That's a great accomplishment on its own Kalima. Whatever you're doing, it's working without AAS. Personally I would see how much more you could do naturally, as it seems you know something works, but maybe just need a slight tweak in either diet or training or even both. That's where Meso serves a great purpose! Tons of info in the forums.
In the event you do have anavar in your hands in the future, make sure your source is legitimate, as anavar is one of the more commonly faked orals; the last thing you want is to put winstrol into you without having a clue! If you are unsure of the brands authenticity either consult the forum or have it tested ( quick search will have you informed on how to do that as well ).
Good luck