Freak Under Construction Cycle Log

Couldn't find any hydrocodone sadly. That's what I wanted to use initially but I didn't have access, so I'm using 30mg "roxys". Not the best alternative, but it's what I have. Clonidine is a good idea, that's one of the meds they gave us in my first in patient detox program. Currently only have the oxys, seroquil, and an empty wallet.. I'd really like to get my hands on some neurontin. That stuff works wonders for withdrawal when you take a good dose of it.

I have a great idea, mix colonidine, with a clonapin, your already on the oxy, you should be nodding and drooling just like you shot a 1/4g of tar. But it's all pharm so it's ok[emoji12]


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Starting point: November 2014
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Couple weeks ago on test and dbol
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My overall size, fullness, vascularity, and strength varies a good bit day by day, as does my weight. But I feel like I'm in a good spot to really make some solid progress on this cycle, wish me luck, keep me motivated, and let the gains begin!

WOW!!!! Very impressive turn around brother. I was an addict so i can truly respect what you have done to make it to this point.

SUBBED!!!!!!
 
I have a great idea, mix colonidine, with a clonapin, your already on the oxy, you should be nodding and drooling just like you shot a 1/4g of tar. But it's all pharm so it's ok[emoji12]


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What would possess you to post some stupid ass shit like that??
 
Sorry I haven't been very active as of lately. You all know what I'm currently going through. Zero opiates for the past 3 days. Been using small amounts of Xanax throughout the day and seroquil to sleep at night.

Edit: as for gear I've just been taking a shot of test here and there. Haven't even really been paying attention to the dosage.
 
I have a great idea, mix colonidine, with a clonapin, your already on the oxy, you should be nodding and drooling just like you shot a 1/4g of tar. But it's all pharm so it's ok[emoji12]


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Do everyone a favor...next time you think you have something funny to say, keep it to yourself.

You have alot of nerve acting like your better than someone who is struggling with addiction.

Your a real classy guy arnt you?
That was sarcasm.
 
Ok Whoremoans, I owe you an apology, I just read thru all your post and understand what your going thru. I had been away from MESO for a bit and to come back to a few joke threads I guess I put yours In that category. Once again I sincerely apologize and wish you the best in your kick. It's a tough thing to do. I been on Saboxone for a long time, 2mgs and just accepted that it's a medication that I might just take for life, people with heart issues take their meds, I take mine. I'm happy with that, my wife is happy with it, and my Dr is ok with it. I hope my apology is accepted. I will leave your thread alone, if films might help you, I can help with that. I do not think IVing is the right way to go, it's a ritual you must break to.[emoji1431]sorry bro.


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Ok Whoremoans, I owe you an apology, I just read thru all your post and understand what your going thru. I had been away from MESO for a bit and to come back to a few joke threads I guess I put yours In that category. Once again I sincerely apologize and wish you the best in your kick. It's a tough thing to do. I been on Saboxone for a long time, 2mgs and just accepted that it's a medication that I might just take for life, people with heart issues take their meds, I take mine. I'm happy with that, my wife is happy with it, and my Dr is ok with it. I hope my apology is accepted. I will leave your thread alone, if films might help you, I can help with that. I do not think IVing is the right way to go, it's a ritual you must break to.[emoji1431]sorry bro.


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It's no big deal man. Apology accepted.
 
Starting point: November 2014
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Couple weeks ago on test and dbol
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My overall size, fullness, vascularity, and strength varies a good bit day by day, as does my weight. But I feel like I'm in a good spot to really make some solid progress on this cycle, wish me luck, keep me motivated, and let the gains begin!

How come the tattoo blacked out changed arms?

Edit: not questioning if that's you, kill it and looking forward to watching you progress my man! [emoji123][emoji123]
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It hurts like a bitch but I'm pinning the shit again dammit lol. ED pins too.
If you are struggling with urges I just came off 16mg daily with something different. I used
Tianeptine sodium and it gave me 0 withdrawal the whole time. It was absolutely amazing and I dropped it after and there was nothing that I would describe as a detox at all man. If you still have issue I have to reccomend getting some to keep on hand for bad days. Send me a message if you want more info. I don't want to muddy up your log any more. Just wanted to give you a heads up.
 
Things have been complicated lately, I haven't completely come off opiates the way I intended. But I've still been training and working hard. Gear doses are low right now, no orals either. I'm considering cranking this cycle back up and getting the most out of it. I'll have more to say in a bit.
 
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