Is Anyone Still Blasting Through This Pandemic?

Find another woman man, not worth it to waste your life with someone like that
We have been together for 16 years. It’s been the last 3 that have been crazy. With everything we have both gone through in life, I could never leave her like that. The only deal breaker for me would be if there was ever any cheating going on, and I would expect the same from her.
 
We have been together for 16 years. It’s been the last 3 that have been crazy. With everything we have both gone through in life, I could never leave her like that. The only deal breaker for me would be if there was ever any cheating going on, and I would expect the same from her.

Good for you, man! So easy to ditch someone..takes real love and selflessness to care for another human being.. I pray for you and you lady. Your a good man. You don’t ditch when they are their weakest. Help her build back up. Then with clear mind you can mutually part ways. I pray that this will be her last need to run to
Rehab. And bravo to her for going on the first place!
 
Hitting it heavy.
Bought a full rig for the garage and about 600lb of steel and bumper plates, chains, some mats etc. I was doin a bunch of pussy cable shit anyway, the stay home movement forced me back to my roots in performance strength training and olympic lifting so I will come out stronger on the other side. I consult in what is deemed an essential industry, so a travel letter allows me to move freely about the country but I thoroughly enjoy the investment I made for the house. My dosages are a bit irresponsible so I'll just cap them out for discussion sake but a calculated risk I'm willing to take.


test c 500mg
EQ
Primo
Mast E 400mg
Tren E 200mg
12iu seros
.5mg adex 2x weekly
8mg Cialis ED
 
We have been together for 16 years. It’s been the last 3 that have been crazy. With everything we have both gone through in life, I could never leave her like that. The only deal breaker for me would be if there was ever any cheating going on, and I would expect the same from her.
Good shit man. Gotta eat a little rocky road with the peaches and cream sometimes. Way to cowboy up and handle things.
 
Why not liking the deca?
It’s inevitable with this fucking drug that at some point you are going to get ED, for starters.

I was with a new girl earlier this year, and it happened to me twice that I was losing erections during sex. I quickly fixed it with adex, but it fucking happened.

She had really low self esteem despite being hot, and said I was losing erections because i didn’t find her attractive.

I’m not gonna go through the whole story but I don’t want that shit to happen to me ever again under any circumstance.

On top of that, I think deca is an unimpressive drug. I built my physique on tren, never got any side from it, deca was being hyped everywhere and I decided to give it a second chance since I only had used it once.

Was severely disappointed. From now on Im going back to the winning formula:

Test/tren or test/tren/eq, even though I have had mixed feelings about eq for a long time. I would use bold cyp if my source had it, but they only have Eq and DHB, and I don’t want or need eod pinning, not to speak of the fact of it’s low concentration per ml.
 
It’s inevitable with this fucking drug that at some point you are going to get ED, for starters.

I was with a new girl earlier this year, and it happened to me twice that I was losing erections during sex. I quickly fixed it with adex, but it fucking happened.

She had really low self esteem despite being hot, and said I was losing erections because I didn’t like her.

I’m not gonna go through the whole story but I don’t want that shit to happen to me ever again under any circumstance.

On top of that, I think deca is an unimpressive drug. I built my physique on tren, never got any side from it, deca was being hyped everywhere and I decided to give it a second chance since I only had used it once.

Was severely disappointed. From now on Im going back to the winning formula:

Test/tren or test/tren/eq, even though I have had mixed feelings about eq for a long time. I would use bold cyp if my source had it, but they only have Eq and DHB, and I don’t want or need eod pinning, not to speak of the fact of it’s low concentration per ml.

dude I see myself in you.

I have had ED during all my fucking life; before, during and after AAS, It didn´t matter what I was taking. And I tell you my natural test levels (total and free) were always in the high range.

I have had that with every girl I have been, hot and not so hot ones, I don´t know why ED is EVEN A THING, sure I know there are true medical conditions that are DIRECTLY linked to it and it is very real but 99% of the cases is MENTAL.

It doesn´t matter to me anymore, know why? because after a couple of times and some minimum confidence built with the girl, I have a normal and full sex life. IT IS MENTAL.

The trick? Laugh and be natural about it, let her know you need some time to let your body connect to her, IT CAN HAPPEN. The erectile dysfunction industry is the greatest SCAM ever.

Sure I know how it hurts the masculine ego, it is truly terrible lol
 
dude I see myself in you.

I have had ED during all my fucking life; before, during and after AAS, It didn´t matter what I was taking. And I tell you my natural test levels (total and free) were always in the high range.

I have had that with every girl I have been, hot and not so hot ones, I don´t know why ED is EVEN A THING, sure I know there are true medical conditions that are DIRECTLY linked to it and it is very real but 99% of the cases is MENTAL.

It doesn´t matter to me anymore, know why? because after a couple of times and some minimum confidence built with the girl, I have a normal and full sex life. IT IS MENTAL.

The trick? Laugh and be natural about it, let her know you need some time to let your body connect to her, IT CAN HAPPEN. The erectile dysfunction industry is the greatest SCAM ever.

Sure I know how it hurts the masculine ego, it is truly terrible lol
Dude that definitely happened to me a couple of times, I’m not ashamed to say it but this time I’m pretty fucking sure it was the nandrolone.
 
Dude that definitely happened to me a couple of times, I’m not ashamed to say it but this time I’m pretty fucking sure it was the nandrolone.

Yeah, but you said: "I don’t want that shit to happen to me ever again under any circumstance."

I know this never happens to many men, but a great % are ED sensitive, I am one of them.

Causes? subconscious childhood trauma, the devastating dick inferiority issue, long history of rejection and so on.
 
I know I kinda deflected the point but this triggered me lol

And In case some reader can benefit from it, for all I have read in this forum, many.
 
Yeah, but you said: "I don’t want that shit to happen to me ever again under any circumstance."

I know this never happens to many men, but a great % are ED sensitive, I am one of them.

Causes? subconscious childhood trauma, the devastating dick inferiority issue, long history of rejection and so on.
I think it does happen to everyone at some point, I don’t have any dick inferiority issue, I’m pretty happy with my size and girls too.

But like I said, it has happened to me a couple of times because I was anxious when I scored some women that were very attractive and that I wanted to show that I was a good lover.
 
I think it does happen to everyone at some point, I don’t have any dick inferiority issue, I’m pretty happy with my size and girls too.

But like I said, it has happened to me a couple of times because I was anxious when I scored some women that were very attractive and that I wanted to show that I was a good lover.

me too, I am 5.3, pretty fair lol

Yeah, that performance anxiety, very usual too, if we only know how little it matters...
 
You guys are scaring me!

I ran high deca last time and I couldn’t hold back my orgasm, as soon as I got it in deep I came, very embarrassing
I usually can go a while...
 
You guys are scaring me!

I ran high deca last time and I couldn’t hold back my orgasm, as soon as I got it in deep I came, very embarrassing
I usually can go a while...
I have a very hard time reaching orgasm during sex, so I can last for a very, very long time, and that in combination with test and tren make me last even longer and with a rock hard erection.

Deca is the only thing that ever fucked my shit up, on test alone or test and tren I’m a fucking machine.
 
I don’t think that there’s is much advantage going over 30 push ups, from what I read on a few calisthenics programs or forums, the way to keep progressing is moving on to harder versions of pushups like clapping pushups or the ones that you explode with your whole body of the ground.

If you can do 600 regular ones with weight I’m sure you can do these, or even one arm push ups.
I know where you're coming from, but I do believe that there comes a point where higher rep shit is beneficial if you hadn't done it in awhile and are also on gear and hgh.

I'm trying to slowly increase the weight load on my back as time goes on. For me it's been working, chest looks much larger and delts as well. But yes, I do see your point when it comes to resistance and maximum muscle output for heavier weights. Just sharing, definitely been working for me.

May get into some variations like u said, had an old book called convict conditioning that had a lot of good variations in it. May need to look in it again soon!!
 
I was almost two weeks into adding some var and mk 677 to my cruise dose of test. Trying to take it easy this year on blasting. I went ahead and dropped both because I didn't know what my training situation would be. I did manage to pick up some basic equipment with about 600lbs in plates for home to get me by during all this. I'll probably start back up on the var before too long once I pick up a few more plates and maybe some chains. I'm also getting used working nights anyway, so need time to adjust to that too.
 
Going to start blasting in about 3 weeks.
Going to restart Sheiko with some accessories too!

Got about 500lbs of plates here need another 250lb but not paying the ridiculous CL prices.

The only thing I can not really do at the moment is multiple exercises for legs.
Might build an old school styled leg press.
need a leg curl machine.

I think this shit has underlined how much more I actually need a home gym than a gym membership. It really has me thinking of building a pole barn or something for a real gym at home.

especially after watching Evans power rack build.
 
Going to start blasting in about 3 weeks.
Going to restart Sheiko with some accessories too!

Got about 500lbs of plates here need another 250lb but not paying the ridiculous CL prices.

The only thing I can not really do at the moment is multiple exercises for legs.
Might build an old school styled leg press.
need a leg curl machine.

I think this shit has underlined how much more I actually need a home gym than a gym membership. It really has me thinking of building a pole barn or something for a real gym at home.

especially after watching Evans power rack build.

The day my gym closed was my last day of Sheiko Advanced Medium Load prep cycle two. Instead of going on to prep cycle three and testing singles at my training max or higher I started over with prep cycle one and added a few pounds to my training max. I'm just lacking on doing some of the accessories properly and need a little more weight for deadlift.

I think I'm gonna work through prep cycles one and two again while I get the last few things I need and then start back up with the var towards the end of prep cycle two in time to test the heavy singles in the second week of prep cycle three.
 
I'm finishing the last 2 weeks of my Tren A cycle. I bought a power rack and utility bench, gf brought 500 lbs of weights, an Olympic bar, and some bands home. I've been doing 6 days a week. I'm coming out of this thing bigger and stronger than I was going in. Lifting weights is what I have...it's what I do. I have other hobbies and interests, but this is what makes me right mentally.
 
If I didn’t finish a cut two weeks ago, I’d love to be on now. I think I would have had even more success. This new work from home schedule is allowing so much more time for sleep and cardio.
 
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