need to push too hard to sustain the pace. It somehow still didn't seem like a realistic marathon pace to me though, especially given the notorious hills of the Boston course. A few weeks later I decided to try a 10km time trial to see what I could do. I dosed 20mg of winny that morning with some Armodafinil and managed to squeak under 34 minutes at 33:57 for an average pace of 5:28/mi. I was pretty damn surprised that I was able to hold that pace. I went out at 5:20 and ran no slower than 5:30 for each of the miles, never fading or losing pace. I was super happy with that result and it as a massive confidence boost going into the taper. I started dosing winny for the final week leading up the marathon. 10mg in the morning, 10 in the evening.
Race
I studied the course pretty closely on the flight over, listening to youtube videos of pros talking about the course and even watching a video of someone with a gopro running the entire race. I developed a strategy to go out around 5:55-6 min/mi for the first 9 miles or so, keep it steady from then until mile 16 where the newton hills would begin. Hopefully, I'd save energy for the stretch from mile 16 ending at mile 21 at the famous Heartbreak hill. The key was to not run too hard on downhills to avoid tiring out my quads for the end of the race. The first half of the course is fast then the hills come later.
I slept pretty well (about 6-7 hours) felt super relaxed the morning of the race. I took a full pill of Armodafinil, 30mg of Winny, 5mg of Cialis, 500mg of meldonium, and 200mg of caffeine in an energy drink (I took a double dose of Test C before leaving home because I would be missing my usual dosing schedule). I had some oatmeal with a banana and tons of water. I felt completely free of the usual pre-race anxiety that it almost worried me a bit. I just felt ready to go. I have to say that the combo of winny, test and armodafinil feels amazing. I feel like I could go to war on that stack. Full of confidence and zero doubts in my mind.
I don't want to ramble about the race details but everything basically went perfectly. First mile was a bit congested and I struggled to find space behind the pack of runners even though I started in the first wave. It was my slowest mile because of that at 6:19. I was basically thinking that I would try to hold on around 6 minutes per mile until I couldn't anymore. If I could, I would break 2:40 and if not, I would probably hang on to break 2:45 and still set a personal record. I took 2 gels in the first half of the race it made me really gassy for some reason, I think the modafinil was to blame. It can do weird things to my metabolism. It put this annoying pressure on my bladder and abdomen and I felt like I had to pee nearly the entire race. Super annoying but I wasn't going to let it deter me unless I was literally about to shit myself. I worked too hard to stop for some bullshit like that.
I was ticking off miles at about 6 flat or just below for most of the first half, then around mile 9 I slowed just a bit to 6:05-6:10 for a few miles just like I planned. I was afraid of the legendary hills that were about to come. I was drinking water quite a bit just like last race thinking I needed it but it just kept making the gas issue feel worse, so after mile 16 I didn't have another gel or drink of water. I felt great and didn't need it.
When the hills came, I was ready. I felt so strong that for segments in what was supposed to be the hardest part of the race, I was breathing through my nose. I was able to pass quite a few people on the uphills without trying to speed up. As you'll see in the mile splits I'll post below, I hardly lost pace during the hilly miles, and even during the biggest period of elevation gain during mile 21 at Heartbreak Hill, I managed a 6:14. Coming off that hill, I felt great. The crowd was amazing and they were literally screaming for most of this race. It gave me the craziest runner's high and I knew I was going to finish strong. I told myself that I would just hold pace until the last 5k, then I would let it rip.
The last 5k ended up being my fastest 5k of the race. I slowly sped up until I turned the final corner and just let loose. My last 2 miles were 5:47 and 5:29. This was the moment were I really think the drugs made a huge difference. I didn't quite feel like myself, I felt like an animal. I gave it everything and dared myself to push even harder. I had one marathon pace long run that ended in a 5:33 mile and this felt just like that but with a crowd cheering me on. It was truly a unique life experience. No matter how hard I pushed, I felt like I could go harder. My cardio didn't even feel like it was being fully tested somehow but my legs couldn't really go any faster. I think I hit close to 5 minute per mile pace for a short stretch. When I passed the finish line, I caught my breath within 10-15 seconds and I already felt close to baseline. It was insane. Most people around me were looking pretty wrecked but I honestly think I could have managed another few miles at 6 minute pace. My GPS time read 6:01 per mile. Just a hair away from a sub 6 minute pace marathon. Nearly a 10 minute improvement from my last race just 4 months ago.
Reflections
I think the weight loss was the biggest part of my success here. I ran more mileage too (peaked at 110 miles per week), but as the weight came down so did my times. I feel more of a bounce to my stride now and the day after this race, I felt way less sore than last time around. It was a huge difference actually. Last time I was struggling to walk and could barely make it down stairs. This time I was still pretty sore, especially in my quads but almost like a super hard training run might feel. I started running again just two days later. The following week, I did a 90 mile week. Literally feeling super human at the moment. As I write this, I'm in the midst of a 100 mile week because next week I plan to run 32 miles for my 32nd birthday. Not super fast but quicker than a normal long run for sure.
I should also mention that I'm down to 155lbs now, still fluctuating up to the high 150s. My blood pressure is also much improved since I last checked when I was 20-30 pounds heavier. Systolic is down 10 points and diastolic is down 15+ to the lowest I've seen it since I've been monitoring. I actually took my last reading in the build up to the race when I was on winny so I was happy to see it looking good/normal. Speaking of winny, I should also mention that I had absolutely zero joint issues. Not even a hint or suggestion of a joint issue. I think last time around might have actually been in my head or perhaps because of the extra weight I was carrying around. This time just felt great all around. Extra energy, aggression, and endurance. Perfect boost for race day.
What's Next?
First thing is the 32 miler as I mentioned, then I will officially take my Test dose down to TRT levels. I need to dial that in but I think 100-120mg should do it. Blood work will be the judge. Everything in my life feels so good that I can't imagine coming off completely now. I plan to throw in some weight training and maintain 80mi+ a week to keep my fitness until the fall/winter when I'll do another marathon. I'll probably start another training block in august or so. Judging my how well things are going and how fast I was able to finish a tough course like Boston, I'd like to set the bar high and go for a sub 2:30 marathon in the winter on a faster course. That would be around 5:40 per mile or so and worst case scenario I definitely think I could hit 2:35. Hell, I may have been able to hit 2:35-2:36 in Boston if I raced less conservatively before the hills. Right now, I'm feeling like the sky's the limit. The stack is working wonders and I don't see any need to tweak anything next time. My heart rate is down to the lowest its ever been during easy runs and some days I feel like a goddamn horse.
I don't think I want to get my weight below 150lbs, but it if it happens naturally without crazy effort I won't complain. I've always been a lean person in the past so this feels like a healthier weight for me. But I've been above natty test levels consistently for about 6 months now, so dialing in a TRT dose will be my priority after the big run next week. Will be interesting to see how it effects daily training, but I'm sure it won't make a huge difference since I'm not going to be pushing it anytime soon.
Anyways, thanks for reading guys. Will update again in a month or two.
Splits:
### Splits
| Mile | Time |
|------|------|
| 1 | 6:19 |
| 2 | 5:54 |
| 3 | 5:58 |
| 4 | 5:52 |
| 5 | 6:02 |
| 6 | 6:02 |
| 7 | 6:00 |
| 8 | 6:02 |
| 9 | 5:58 |
| 10 | 6:07 |
| 11 | 6:09 |
| 12 | 6:00 |
| 13 | 6:07 |
| 14 | 6:04 |
| 15 | 6:08 |
| 16 | 5:58 |
| 17 | 6:11 |
| 18 | 6:09 |
| 19 | 6:07 |
| 20 | 6:07 |
| 21 | 6:14 |
| 22 | 6:01 |
| 23 | 6:06 |
| 24 | 5:57 |
| 25 | 5:47 |
| 26 | 5:29 |
| 27 | 5:22/mi |