I think it’s done

Geez, its sad that people are like this, and are struggling so much to just live life.
Dude my life’s been like this for awhile I’ve felt suicidal before, but i didn’t know that it wasn’t real, it felt real when I started getting anxiety about where I’d go and the fact I’d leave my family behind

Funny thing is it ain’t even sadness at this point. Just lack of opportunity. The cards I’ve been dealt are extremely short the only thing that works out for me is financial stuff. Jobs. Professional relationships. Other than that I ain’t really got anything.

Like I am exausted and tired of trying it’s easier to just stop.

Face it. Some people get in a car accident and never walk again and live in a wheel chair. Life.

I happen to be like them in a way. But instead of that I have no handicaps but my opportunities are just as handicapped as there’s.

Maybe that’s wrong. Maybe I’m being a bit selfish and unfair to those I wasn’t trying to be offensive

But fuck me have I been trying and it’s a walk through mud.

I told myself I’ll be happy no matter what as long as I have bodybuilding can look at my body and be happy. I loved if. What happened?

I ran tren and I got acne fulminans and broke my arm now my body is covered in scars and people can’t see me with a shirt off without turning there head 45 degrees in awe

Yeah. Thanks for that one mr man upstairs. Fuckin ass hole.

It’s shit like that that even probably effected this relationship. This one I fuckin needed man. I needed this bodybuilding shit. Ain’t no point now…
 
Dude my life’s been like this for awhile I’ve felt suicidal before, but i didn’t know that it wasn’t real, it felt real when I started getting anxiety about where I’d go and the fact I’d leave my family behind

Funny thing is it ain’t even sadness at this point. Just lack of opportunity. The cards I’ve been dealt are extremely short the only thing that works out for me is financial stuff. Jobs. Professional relationships. Other than that I ain’t really got anything.

Like I am exausted and tired of trying it’s easier to just stop.

Face it. Some people get in a car accident and never walk again and live in a wheel chair. Life.

I happen to be like them in a way. But instead of that I have no handicaps but my opportunities are just as handicapped as there’s.

Maybe that’s wrong. Maybe I’m being a bit selfish and unfair to those I wasn’t trying to be offensive

But fuck me have I been trying and it’s a walk through mud.

I told myself I’ll be happy no matter what as long as I have bodybuilding can look at my body and be happy. I loved if. What happened?

I ran tren and I got acne fulminans and broke my arm now my body is covered in scars and people can’t see me with a shirt off without turning there head 45 degrees in awe

Yeah. Thanks for that one mr man upstairs. Fuckin ass hole.

It’s shit like that that even probably effected this relationship. This one I fuckin needed man. I needed this bodybuilding shit. Ain’t no point now…
it will heal, even if you still have scars when its over, nobody cares about scarring. patience is key. get treatment for it, dont fuck herpes whores, fix your fulminans
 
It did heal. Scars decreased drastically but it’s just the whole idea.

Oh want a nice body? Sike

Want a relationship? Sure here y go

Man someone fuckin cursed me I swear

Not tryna self pity but damn I got no chances
 
It did heal. Scars decreased drastically but it’s just the whole idea.

Oh want a nice body? Sike

Want a relationship? Sure here y go

Man someone fuckin cursed me I swear

Not tryna self pity but damn I got no chances
youre not special in that regard. everyone here who roids use it as a comfort blanket. so no pity party for you, but i feel you. its still all about patience and progression
 
can we get a moderator to confine @Dead to this thread, he can never leave or post anywhere else BUT here . lol
LMAO, that’s like the SNL skit where Paul Simon went to hell for selling his soul to satan in order to be famous and he had to listen to his own songs for all of eternity as his punishment.
 
The cards I’ve been dealt are extremely short the only thing that works out for me is financial stuff. Jobs. Professional relationships. Other than that I ain’t really got anything.
Oh, you poor baby! What about the people who are dealt everything and more and are broke as hell and don’t get good financial cards dealt to them? Cry me a River man. It’s called life. Suck it up and move on.
 
It did heal. Scars decreased drastically but it’s just the whole idea.

Oh want a nice body? Sike

Want a relationship? Sure here y go

Man someone fuckin cursed me I swear

Not tryna self pity but damn I got no chances
"Oh want a nice body? Sike". It's "Psych." Anyway, you gotta put in the work and discipline with food and gym time if you want the body. It's not magic, and it is not that complicated. Goal first. Means. Then execute.

"Want a relationship? Sure here y go" LOL! Seriously? That was not really a relationship, and if you are selecting women like this for sexual partners, then you do not deserve a relationship. Goals, then means, then execute. First figure out what you want in a female, then figure out how to get it, then execute on those plans. Stop with the distractions.

"Man someone fuckin cursed me I swear" Yes, and I know who it was. I bet you do, too. If not, then once you figure it out, you can put a stop to it today.

Didn't you start out here talking about your six figure income and career path and so on? Cursed? Most single guys your age are lucky to be making $30k or 40. I hope you are saving a quarter to a third of it and investing in your 401(k) and IRA and so on. You'll be fucking rich by middle age. Cursed? Sure, if you decide to blow all you money now and YOLO, you will indeed curse yourself and deprive yourself of a wealthy future.

"Not tryna self pity but damn I got no chances" WTF is this? You definitely are trying to self pity. The sooner you realize that, the better.

You already have a high income in the land of opportunity. If you want a good, traditional wife type female, then you have to make yourself attractive to a woman like that, first, and then go search for one. It will take a while. They are less than 1 in 100 in the current climate, and you are NOT going to meet her in Tinder or any other online dating. A woman like that will not be on those sites.

First you have to figure out what you are seeking. Then figure out how to get there. Then start at step one and stay focused.

Enough wallowing in self pity. Get up, brush your teeth, shower, and plan your day. It's 2022. Go to Human Resources and max out your 401(k), which is $20,500 at your age for this year. Start reading financial sites like Bogleheads and, you are in health care, right? White Coat Investor blog (all of it, that will take you until May).

Then stop dating sluts.

Then figure out what you want in a woman while building career, wealth, and muscle mass. You'll be more attractive to a good woman later anyway, with some more maturity and wealth and physique. Women don't view a man's age and attractiveness in quite the same way a man views a woman's age.
 
PS - no traditional type woman wants a drama queen self pitying man.

They want somebody strong to lean on.

Not Jerry Springer show threatening I got all up in his face and called him a bitch and he called the cops . . .

Strength. Self control. She wants a rock.

You are a reed bending in the wind, whichever way it happens to be blowing.

Fix that. Grow up. Focus on what is important.
 
"Oh want a nice body? Sike". It's "Psych." Anyway, you gotta put in the work and discipline with food and gym time if you want the body. It's not magic, and it is not that complicated. Goal first. Means. Then execute.

"Want a relationship? Sure here y go" LOL! Seriously? That was not really a relationship, and if you are selecting women like this for sexual partners, then you do not deserve a relationship. Goals, then means, then execute. First figure out what you want in a female, then figure out how to get it, then execute on those plans. Stop with the distractions.

"Man someone fuckin cursed me I swear" Yes, and I know who it was. I bet you do, too. If not, then once you figure it out, you can put a stop to it today.

Didn't you start out here talking about your six figure income and career path and so on? Cursed? Most single guys your age are lucky to be making $30k or 40. I hope you are saving a quarter to a third of it and investing in your 401(k) and IRA and so on. You'll be fucking rich by middle age. Cursed? Sure, if you decide to blow all you money now and YOLO, you will indeed curse yourself and deprive yourself of a wealthy future.

"Not tryna self pity but damn I got no chances" WTF is this? You definitely are trying to self pity. The sooner you realize that, the better.

You already have a high income in the land of opportunity. If you want a good, traditional wife type female, then you have to make yourself attractive to a woman like that, first, and then go search for one. It will take a while. They are less than 1 in 100 in the current climate, and you are NOT going to meet her in Tinder or any other online dating. A woman like that will not be on those sites.

First you have to figure out what you are seeking. Then figure out how to get there. Then start at step one and stay focused.

Enough wallowing in self pity. Get up, brush your teeth, shower, and plan your day. It's 2022. Go to Human Resources and max out your 401(k), which is $20,500 at your age for this year. Start reading financial sites like Bogleheads and, you are in health care, right? White Coat Investor blog (all of it, that will take you until May).

Then stop dating sluts.

Then figure out what you want in a woman while building career, wealth, and muscle mass. You'll be more attractive to a good woman later anyway, with some more maturity and wealth and physique. Women don't view a man's age and attractiveness in quite the same way a man views a woman's age.
He compared acne scars to being paralyzed and in a wheelchair. SMFH.
 
Face it. Some people get in a car accident and never walk again and live in a wheel chair. Life.

I happen to be like them in a way. But instead of that I have no handicaps but my opportunities are just as handicapped as there’s.
This has got to be one of the most pathetic things I’ve seen in a long ass time, and I’ve seen some pathetic stuff. You seriously must be a damn troll.
 
"Oh want a nice body? Sike". It's "Psych." Anyway, you gotta put in the work and discipline with food and gym time if you want the body. It's not magic, and it is not that complicated. Goal first. Means. Then execute.

"Want a relationship? Sure here y go" LOL! Seriously? That was not really a relationship, and if you are selecting women like this for sexual partners, then you do not deserve a relationship. Goals, then means, then execute. First figure out what you want in a female, then figure out how to get it, then execute on those plans. Stop with the distractions.

"Man someone fuckin cursed me I swear" Yes, and I know who it was. I bet you do, too. If not, then once you figure it out, you can put a stop to it today.

Didn't you start out here talking about your six figure income and career path and so on? Cursed? Most single guys your age are lucky to be making $30k or 40. I hope you are saving a quarter to a third of it and investing in your 401(k) and IRA and so on. You'll be fucking rich by middle age. Cursed? Sure, if you decide to blow all you money now and YOLO, you will indeed curse yourself and deprive yourself of a wealthy future.

"Not tryna self pity but damn I got no chances" WTF is this? You definitely are trying to self pity. The sooner you realize that, the better.

You already have a high income in the land of opportunity. If you want a good, traditional wife type female, then you have to make yourself attractive to a woman like that, first, and then go search for one. It will take a while. They are less than 1 in 100 in the current climate, and you are NOT going to meet her in Tinder or any other online dating. A woman like that will not be on those sites.

First you have to figure out what you are seeking. Then figure out how to get there. Then start at step one and stay focused.

Enough wallowing in self pity. Get up, brush your teeth, shower, and plan your day. It's 2022. Go to Human Resources and max out your 401(k), which is $20,500 at your age for this year. Start reading financial sites like Bogleheads and, you are in health care, right? White Coat Investor blog (all of it, that will take you until May).

Then stop dating sluts.

Then figure out what you want in a woman while building career, wealth, and muscle mass. You'll be more attractive to a good woman later anyway, with some more maturity and wealth and physique. Women don't view a man's age and attractiveness in quite the same way a man views a woman's age.
START HERE TALKING ABOUT A 6 FIGURE INCOME? LOL NOOOOO THAT WAS NOT ME

I’m like 35-40
 
Nah guys look I’m already getting over this shit with her

I’m starting to see what a mess she was the longer I’m without her.

Idk I’m the type to sit around do nothing and wonder why nothings happening and wait for it to change. Just trying to figure it all out

I’m the type to kick and scream like crazy for the first few days and then wonder why the fuck I even cared in the first place a day later
 
Nah guys look I’m already getting over this shit with her

I’m starting to see what a mess she was the longer I’m without her.

Idk I’m the type to sit around do nothing and wonder why nothings happening and wait for it to change. Just trying to figure it all out

I’m the type to kick and scream like crazy for the first few days and then wonder why the fuck I even cared in the first place a day later
So many people hear are trying to give you good insight, but all you are looking for is to complain , like someone said a pity party.

Maybe get your depression treated?

If someone is always getting into fights, or getting screwed, then complains that its because of everything else around them, its actually the person themselves. So you are doing something that is attracting this attention, whatever it is.

We are probably the same age, and there is an easier way to live than what you are putting yourself through. You are doing this to yourself. If you took time to change your mindset and learn how to live with your character defects, you would feel so much better.

Also please go to doctor to get treatment for sti’s.

Edit- even in this thread, it shows the way you carry yourself, and is a prime example why you are attracting so much drama. But you love it. It takes you away from your feelings, and feelings are hard to deal with. So just escape like using drugs. Or learn some self help shit and get your life together. The codepency is real.

Sorry you are going through all of this. It must be exhausting to be putting yourself through it all. You honestly dont have to live like this.
 
So many people hear are trying to give you good insight, but all you are looking for is to complain , like someone said a pity party.

Maybe get your depression treated?

If someone is always getting into fights, or getting screwed, then complains that its because of everything else around them, its actually the person themselves. So you are doing something that is attracting this attention, whatever it is.

We are probably the same age, and there is an easier way to live than what you are putting yourself through. You are doing this to yourself. If you took time to change your mindset and learn how to live with your character defects, you would feel so much better.

Also please go to doctor to get treatment for sti’s.

Edit- even in this thread, it shows the way you carry yourself, and is a prime example why you are attracting so much drama. But you love it. It takes you away from your feelings, and feelings are hard to deal with. So just escape like using drugs. Or learn some self help shit and get your life together. The codepency is real.

Sorry you are going through all of this. It must be exhausting to be putting yourself through it all. You honestly dont have to live like this.
I appreciate the advice it’s why I post this stuff. Idk depression wise, already been through them ssris n shit
 
Nobody has even mentioned the grey pus and blood coming out of your dick following a simple e choli infection of the urethra from anal sex.
I never ran into gram negative infections of males urethra from anal sex.

We did have a good number of homosexuals that were worked up for Gonorrhea. And they tended to have a lot of problems with anal bleeding, some of them even had to wear diapers to keep from shitting their pants, some even needed regular blood transfusions as their HIV progressed.

Because a man can somewhat flush his penis out after sex and do it over and over I think a man is somewhat protected unless he gets a viral infection which is common with herpes.

The best approach is simply don't stick your dick in a butt. Its nasty and gross when you realize someone is sloshing around in hole filled with millions of bacteria and yeast.
 

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